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xoxo, e.
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click upon the pretty yellow sunflowers to navigate!
xoxo, e.
ellaellaeh
more on Ells by Ells ;)
Marinella Lyel Oca Iballa
but i really would prefer it if you called me Ells (:
Ells is a bookworm, and she's a major couch potato.
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"the verdict."
ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, February 4, 2008 [ 3:39 PM ]
god its so fuckin' upsetting you know?
its like, there i am.
im being watched. im being judged.
they're trying to decide if i should be hated or liked.
right now, they havent got a choice but to like me
but i feel like their just waiting for me to mess up,
so they can hate me.
and it seems, i have messed up in some way.
because, guess what the final verdict is?
im a bitch who shouldnt have friends because she's hangin' with the wrong people, and said something offending she's never said.
according to some people out there.
not everyone; really.
i know,
because i used to be one of those people who holds your reputation at your hands,
i used to be one of those who'll judge you, to like you or not.
and i used to be one of those to impress, one of those to put in a good word about you.
now here i am, the tables have turned and im scared.
there are people who hold my reputation on their fingertips,
there are people there judging me;
well actually there are people there waiting for me to mess up because for some reason i shouldnt be liked.
and there are people there i need to impress for them to put in a good word about me.
high school is hell,
its when you're judged harshly
and one mistake can be the end of your reputation.
its when you're hated for all the wrong reasons,
and when youre treated most unfairly.
here i am now, and im scared shitless.
darlinks.
my endless connections.
Aime.
Aime II
Chelsayy II
Joel.
Ate Maria's Photography Website
Niks
Niks II
Jo Yee
way back when
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