too much of it, actually. :S

i was watching One Tree Hill just now, and well yeah. i just couldnt deal with the drama.
gah, pathetic isnt it? it's only a friggin tv show innit?
the thing is
i can handle Grey's Anatomy and it's surgical stuff.
One Tree Hill just hits so close to home.
one tree hill? its just so highschool.
mygawd, im going emotionally attached to a tv show. gahh.

thing is, here's a tiny little secret about me. i get emotionally attached to everything.





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nick has type 1 diabetes!
NICHOLAS JERRY JONAS HAS FUCKING TYPE 1 DIABETES!
AND IT SOUNDS SERIOUS. GAHHHHH.

is it or not? relieve me of this people!

Diabetes mellitus type 1 (Type 1 diabetes, Type I diabetes, T1D, T1DM, IDDM, juvenile diabetes) is a form of diabetes mellitus. Type 1 diabetes is an autoimmune disease that results in the permanent destruction of insulin-producing beta cells of the pancreas. Type 1 is lethal unless treatment with exogenous insulin via injections replaces the missing hormone.

Type 1 diabetes (formerly known as "childhood", "juvenile" or "insulin-dependent" diabetes) is not exclusively a childhood problem: the adult incidence of Type 1 is noteworthy — many adults who contract Type 1 diabetes are misdiagnosed with Type 2 due to the misconception of Type 1 as a disease of children — and since there is no cure, Type 1 diabetic children will grow up to be Type 1 diabetic adults.

There is currently no preventive measure that can be taken against type 1 diabetes. Most people affected by type 1 diabetes are otherwise healthy and of a healthy weight when onset occurs, but they can lose weight quickly and dangerously, if not diagnosed in a relatively short amount of time. Diet and exercise cannot reverse or prevent type 1 diabetes. Although there are clinical trials ongoing that aim to find methods of preventing or slowing its development, so far none have proven successful.

mygod. :/ :/ :/