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life's getting harder. no shit.

and this is just the stupid little teenage stuff. and it's already hard. just imagine what'd happen if we had real grown-up problems. me? i'd probably slit my wrists before it all.

i've done it before anyway.
today, sucked. :( well, no. it was okay. but yeah, today was an emotional day for me. like, seriously. grr. mock's are in two weeks and im not doing anything about it. i'm just in a serious serious need for a distraction. i want yesterday morning back again. i know i didnt blog about yesterday morning, but yesterday morning made me happy. today's just reeking with drama and, and. shit. gosh.
none of the shit to do with me, but i got emotionally involved again. as expected. gah. i have to stop with the shit. like, seriously.

and then, later in the afternoon. it did involve me. and it really sucked.

gah, apologies for this seriously sucky post. i know i havent been having any good posts lately, but my mood has gone to god knows where. wish me luck?

gosh, where are you Niks? :( i miss you loads.

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.