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"wrong side of the bed."

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, April 23, 2008 [ 10:27 PM ]

its one of those days where i wish i didnt wake up to. wait, its one of those days where i wish i never woke up. period. my heavy eyelids do not contribute to my crankiness. at all.

im sick of sitting up front, i cant go get a quick shuteye like everyone else can.

you must be wondering, what's got me in this awful, awful mood?

the heart to heart i had with Richelle yesterday really put me in this mood.

i wont reveal a word of it, but it was something I said to upset myself. i know, completely idiotic.

if you're that interested go ask Richelle, but i pray she doesnt say. besides, i dont know if she knows what upset me so much, haha.

i dont know why im so upset, she's got bigger monsters to defend herself from and you dont see her being all moody. well i wouldnt really know, but i know for a fact she's not the type of person to let something thats bothering her bring her down. she's a strong one. unlike me.

the only thing cheering me up right now is Audrey & Mushaf arguing behind me about drawing mouses. HAHA.

you know, its such a frucky thing i cant mention it up herei. i majorly need to let it out which means someone has to lend an ear.

OR, someone must distract me.

Mushaf drawing his hand instead of a mouse helped big time, but the depression came back as soon as the laughter died down. I need to go whacko with Jihah again. i need to dance and sing with the Chu again. i need to shake my tailfeather with the DAREN's again [or as i like to call em the NEARDS. :PP]

i need to share disgusting gossip with Zat again. i need to laugh with the Aichella/Wanker98's again.

in other words, i need their presence around me again. they know who i am and cheer me up when they see something's wrong. they give me massive hugs and jump behind me when they see me. they sing Happy Birthday to me loudly when i walk into a room. i miss the Form5ers. BarryBoo, Kuya Haz and Faizshah specially. y'know whats sad? i forgot how Faizhah's eyes looked! which is y'know reallly upsetting because one look into those light brown, practically hazel, eyes could distract anyone y'know! his eyes are AMAZING, and they arent even contacts or whatev. boo, i need to refresh how people look in my head.

this was the blogpost i worked on during Maths and half of English. i was reeeally moody annnnd depressed. in other words i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. garr. i dont know exactly what cheered me up, maybe afterbreaktime i was all okay. :) so today, since PE was cancelled we had two free periods right. Nats came to sit nxt to me as Lafus was sitting next to Izmah. then Farman came to sit next to Mushaf as Audrey moved. and naturally, we talked about the most stupidest things. i mean, there was Farman who practically leads every conversation he's involved in. by the way, im good with Farman now! i mean, he doesnt tell me to shaddap because im from PDS any more. you know why? i defended his ass, thats what i did! ahaha, Nats wanted him to go away and i said why? he's funny. and yeah. :PP but soon after that, he insulted me again. but it's all good, i actually laughed at the insult. :P anyway, we talked about.. the horniest things. honestly, Farman is so outdated. he didnt know what a manwhore, blowjob, handjob, prostitute is. HAHA, yes thats how incredibly horny the conversation was! and we're like Farman, so outdated ah. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. then soon later, we find out that his music taste was also quite outdated but i shared in his musical taste. he was humming to Beat It by Michael Jackson. annnd, what else? i forgot the other one lah then that song by Spice Girls, Wannabe. i said i wanted that song and he promised he'd geddit for me tomooorow. ye-heyy! :DD

yeah so paluii jua x) andthen when i stayed back, we actually spent the time in between the dismissal bell and computer class in the canteen. me& Nats were hangen with Aime and Merina. and occasionally Kuya Ivan (: mommy gave me my food, which was fried rice and Aime was craving for my lunch. as she always does :P and I NEVER finish my food. i usually eat maybe like 10 small spoonfull's and i declare my lunch finished. but there was still so many, i gave it to Aime. and she took it home for her dinner. AHAHAHHA, SHH. dont tell mommy x)

yeah Computer Class was pretty much free period y'know. giiila. AHAHHAHA. :PP Merina was DEFINITELY not doing her project. well she was, but she was in this other site. :PP and yeah. Nats came home with me awhile. she did her project in this compy. ann'en i walked her home, and yeah. all's good! :DD

after awhile, after watching How I Met Your Mother. which is the Iballa sibling's latest guilty pleasure now. YES, ME AND MY BROTHA. :PP anyway, things got bad after that. well, literally when my mom came home. i mean, she's this huge control freak so yeah. :/ but first, we watched Idol. Archuleta was aight y'know, SADLY just aight. but Cook was AMAZING. i mean, his performance was hands down, the best of the night. seriously! but Archuleta still comes in second :DD

anywhoo's my brother falls asleep right. and i spend the time between dinner and.. well wahtever peeling garlic because it was starting to go bad. i still havent gotten rid of the smell of the garlic off my fingers. garrr! anywhoo's when i gave up, there was still more garlic that needed peeling, we ate dinner then it all went wrong. i gave her false information, ACCIDENTALLY, about the plates and she got all irritated. then when my brother was supposed to do dishes, he di'nt and she started going psycho after i didnt fix the chairs back. GARRRRR. and when i put the coke in, the top wasnt screwed on right and yeah coke ended up on the floor of the fridge. i was asked, harshly, to wipe it up.

meeeanwhile, Chelsayy called during dinner claiming EMERGENCY. turns out she needed Idol info for her composition because she di'nt have Astro. SHEESH. :PPP i didnt mind! i missed her guts. XP anywhooo's, im kindof sleepysleepy now. im in a better mood, for shure. just as long as i refrain from thinking of THAT. y'know.anywhoo's! goodnights!

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