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ever gotten that? y'know, when you just had the best dream in the world
meanwhile thinking it was ACTUALLY happening, and being pulled back to reality after waking up?
yeah. it was depressing. GAH. i had such a nice nice dream. hmm.
there's also other days where, you just wish that dream was a dream and are incredibly relieved when you find out that it was a dream, but incredibly shitty-feeling when you realize that it was NOT a dream? yeah. that sucks too.

i'm not going to bother about detailing my dream. and no, i didn't need to take a cold shower later on. it wasnt THAT kind of dream, goodness me.
it was just a dream. where i got something i wanted :DD

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in Friendster, there's this person's profile that im stalking? :P not really, i just think she's uber cool for some reason. no, not the fact that she takes pictures of a crackpot and people smoking it or whatever. she's just coo`.
she's a Pinoy too, apparently. and she was Aida's cousin? which i dont know if its true cause Dang's a Melayu. but yeeeah.
she was also Chewy's [Eddie's] old classmate. NO IM NOT KIDDING SHE IS. looks like Cassie. as in, Ventura. but yeah, she was Eddie's old classmate, via JIS days.
so she's like, supposed to be Form 3 right now! its feels all weird, thinking that.
anywayy, she's back in Boonei, judging from her bulletins. [yes, i stalk that too O.O]
and people are tryna' get in touch with her. like, Aida and Anis. vah.
anyway, here's KC Del Rosario

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my current "thing" these days, other than constant fiction reading that i WILL NEVER get tired of, is sketches. I've had this on and off thing for them since, primary 5/6.
by sketches, i mean like. designs. for. dresses. :) but back in Primary5/6, it was really amateur-like and childish, and mainly consisted of tops and skirts and shorts and whatnot's.
but now, im more attracted to the design of dresses. like, really simple ones. and when i say simple, i mean. simple. :)
no im not proud enough to post them up here, thank you very much. but i've been drawing dresses and naming them after friends of mine that the Dresses were based on. i also dug through my old doodling-notebooks and found some really really good sketches of mine from last year, or form 1. i touched it up a bit, and it looks like a million dollars now.
so now, i've 8 dresses. the latest one i've drawn up was last night's Aime. :3
yes Aims, based on you. the others are based on Audrey, Sarah, Ruth and Niks. and the others were based on Aikks, Chels and such :3 but my favourite one is the one i made based on me. yeah, it's really pretty too. :DD ill post it up when i get guts to handle critisicms.

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SGSians havent got schoo` tommolow. :) but we'd be ANYTHING but all relaxed. you know why? cause in replacement is Open Day. (PDSspeak: PTM's)
we'd be all waiting home all worried and nervous about the expressions on our parents faces.
but since daddy left for Phillypinas this morning, it'd be just mother and yeah.
daddy left early morning man. like, he left at 6.30 cause his flight's at 7. by now, he's probably enjoying the family around him visiting his sisters and brotherrs and wishing to infinity that we were with him.
daddy, you better get me some good books! cause we forgot to write the list of what we wanted :P
i hope there's another pile of good books and Converse and Guess tops coming back to Brunei with daddy :DDDD
i need a new pair of heels. NO, i mean SANDALS. :) NOT heels, God forbid. it's like.. so stressful to walk on. HAHHAHA. i never do good in heels. platforms, maybe. but not those heels that depend on a super long STICK to keep you upright. goodness me, the heels are as thin as toothpicks! dont they make you all worried? im worried just looking at the person =.="

i currently want, want, WANT (and so do Audrey and Ruth. and Niks? :P) the All American Girl sequel! Ready or Not! me, Dree and Ruth are currently in the works of an agreement to join each other's money to buy it, 16.80 kasi eh. but theres always the issues like, whose gonna keep it and yeeeah.
ohwell. ill be back to terrorize the world later. (okaaay? :P)

ciaoo.
HOLY SHIT, I FORGOT THE CLOTHES! FUCKING RAINING. AHHHHH.

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.