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ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, May 13, 2008 [ 7:49 PM ]

hi, my name is Marinella and this afternoon i broke down on the phone with my bestfriend Chelsea. i couldnt hold it in, i needed someones shoulder to cry on. so i ended up telling her, well, everything. every detail. she couldnt understand me at first, through my sobs and everything. but in the end she got the picture and yeah. im keeping it strictly confidential. no one is allowed to know about it. except of course, Chelsea. and my brother. i need a little backing up back home you know.
you know, just like Chelsea said. this isnt something that happens everyday. it's not some daily thing you can forget about and get over, especially if it turns into a habit. it breaks you. and its starting to break me. into pieces. and what sucks is, nobody knows. NOBODY. knows. if this is more than a onetime thing, then i dont know what ill be able to do with myself. i guess, i wouldnt have a choice but to tell. bt here's the downside, i dont want to be one of those girls you read about in the newspapers and pity because some ugly disgusting thing happened to her. i dont. but, sooner or later. it'll come out. and that's what sucks. that's what im afraid of. that's what i dont want to happen. i just want that person, to go away. far, far away. or i want my daddy to come back home. like, now. he'll be back tomorrow but it isnt soon enough. it just isnt soon enough. there's only so much i could do, with no one backing me up y'know.

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that was a little confession of mine. just, yeah. it sounds major doesnt it? well it is. Chelsea describes it as a crime. but yeah. anyway. lets go to the upside of things,s hall we? :]
right now, im viewing photo's in my cousin's Frienster profile. photo's of? her baby boy. :] yeah he was given birth about some months ago, not even a year yet y;know. haha. yeah. his name is Ezekiel Elldrew. dont know his last name, either her last name or the father's. anywhoo's, here's a picture of the beautiful baby boy.

cute in'he? :] anywayyyy. today, there wasnt much stupidity going around since well, Fang Yi who i shall nickname Funky x], wasnt in the mood so much today. so it all started when i came rather early, because my momma had to go to work extra early. anyway, when i got there Fang Yi was blocking the door to make it hard for me to open it. but i pushed through anyway and Funky was like 'what kind of woman are you, so strong!' haha. right. :P and then we [Ruth, Me and Funky] kept freaking Sarr out with all the global warming stuff happening around the world. okay, it is no joking matter a'know but still lah. we were just trying to scare Sarr. HAHA. right. anyway, Ruth and Funky actually started out with something real you know the typhoon in Myanmar? yeah they were taunting her with that. then i said [NOT REAL PEOPLE, JUST FOR THE SAKE OF SCARING SARR! AND I KNOCKED ON REAL EXPENSIVE WOOD! EG; PENCIL. XPP] that there was a tornado coming our way from the Phils. you should've seen Sarah's face y'know. it was so white. and i was like 'KIDDING, SARR!' and yeah. HAHA. right. :P
then we started duuin the early Audrey thing, y'know the 's'okay, s'okay, s'okay' thing that Audrey started way back? yeah that. then Sarr wasnt familiar with it and we wanted to show her JUST THAT y'know the s'okay thing? but she thought we wanted to do SOMETHING else and we were chasing her around. oh yeah, in the process i found Sarah's weakspot! which is also the same as mine, by the way. so yeah. HAHA. i dont know you touch that certain weakspot, well that's my weakness! annnd yeah. HAHA. right.
we got into class, Lafus showed up this time lah, so it was more enjoyable for me. :] so, during Maths me and him kept having the most stupid arguments. y'know me and Lafus lah, its like he wants me to teach him more tagalog right? and yeah i am. but all he wanna know is the stupid stuff. the highlight of it all was that one day when he mistook 'kamusta ka' as 'stupid' [which is supposed to be gago but yeah xP]. he was like 'SHUT UP, KAMUSTAKA.' and yeah. PALUI. xPP
then during break, i was out in a search for a jacket as Yan Mei took hers back. in the end, i ended up with Niks jacket. :)
then during History, the Chinese guys around back were busted by T'cher for not tucking in their shirts. first it was Devin and Warren, the fewuding cousins and yeah. you could just imagine them pulling eachother's shirts out so that it was tucked out, right after they 'properly' tucked 'em in. HAHAHAH. and yeah. and the whole class kept going 'FAAAAAAAAARMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAN.' because, well you know the deal lah Farman is Mubarak Junior. haha. yeah. we were betting on Mushaf to ruin his tucked in shirt so he'd get in trouble. :P HAHAH. it was just so funny to watch the boys running around attempting to fix their shirts while ATTEMPTING to ruin other guy's shirts. ooh! highlight of the whole thing? when Warren was standing upfront, Devin came by and pulled his shirt up and the whole class was revealed to his tummy! NYAHAHAHAHHA. :PP
then during BM, me and Lafus spent most of the time completing eachother's songs. y'know like, he sings a lyric then i have to continue witht he next line? not just BM lah. HAHA. oh yeah! i forgot to mention, the whole day from before break to dismissal Lafus and me were playing this hitting game y'know the rock paper scissors game? yeah then whoever wins hits the other person?yeah. we were alternating between arm and hand. we [i] never lasted more than 5 slaps until pulling my hand away because his hits were so sakit wah! like, totally! my hand was totally red! and i bet my arm was too! the stupid thing about the whole thing was Audrey and Ruth in the background going 'how could a lady play such a manly game? Lafus, dont hit so hard! you're hitting a girl here!' and such. HAHHAHA. right. iam in fact, a tom boy you know. :P i act like one, that is. and also before hitting me, Lafus kept checking out the window "in case Joel was around" before he delivered a hit. honestly! HAHAHAHHAHA. right.

then when it was time to do the Latihan, every one was rushing y'know because Cikgu announced the Latihan LITERALLY 15mins before bell! and everyone was rushing through the poem's right but me and Lafus, we were making the poem's and such in the Malay textbooks into songtunes. we mostly tried it with SOS by Jonas Brothers. but yeah, we tried so many more! MCR, Girlfriend by Avril and the School Song was a few of it! but it mostly was JoBro's songs. i can relate to the Jonas Brother lovin' side of Lafus. HAHAHHAHAHA. right. :P
about 5mins before bell i grabbed Dqah's book for quick answers and skipped Latihan 2 after finding out that Audrey was skipping it too. nyahah. right. :P well, that pretty much ends the day? well, after the phonecall that is. anywhoooo's.

OH, i almost forgot! i've got a quote! from Kim Kardashian!
[yeah i like their show, but i dont get to watch it much. :/]
Kim Kardashian: i may have a little crush on Nick Jonas. i think he's the cutest of all three.

HAHAHHAHAHA, eat your hearts out non-Nick fans! HAHAHHAHA. kidding~

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