ellaellaeh

you know what's the absolute worst thing that could happen to me?
well,there are thousands really. but for one, you could leave me alone with my thoughts.
if you leave me alone with these god-forsaken thoughts. i will become all emotional, and moody because i'd realize things i wouldnt have wanted to realize, or remember memories i've locked in my "NEVER OPEN, OOZING WITH ESTROGEN." box.
gah, seriously. i think the reason we chica's are all emotional and easily hurt and shit are because of the estrogen.
BLAME THE ESTROGEN, ISH!

so today, time was seriously slow. considering i woke up at like, 8-ish. my mom was gone after lunch before ONE, that is seriously a never for mommy. tapi, there she was. then, i did studied for an hour or so. then i did my chores, at 2.00pm! gah, i usually procrastinate my chores till three.
then, i found myself with too much time than i like, so i decided to distract myself from the thoughts estrogen would give me.
i cleaned, the house. (yes, i did the chores. but i used up more time than i shoulda.) as in, i moved the furniture around, i vacuumed under the tables, under our beds. i rearranged the furniture till it was perfect. then i mopped the place up, my brother was looking at me like i was a monster really. because it was his job to mop, and his job to push the furniture around. im usually all yell-y at him if he doesnt do it, but today. i'm quiet and i do it.
and then when i find i have nothing else to clean up, i got all piss-y. so i plugged in Camp Rock, and focused on the JoBros. gah, cheered me up i swear. but i went all angry and yell-y at my brother for watching with me. BLAME THE ESTROGEN.
then i put on Step Up 2, the dance moves wow-ed me. and the Robert Hoffman kiss thing at the end made me all happyhappy again. dont ask why, i blame Niks. she made me observe how these celeb's kiss now. gah. HAHA.

what made it all better was, mommy cooked spaghetti tonight. :) ish, spag always makes me feel better.

but at the end of the day, it just comes down to the fact that. nothing's better just yet.

the only thing that cheered me up the whole day was me imagining the men with the estrogen, and the girls all manly. cracked me up. you should try it out. :P

but what made me crack up even more was that Anderson Duncan, who has to be one of the most manly dudes i know, was prescribed some estrogen. apparently he needs to balance his hormones. :P YOU'RE TOO MANLY DUDE! :P

dont know who Anderson Duncan is? you dont need to. it's a codename. HAHA. :P

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also known as Daddy to me. and Ella's dad to the rest of you. :P
i love you, you big forty something year old replica of me! (L)
many more to come okay,
REMEMBER YOU GOTTA WALK ME DOWN THE AISLE ON MY WEDDING DAY.

god only knows when THAT is gonna happen. -.-

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.