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"7 Things."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, July 21, 2008 [ 8:23 PM ]

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things.

I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get so scared When I think about the previous Relationship we've shared It was awesome but we lost it It's not possible for me not to care Now we're standing in the rain But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear Chorus The 7 things I hate about you The 7 things I hate about you Oh you You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy Your friends they're jerks And when you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And 7th thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you It's awkward and it's silent As I wait for you to say What I need to hear now Your sincere apology And when you mean it, I'll believe it If you text it, I'll delete it Let's be clear I'm not coming back You're taking 7 steps here Chorus The 7 things I hate about you You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy Your friends they're jerks And when you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And 7th thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you Compared to all the great things That would take too long to write I probably should mention The 7 that I like The 7 things I like about you You hair, your eyes, your old Levi's And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized You make me laugh, you make me cry But I guess that's both I'll have to buy Your hand in mine When we're intertwined everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I like the most that you do You make me love you

Miley Cyrus is okay. i hereby declare that. well, not yet like A HUNDRED PERCENT okay. tapi, the lyrics to this song is really really really really REALLY good i find. :3 and the song is so not bad either. (mini reminder : download song!)
tapi, this song/video ALWAYS gets to me NO MATTER WHAT.
Runaway Love - Ludacris featuring Mary J Blige.
SHIT MAN, SHIT! if you just LISTEN to the bloody lyrics. it just breaks your heart exactly how sad and horrible the world we live in is to us sometimes. how absolutely heartbreaking it is to be a teenage babe. listen, lyrics :)

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with laughs--usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little nicole is only 10 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she makin up excuses
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out
Its only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight til the end
Until one day lil stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little erica is eleven years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love
So theres no protection hes usin no glove
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid
Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say shes about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [repeats til end]

it's just sad. y'know. really, really sad.

***
enough with the depressing song lyrics. i'll start with my day. :)
oh, and guess what i ended up bringing home? Andy's shoes. School shoes. entah la. XP
i got to school, Olivia being the first person to greet me with a hug and with another snotty remark from Fang Yi that the world was to end due to my coming early to school. HAHA. always leddet lar. i made her buy me candy, knowing full well i had my sour sticks in my pocket :3 my new obsession, entah ler. and pretty cheap, a dollar saja per packet. i could buy the long one too and it's one dollar too! gah.
anyway, i hung a bit with Ruth, Audrey and Andy before assembly. Andy said something really really mean though :( dont worry, i still love daddy. tapi, it was mean :/
anyway, we choir-ed. then assembly-ed. then continued classes. Science was spent answering workbooks. Computer was spent TRYING to convince Miss Beth that she said NEXT WEEK, THURSDAY and not just next week for the test. to no avail tho, we had to do it. tapi, i think i did okay. :)
BM, was expectantly spent chatting with the girls. every Monday, we do leddis la. unless she gives out Fahaman works. tapi, if not we just talk during MIB periods cause its very, very, VERY rare that she gives us any work during MIB. our conversation was so bipolar though.
first it started with my.. problem? yeah. i think Audrey noticed i was really really emotional and i havent filled her in with anything soo, yeah. we filled her in. so naturally, we were really serious and sad. then Ruth dropped her bad news, which made us even more upset.

and thenn.. the conversation floated back to Audrey's birthday and plans and who to invite. i have to beg the parents man, BEG. it's a Sunday so yeah. not allowed out on Sundays. tsk, tsk. anyway, since she mentioned bringing PDSers, we started talking about my close friends. Eddie was up first, then other PDSers that went from here to there. then the next was Barry. then it was Faizshah, we miss Faizshah. OH WHO AM I KIDDING, I MISS FAIZSHAH :3 entah ler. you can definitely go to the guy for anything i say. he's the absolute ideal big brother. well, they all are la. yeah. but Faizshah's the one i prefer to go to for some reason =.=" he reads people really easily so yeah.
meanwhile, we were sneaking bits of my sour sticks. Ruth di'nt like it, tapi Audrey did and she wanted some more. so did Lafus. annnd yeah. XP
break time was.. crazy? HAHA. well it was quite normal at first. then Andy came up to me and it sorta went leddis:

