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the one and only scene in Twilight (well, its in Breaking Dawn really) that never, and i mean NEVER fails to make me cry like a baby, uncontrollably. seriously, its sad.

this is at Bella and Edward's wedding, i edited it a bit to highlight my favourite parts.

"Thank you," Edward said to the darkness. "This is very kind of you."
"Kind is my middle name," a husky familiar voice answered from the black night. "Can i cut in?"
"Jacob!" I choked as soon as i could breathe." Jacob!"
"Hey there, Bells."
I stumbled toward the sound of his voice. He made no effort to dance; he just hugged me while i buried my face in his chest. He leaned down to press his cheek to the top of my head.
I heard Edward leaving us, giving me a gift of his own-this moment with Jacob.
"Oh, Jacob." I was crying now, i couldnt get the words out clearly. "Thank you."
"Stop blubbering, Bella. You'll ruin your dress. It's just me."
"Just? Oh, Jake! Everything is perfect now."
He snorted. "Yeah-the party can start. The best man finally made it."
"Now everyone I love is here."
I felt his lips brush my hair. "Sorry, Im late honey."
"Im just so happy you came!"
"I dont know if i get more than just this one dance," he said, "Id better make the best of it."
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"But im not here to ruin your wedding, Bella. Im here to..." He trailed off.
"To make it perfect."
"That's a tall order."
"Good thing you're so tall.
He groaned at my bad joke and sighed. "Im just here to be your friend. Your best friend, one last time."
-
"Song's over. Do you think i get another one? Or is that asking too much?"
I tightened my hand around his. "You can have as many dances as you want."
He laughed. "That would be interesting. I think i'd stick with two, though. Dont want to start talk."
We turned in another circle.
"You'd think I'd be used to telling you goodbye by now," he murmured.
I tried to swallow the lump in my throat, but i couldnt force it down.
Jacob looked at me and frowned. He wiped his fingers across my cheek, catching the tears there.
"You're not supposed to be the one crying, Bella."
"Everyone cries at weddings," I said thickly.
"This is what you want, right?"
"Right."
"Then smile."
-
"I'm going to try to remember you like this. Pretend that.. But I'll see you this way in my head. Pink cheeks. Heartbeat. Two left feet. All of that."
I deliberately stomped his foot as hard as i could.
He smiled. "That's my girl."

-Jacob and Bella; Breaking Dawn pages 58-64.
Jacob left cause he couldnt stand being without Bella. -shrugs. this just gets to me everytime.

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the third disk of Gossip Girl season 2 came out already!!
i watched all four epi's today.

there wasnt much happening. Nate and Jenny were an item for like, 5 minutes. then Nate's daddy comes back and asks him to come live with him in Dominican. Nate plans on leaving, because apparently he managed to alienate himself from the people that matters; Dan (he found out about him and J), Vanessa and Chuck. so Nate writes this goodbye letter to Jenny and mails it, unknowing that Jenny moved out of home.

so WHEN Jenny moves back in and looks at the mail, Nate's letter is gone. guess who took it? Vanessa. grr, i never really liked Vanessa. grr. and more reasons to hate her will come! she knows that Jenny misses Nate and that Nate misses Jenny, but she STILL goes out with Nate and becomes an item. eventually it ends up on Gossip Girl and Jenny gets pissed and gets her revenge on Vanessa by sending her to the Ball in a see-through dress.

when Vanessa decides to come clean with Nate, and Jenny changes her mind about humiliating Vanessa, its too little too late. Nate confronts Jenny, its the scene i loathe the most the whole series. probably.

Nate: did you do this to Vanessa?
Jenny: yeah.
Nate: i dont know if its worth anything, but i wrote you a letter before i left.
Jenny: i never got that!
Nate: that's why. Vanessa took it. but she was so guilty about it that she came to me and confessed everything.
Jenny: i didnt know, Nate. and if that letter came then i would've..
Nate: im GLAD you didnt get the letter, Jenny. you arent the person i thought you would be.

i dont like Vanessa. much less someone as adorable as Nate WITH Vanessa. Jenny-Nate, is great. Nate-Vanessa is grr.

Serena and her cute artist guy (Aaron) gets serious, and Dan asks Aaron's ex out. Serena gets all bothered when she finds out that Lexie, Aaron's ex, has a tradition of sleeping with her boys on the first date. