that is my favourite line in a song right now. im not totally obsessed with the song, but im totally obsessed with that line. i know, weird. haha.

so, right now im listening to So Damn Clever by Plain White T's. it has like a you-played-with-my-heart-and-you're-so-good-at-hiding-it theme. thats why it goes
everytime i see your face, i can see the games you play, nobody can break hearts better why do you have to be so damn clever. turns you on, always getting what you want. i really believed we could be together, why do you have to be so damn clever.
yeeeah, quite brutal to the bitch right? haha. x] the song after that is Tearing Us Apart. yeeah, their songs are like.. messages to the bitches they've been with. haha.

today was the Cross Country thingamajingy that we was gunna do at Tasek Lama there. which is like walking distance, like really. haha. x] so when a'got to schoo most of us just stayed in class and all. and then we lined up outside after attendance and after teacher Apiza gave us the cards thing where we needed it to get chopped whenever we reached a checkpoint. shoo, yeah. Mister Lou kept firing the frickin' whistle. it was really annoying. like some bird chirping away outside your window at.. 3am in the morning keeping you up. yeeeah. :/

and so, we walked to Tasek Lama since it was all walking distance right? and then when we got there we had to wait outside the gate, like all of us until they told us to step forward and go. yeeah. x] Nats kept playin Crank Dat Soulja Boy on my phone. haha. so first to go were Over 15 boys, then Under 15 boys, then Over 15 girls and finally under 15 girls. when they sounded the horn i ran like a madwoman. whcih i now realize is a mistake. x) Nats was at the back and she was like 'ELLS, NOT SO FAST.' haha. so like, i started to lose breath when we reached like next to the lake thingamajingy leading to the hill. we were going UPHILL man, i di'nt know that. up, up, up we went. and then we faced our worst enemies, the frucking steps. i have grown to hate steps jsut as much as i hate stoplights. x]] it wasnt long until i sat down on the sandy-muddy little steps to catch my breath. preeetty soon me & nats were hovering to the last place practically. Anisah also needed ta catch her breath and everyone else at least. and then we reached the checkpoint after the god-forsaken steps. which was where we sat down for awhile after they chopped our cards. then we went down AND it got reeeeally slippery. there was Izmah and Amalina between me. Nats was ahead already man. Izmah helped me when the steps got slippery and so did Amalina and i helped them when they couldnt get it right. you know, here's a funny thing Izmah hates me x] well, she HATED me. now there's just one bitch out there who's out for my head. haha. so, anywhoo's. we kept slipping man. like KEPT slipping. when i jump down my feet slip for a while and shtuff but i never fall on my ass. like EVER. haha. unntil when we reached the traffic jam place at the end? it was frickin stopped because up front was reeeall slippery. and like i kept slipping and stuff. then the art teacher, i dunnoe her name actually x] she was at the back of me and she fell down, slipped maybe, and leaned on where i fell down also. then when it got to the slippery part at the end where teacher Binoy was helping me i slipped so many times and fell on my ass. many times. haha.

then me, Izmah, Amal and Nats went and were happy we got it over with. we saw some people going up the stairs there so we headed there and they were like 'no, wrong place sorry.' so we went to where Cikgu Apiza was standing and she was like 'no wrong way you have to use the pavement.' we were like ARGH. it was a shortcut bah, we just di'nt know. and so we got it chopped. the card, i mean and went on. then we got to the right place there and then we walked to the main road where uh.. i dont know what school actually, but students from whatever school was crowding it. we walked along the side, and you know so bizarre bah. the guys passing by bah, i was like there nearest to the other people and Nats was on the side ann'en one guy was like 'heyy thhhheeeerrreee.' exactly that way to me! i pretended like a di'nt hear nothing x] Nats di'nt know a'guess she di'nt hear nothing. and then this other guy passing by, i di'nt looka ctually i just HEARD, was like 'hey there sexy!' i pretended like i di'nt hear anything and swapped places with nats x] Nats was like 'ohmygod, pervert. he was checking you out!' haha. we got there in one bit at least. x] then we walked back to schoo'. on the way me and Nats sang along to songs playing on my very-low-battery phone. mostly it was Crank Dat Soulja Boy. honestly. HAHA. x] when we got back, yeah i went to change my shiiirt. it was this black dress shirt that my mom told me to take because all my other shirts were no good.

so the rest of the time, we were hanging around the schoo' and listening to music. i hung by the door, actually AT the door and i got so pissed off when the bitch, went inside insulting me in Malay. she thinks i dont understand shit about BM, but i do. she was like 'mengapakan dia duduk di pintu, palui dia.' or something like that. i know it translates to 'why is she sitting at the door way, she's stupid.' yeah, i got so pissed off at her i moved out of the fucking way and insulted her and cursed her under my breath. okay, its really immature of me to do that, i know but she really is a bitch, she hasnt had one conversation with me and there she goes going off to everyone how much she hates me. you know yesterday when i was playin' the game with Fang Yi and my hand was super red, Fang Yi was like 'hey *****! look at Ella's hand, help her!' and she was like.. 'i dont care you know.' and looked away. she di'nt even bother to say it in BM. bitchy really.

and so, at one point my bat went zilch. so i retreated to Nats MP3 which, i discovered, had songs i so wanted. ESPECIALLY If We Were A Movie by Hannah Montana. yeah, okay its by HANNAH MONTANA but the song is absolutely amazing. really!we were hangin by one of the tree-seats thing there and the tree's were thorny. i suddenly felt.. well, really angry. i dont know why. i grabbed one of the thin little branches with all the thorns and well, i cut myself. it left two thick red lines on my arm. oh god, i so dont wanna go back there again. i dont even have a VALID reason you know. stupid man. i am absolutely and undeniably.. stupid. yeah. Nats saw and she took it and waszlike 'no cutting!' and she instead used it to clean her diiiirrrty shoes. when she gave it back, all the thorns were gone. it was a good thing that she did that y'know but instead, i grabbed my scissors and got one more thorny branch and well, i didnt do much with it actually. before i could Hannah came and waszlike 'what are you doing?! why? whhhhy?' haha. yeeah, and so i threw that damned branch away. Hannah wanted ta 'talk' to me alone. HAHA. stupid man, she kept trying to make me go somewhere. x] but i was smart. she got annoyed and surrendered. instead she made me promise to say.. 3 to 5 to 7 sentences to her brother. x] HAHA. shhtuuupid. thenn, well fast forwarding abit my daddy came and picked me up. :]

i so wanted to like visit PDS, i knew they werent out yet itw as about.. 12pm. so yeah, i was like begging but my daddy was busy. sooo, i sulked there. HAHA. x] i never got to go there though :/ i thought it would be an awesome gift for my Partner In Crime, since today was her bdae, to see me again. siiigh. ho'well.

anywhoo's, ill be on the road to Miri tomorrow. wont be back till Monday, at least. :] it's the Church Camp thing. soo yeeeah. i dont really wanna go, and so does my brotha' but you know my mom. you cant say no to her. urgh.

anywayy, i dont have a Funny Quote of The Day sadly, so ill leave it till here yes? :]

this is how she rolls; 3.03pm