Andy: Jay Bee, Jay Bee!
Ells: yeah?
Andy: I Love You.
[Andy looking seriously seriously fucking unbelievably serious.]
[Ells laughing and nodding, GETTING this was all a joke.]
[Andy not laughing, just looking really really serious.]
[Ells started getting freaked out.]
Ells: riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. [while nodding]
[Andy pulls out his note pad and scribbles something.]
[Ells looks at the note pad, and laughs out loud, shocked.]

guess what was on the notepad? replies of everyone who he pulled it on. x/ honestly! i thought it was just the girls, tapi there were guys replies too! HAHA. this one was whack-o man! he was freaking girls out! and guys too! XP the remainding of break time was spent following Andy around to see the reactions. he even tried it on my brother, who just shoved him away. HAHA. love hurts wah. XP
then the other time of break time was being Siamese Twins with Aims, where we were joined at the.. shoulders? HAHA. right.
History was spent classwork-ing, textbook reading, workbook-ing. and oh guess what? TAKING OUT LAFUS' DEAD SKIN. YUCK, YUCK, YUUUUCK. you see, Lafus has this weird little wound thing on his arm that's always facing me when he sits next to me. it's been bothering me cause, it looks so disturbing and freaky. and what happens when a gash/wound dries up? some brown skin covers up kan? anyway that's what he had. a football thing he says. anyway, i was bored so i started poking it and he was like "bah, take out la." and i was like "you serious?" and he nodded. so i tried to take it out then! tapi i was rudely interrupted when blood started gushing down. YIIIIIKEEES. we used one of Ruth's [scented] tissues to clean up the blood first, then the dead skin was still there. so Lafus just pulled it out and it started bleeding again =.=" he wet it, tapi it stung. so i handed him the leftover band aid i had in my pencil case and he thanked us, Ruth, Me and Audrey for the help. :3
then Geo. we had this heated debate going on man. freaky. first Miss Chin was discussing.. pros and cons of Mining. on the pros side, listed were all money-related. the cons were you know, harming earth and killing animals. then she asked who was against and who were for mining? naturally, if you knew me well you'd know i was against mining. animals, and whatnot. Farman was fully FOR mining. everyone else was neutral.
i was pissed la, Farman was saying the earth di'nt matter cause it was going to be destroyed soon anyway why bother right?! GAH. IDIOT. entah, me, Ruth, Sarr and Natasha were biting his head off fighting back with our remarks. WE HEART EARTH. and animals. :)
entah, it was really heated. it went on till the end of the period. even during dismissal i was still a bit peeved off, and Farman di'nt look it. the first thing he said to me DURING dismissal was "eh, dont forget Jollibee chicken!" =.=" gah!
then Andy was eating noodles, the one they sold with chicken and egg. i stole the egg and chicken :3 so he practically declared war on me. until i gave him a achicken. when i said i would he was like, oh a real one? cause i always wanted to break its neck and...
i didnt let him continue, i kicked him in the leg. hmmpfhh. animal cruelty! gah.
personal note to daddy andy: i was peeved today, i think i took it out on you. GAH. im sorry? :)
and yeah, i also took his shoes. well, i didnt TAKE it. Aime put it in my hands when i was on my way to the car. =.="
got home, ate lunch. watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall [one of those Knocked Up, Superbad movies]. the story was actually pretty good. :) i know they said something really memorable there actually, that i wanna post up TAPI I CANT REMEMBER APA. :(
then watched My Big Love, its a Pinoy Comedy. :) nice, nice. starring Sam Milby, Kristine Hermosa and Toni Gonzaga. two thumbs up! not much for the ending though, i liked how he used the 5 step's to get her love though :)
watched the ending of Never Been Kissed. i hate he was late! GRR.

yeah, im starting to talk all crap huh? anyway. i leave you with...

which is currently cracking me up. a guy with a JB background? I LOVE IT LAFUSSS! :3 I ALSO WANT HAHAHAHA. XP