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"ye bu neng rang wo fang qi ni"

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, May 6, 2008 [ 3:42 PM ]

that, dear friends, is a line from Jue Bu Neng Shi Qu Ni by F4.
by Audrey's translation it means yet, i still think about you.
though by the Internet it translates as it wont make me give you up.
isnt the translation quite far apart from the other? ho'well maybe one is in a different dialect and all. i know there are alotta Chinese dialects around there.
and besides, both lines are totally lines i can relate to at the moment.

if you havent guessed it, i'm going through this 'depression' phase? HAHA. which, is ohso unusual as im not even the least likely to be depressed. seriously.
whats sad is just, im going through that phase again. where, i [bleep]-ed and yeah. the only difference now, is that there's something in my gut that makes me push it in, a bit deeper than i did last time. like seriously, im digging it in compared to how i used to do it last time.
annnd, i bet if you ask my brother im getting ohso bossy nowadays. like seriously, im easily irritated nowadays i have no idea whats gotten into me. im getting more impatient and attention-seeking and such. seriously, soon enough ill be like one of those people i hate. MAYBE. i hope not. but as far as i see it im beginning to be more and more like [bleep]. *shudder. no, no, NO. NOT THE PERSON YOU ALL THINK IM TALKING ABOUT. she isnt even a school mate this person, she's my [bleep].

school is, though, in fact getting better and better. well, im not talking about my grades [though i wish it!]. i mean, i dont know, i feel like im finally fitting in? i know right, how utterly retarded im beginning to fit in only after 5months? but yeah, back then i felt like SUCH an outcast. seriously. it took me, well EVERYTHING not to go running back to my old friends at the time. but now, yes of course i miss the living crap out of those retards, LOL, but im not going to be running after em anytime soon. i've got friends around here now, friends worth keeping. :]
so, we made Fang Yi sit beside me the WHOLE schoolday since Cikgu TEMPORARILY placed Ruth next to Audrey then i guess it just di'nt feel right without the Tasty Fried Yoghurt of the HCPO's. HAHHAHA. :PP im the Mustard Leg of Insects y'know. :P
so, we were REUNITED! NYAHAHHA. gila.
for Science, we were made to do our work outside by T. Priya since Sarr&Siew's place smelled like shit, APPARENTLY XP, and it was made to spray the place and the smell is just revolting. seriously, even WAY worse than the smell of rats + sweaty form2 boys in the Comp Lap every Thurs. HAHAH, no seriously thats what we have to go through with Miss Beth every Thurs. well, MOST thursdays as sometimes, SOMETIMES, the Rat smell goes away.
so, we grouped up. i was, of course, over with the HCPO's and Siew&Sarr. but later, Ruth left because the sun was stalking us. HAHA. right. anyway, we pretty much just talked about [bleep]. HAHA. right. :P what is it? school gossip? teacher gossip? student gossip? WHAT? HAHA, secret. :P anyway, me & Fang Yi were ohso lagging because me and her are pretty much the crazy people in the HCPO's. we were laughing so randomly and yeah. gila. then y'know i was just doing my work there then i looked up and she was looking at me and she went did you just fart? and i was like WTF! and no, i did not fart. HAARHARHAR. i was hitting her and beating her with the book y'know that T. Priya came over to ask what was going on. BLEH. she started it! hahaha.
then when we finished up, we headed back to class and hung. y'know, literally. HAHA, NAWW. we just hung. we made Fang Yi to sit next to me and yeah. we were STARMAKING. Audrey & Ruth are pros at it. and so is Siew & Sarr. but apparently, me & Fang Yi just waste Ruth's starpapers as our stars, were oh so cacat. GARR. HAHAHHA.
then next was Maths, where i ALWAYS feel like ill suddenly drop and snore. seriously, no offense to Mr. Binoy but i ALWAYS feel that way. i dont know why! i dont think its the teacher lah. but i was feeling extra malas today. i didnt wanna do the work, at all. i just, played around lah while chatting with Audrey, Ruth or Fang Yi. during Maths y'know so palui it was so quiet then suddenly i heared Fang Yi's tummy GRRRRRRRROOOOAN. like, seriously! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. nobody else heard it but me and her, and it was like whoa. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. funny crap man. seriously! i've NEVER heard a tummy groan before. 'cept mine, but my tummy never groaned out loud to anybody else. just ot me. SERIOUSLY! hahhahahha. ill never forget that man. :P
ann'en, there was break. in which i ate my chocolate-chip muffin with Aime, Audrey, Ruth, Nikita and Kuya Ivan. Aime was eating my muffin with me and when we polished off the muffin and only the chocolate chips were left, everybody else polished it off. HAHA.
Kuya Ivan came to the group asking his opinion of beating up [bleep] and Niks & Aime gave their opinion and then he nudged me saying hoi, ikaw anong gusto mong sabihin tungkul sa beating up of [bleep] HAHHAHA. i was like, uh. no comment? :PP
Aime and Sarah managed to return the books i lent them that day, and i was feeling just a tad bit tired to bring em home so i loaned them to Niks. :]] she & Aime kept arguing over which book she should read first. Aime guaranteed The Chocolate Lovers Diet, but Niks thought it was best to read All-American Girl first. hahha. right. in the end she took em both.
then Niks started telling the funniest, yet simplest jokes i've ever heard. the fishball one was familiar to me, but the rest was new and quite funny. the one that i liked the most were the highlighter joke and the black pilot joke. LOL. :P even after the bell had rung, y'know so palui. HAHAHHA.
during History, i was bluetoothing themes and songs over from Fang Yi. then for BM, i [bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep]-ed. yeah, MAJOR CENSOR. for those in my class, its pretty similar to what Dqah has done. and yeah. if you dont know, best you dont know. really. its a dangerous addiction of mine, seriously im ADDICTED to it. i was, and im starting to get to it again. i need to get that [bleep] away from me before i do anymmore damage, seriously.

during dismissal Caryle handed me over some candy and me & Ruth ate it eagerly. then they told me that the candy fell on the floor and i was like 'eh, what the hell. i eat stuff off the floor anyway. as longa s they havent been on the floor for too long.' then they were like 'it was there for 50seconds.' and iw as like *shrugs. then they told me that it fell on the toilet floor and i spit it out and threw the ones i had in my hand. Ruth spit hers out long before, seriously. HAHAH, then they said that none fell on the toilet floor and i said 'BAH, YOU MADE ME THROW AWAY GOOD FOOD MAH.' HAHHAHAHAHA. right. :P
then i, went home. waving my goodbye to Aime, Anisa & Fatin. :] nyeahyea.

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