ellaellaeh

by Joe Jonas, is the song im currently obsessing over right now. i was so happy, when i found this song that's by just him saja. cause, to hear one part of this song, i had to like. listen to Demi Lovato sing her first few verses. i dint dig it so much, but i tuned in for the Joe Jonas part.
and see, i got a solo wan of him! ish! :)

i also got Warwick Avenue by Duffy, which is really sad sorta blues thing. i recommend it, really. :)

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today was a good day, Aime found Harry Phigg! yeahayy.
tapi, my moody little sickness thing came again. this time, during English extra classes. gah. i felt horrible, and my temprature was through the roof. i couldnt tell you how many bathroom trips i made, seriously. this was my moody sick ness thing, that came and went.
i noticed how high my temp was, only after i took my second bite of the curry me and Ruth were sharing.
i was outside, under the hot sun and i was still freezing. i had on Siew's jacket, Jol's hat and a pretty thick P.E. Uni, and i was still cold. i was even colder in the con. room. gah, this moody sickness sucks.
it went on till com class, where i was okay sudah. tapi, i sorta freaked when Fuss, accidentally elbowed me in the face. :/ but it's all good.

went to extra class, and then Joel walked me home. :) adorable, lah, that guy when he's shy. (L)

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yesterday, History was a bunch of laughs really. Mubarak was pissed at the four of us, i swear la. tapi, still fun. Siew, Aims, Me and Ruth were going all nuts really, and i remember at one point. tcher was heading out and said "Ill be back." then when tcher was by the door sudah Ruth went "like the Terminator." and Siew went, in a very rough Terminator-y voice. "ILL BE BACK!!" and yeah. that sent us into a fit of giggles really. :P

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recently,

• Ella has discovered, while talking to both Niks the night before and Aims the morning after, that no matter how much you want to cry, no matter how much you want it out. it wont come out.
  
• Until you start talking about it.
  
• Ella has been referred to by her nephew-son-guy's-person as his big sister. which made her happyhappy.
  
• fallen in love with Joe Jonas' voice.
• panicked countless, countless, countless times about the upcoming mocks and the more upcoming oral's. GAH.
• and tried to do something about it, but it was never engraved in her head as she hoped it would after a reading the same question a billion times.
• Ella has felt sleepy at 9pm.
• and vowed to stay awake thinking about _______ until about midnight, but fell asleep at ten thirty.
  
• talked to someone about drugs and porn in a casual way.
  
• made the boyfriend blush.
• recieved a text message from an ex boyfriend who hates my guts, but apparently, is okay with me now. O.O
• missed (still does!) Andy Chung. :/ and worred (still is) for him.
• had her come and go flu come and go. twice.
  
• discovered Niks' tickle spot[s]. x)
• discovered that i wasnt so invincible, and that Aime knew where my secret tickles spots were. :( and she uses it against me too! gah.
• rewatched My First Romance for the billionth time. yes, it's the Pinoy one starring Heart Evangelista and John Pratts (no i only like the first one, not the Bea and John Lloyd wan.)
• was pissed at Fang Yi, but is okay now. :)
• fell in love with Joel's paperboy hat that is with me, most of the time.
  
• had fun in the Novelty Games with Niks and Andy.
• getting resucked into Grey's Anatomy season3 on Star World, every 4.30-5.30. even if i already watched it, i realize how emotionally attached i get. all the bloody time.
  
• had a dream about me and my pals fighting giant snakes in this weird little mythical castle, in a place far far away with laser swords and guns.
  
• realize that i cant go to sleep alone anymore, because Joel made me realize that though there is light from the windows to keep me feeling safe during the night when the lights are out, someone could be looking into my window. which is, downright scary. thanks a lot, boyfie. O.O"
• leaving to go to sleep at 9.41 pm. how lame.
  

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.