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YIII, i'm going on a hiatus!
I SWEAR I MEAN IT THIS TIME.
i just wanted to blog about the dress. :) and the Chelsea-missing.

god nothing's going as planned nowadays, and i really really hate it. i'm going to cry again soon, i swear.

and you know what's worse? guess what i'm like, totally in the mood to listen to on repeat right now?
I Won't Disagree by Kate Voegele.
-the song that NEVER fails to make me sob like a baby. god, this sucks.

gosh, so what made me stop my hiatus? the tagged thing going on again. ;)
HAHAHHA.
okay, so i was reading Sarr's blog and i noticed the woman di'nt tag me! THE NERVE. :P
then i checked out Rcheller's, and saw she tagged me. and saw one of the rules; no tagbacks. x)

and so..

The rules:

1. State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
   
2. The 10 people I tag are then to follow and write their own 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts.
   
3. Most importantly, NO TAGBACKS

The 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about me!

1. i like the smell of gasoline. and that weird glue thing you use for your shoes that has a funky smell? i love it. :) i know, i know. i could be some kind of addict for that. but i'm not alone! apparently, Eddie likes the smells too. :)
   
2. i refuse to watch any medical movies/shows without a sufficient amount of organs exposed or blood spilling out. seriously, i like seeing guts. i like it when they cut the skin and blood starts gushing out. gory? morbid? :3
3. i enjoy crying. i WANT to cry, most of the time. when i need to cry and just cant get it out, i listen to sob songs or i watch totally sob movies which i did a couple of days ago cause i was in major need of a sob. i watched that korean movie, made me cry like a bitch. :(
4. love songs make me cry, yeeah weird? it's supposed to make me kilig-kilig and stuff, but instead it makes me cry? i dont know, i'm weird that way.
   
5. i'm always hungry. always, 24/7.
   
6. i daydream to the extent where it isnt even suitable anymore! like, i daydream about.. being discovered humming to myself while scrubbing the floor outside my house by Nick Jonas and we become partners and sing a million #1 hits. GAH, im doing it again. not good!
7. i find comfort in Meredith Grey's totally dark and broody moody quotes. weird? totally.
8. when i get a slice of lemon from.. somewhere anywhere. i suck on it for a bit till my lips look totally puckered up. ish, bad habit? :d
9. i'm the poster child for procrastinating. no, seriously.
10. i hate the word 'pathetic'. no not seeing the word really, HEARING someone say it. it's so. URRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and other big words people dont even KNOW how to place in a sentence.
11. i get happy when i hear a sentence, just one sentence with a couple of words, that totally relate to my feelings. :)
12. i get emotionally involved with EVERYTHING and ANYTHING i read. like right now, i have the fear of finishing off my Atonement book because it just plain annoys me how Briony ruin the love story! I HATE IT. another example? me not finishing 21 yet because of fear of watching Jim Sturgess getting beat up by some old guy for gambling.
13. i cant decide if i'm actually a girlygirl or a tomboyboy. cause, entah eh. i would describe myself as a tomboyboy, but i enjoy the pretty dresses, the pretty shoes, the pretty bags the pretty EVERYTHING. i enjoy being pretty, but i dont like the work or the feeling. how weird is taht, i enjoy being something but i dont like the feeling! GAH.
14. i like making characters in my head. and making up names, oh gosh i love making up names. i've made up the names i want for my future babies already. :) (L)
15. i base my day dream's on thw what-if's in my life. :)

ish, not interesting enough? deal with it!

i therefore tag..
-Niks
-Andy
-Aime
-Rach.

erryone else has been tagged by other people? :)
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resume hiatus! (L)

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.