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ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, July 27, 2008 [ 11:11 AM ]

the title's copyrighted and protected by Mico Ruth Alcantara Angeles.
but since im her best friend, i have a right to use it without permission. XD

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i was sitting here, editing yesterday's photo's for friendster/blogger worthiness, and i realized how much i wanted to just live in the moment. live in the pictures, if possible. everything at home is so complicated. so, depressing. so unfair. a kid needs an escape from all that.
which is what im wishing for both me and my brother right now. an escape. a distraction. a fast-forward button.
i spent the whole yesterday, outside. i didn't spend one hour at home until 10.20pm, when i got home. and even there i didn't expose myself too much, i went to bed thinking i'd sneak online when everyone else was asleep. but i fell asleep instead.

thanks Audrey, for the awesome-ness that was yesterday. it wasn't your birthday just yet, but you had no idea how much you helped me. :3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY JANE CHEONG WEI LIN. :3

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school was, well school. Audrey wasnt there, as expected because it was a saturday, so Fang Yi stepped in as Ruth's seatmate.
i did crazy things with Lafus, i have a weird interest in his name by the way. XP the way it's said, the way it's pronounced. and the way it's spelled.
Mohammad Assalafussalih. like a riddle. XP hahahha! the guy's like, one of the awesome-est guys ive met so far here in SGS.
oh yeah, his name's always before mine! entah, it's just leddet. cause my name's Marinella, and like. im the only girl whose name starts with an M except maybe, Merina. anyway, after my name is a whole lotta Mohammad's. and Lafus was after mine cause his was A! XP. wow, im random.

anyway, dismissal time. i hung around with Ruth, Aims and the usuals. Aims said she MIGHT be going, so save her some food. Ruth couldn't come.
anyway, Andy had an X taped on his ass, and Joel had one taped on his.. front. HAHA. anyway, yeah it was quite funny how i discovered it. Niks was like, Ella you probably should see this. and Andy was like I swear to God, it was an accident. and lifted his shirt at the back. hello, X mark. XP and then he went And Joel's not a virgin anymore. and Joel lifts up his shirt on the front, hello X mark once again. RIIIGHT.

anyway, i got picked up. :) went home to change. then headed for The Mall, where i ran into Siew before heading for the food court where i met Audrey and Poh Leen. i helped Audrey with the food, how many sets of french fries no idea -.-, and Isaac and Jay Ar came. Isaac came with his friend Hiyati. i really didnt think Isaac remembered me. HAHA.
anyway, when Sarr, Siew and Brandon came. we just settled into that table there, at one point we were hiding Audrey's food while she was distracted and when she looked at the table it was empty and me, Sarr, Siew were like tsk, tsk this Audrey invites us and then takes the food away for herself ah. and then i went.. good thing i brought some Pizza! and produse the pizza from behind me. and then Brandon and Siew goes i brought drinks! and the case of the missing food is solved! MWAHA.
i go downstairs the first time, and i pick up Andy who went with me to go see if Chels is there sudah. nada. :( so we went upstairs, and joined the people. then the second time i went downstairs to see if they were there, where i bumped into Cindy who was holding an uber-cute little girl by the hand. i guessed it was Mandy. cute wah, that girl. then went back to the bookstore, called up Chels, found Aikks and dragged Aikks upstairs while she was reckoning "im too shy, i dont know these people! im going to embarass myself! NOOO." yeeah.

she was nervous. XP

she sat next to me quietly for the time being, only talking to Andy and to anyone else who tried to talk to her. tsk, tsk. then we foudn Barry, who DDR-ed with Audrey and we followed in. where Eddie Chewy came in, along with Musabbers. i hugged Eddie, and everyone else did. making Andy go "should i hug you too?" and yeah. HAHA. they asked him to go out cause he was still in Uniform. :( then, Chelsea shows up and yeah! YAY. :)
oh, i hurt Musab that day. im sorry, dude. i swear, i swear, i SWEAR. im sorry! god. i know you're not talking to me anymore or something. tapi, IM SORRY. Audrey's sorry too. :/ IM SORRY MUSAB ELRASHID. gosh.

anyway, after that. we went into Cineplex area, where we sort of split into two. Siew, Sarr, and others into one group and me, Andy, Eddie, Aikks, Chels, Isaac, Hiyati into one group. Kienthly kept "circle-breaking" XP. entah, the other group went to Swensen's with the Birthday Girl to eat again. -.- while our group went to foodcourt for Chels and Chewy to eat SCR. we were laughing at random random RANDOM moments. XP then, Isaac and Hiyati leaves for the Swensen-group. and it's just Andy, Me and the PDSers. :) Andy liked the PDSers, di'nt you? ;) HAHHA. he and Eddie had loads in common, XP.
at one point we were waiting for Chels and Aikks to emerge from the bathroom, we were talking about boxers/underwear when we noticed they were taking too long. so i headed into the bathroom, Eddie and Andy on my heels we were screaming "AIKKS, CHELLLLS WHERE ARE YOU, YOU DONE?!" guess what? THEY WERENT IN THERE. mygod, where did they goo?! Eddie was funny though, he was half a step into the bathroom and Andy was.. well, behind Eddie. XP. people were staring! and Eddie was the one screaming "CHELS, AIKKS ARE YOU DONE?!" haha. RIGHT.
we go look around, and finally find them. i forgot where, but we finally found them. HAHA. we bought Audrey a gift, then headed into the Cineplex where we waited for them to come. then we sang "For SHE'S A JOLLY GOOD FELLOW" one word, at a time to Audrey, then giving her the gift. :P
Eddie already went in, WITHOUT A TICKET. whoa. HAHA. Andy joined them inside, we took a picture. and yeah. bye-bye Andy.
after that, the girls just went around Gadong, The Mall and wherever camwhoring-camwhoring and camwhoring. :P and catching up of course! NYAHA.
we ended up outside the bookstore, watching these bunch of guys releasing their balloons. we freaked out when Aikks heard one of them go "ill take the blue one, you take the one in pink and you take the one in red." CREEPY. since yeah. Aikks was in red, Chels was in Blue and i was in pink. URGH. yeah, nothing heppened tho. :)
then i went home. where we spend like, 6-10.20 roaminga round Brunei cause the road to our house was closed. GRR. tapi, yeah. i didnt like it.

July sucked. like, really really really bad. and i knew it was going to end with a big big big bang. and it did. i didnt expec tthis, they didnt expect this. this is really, shit. i tell you. shit.
im not slefish for wanting a distraction, im just a kid. me and my brother's just a kid. we dont need this. so if we end up missing one day, you know. we'll be back when everything's okay.
anyway,

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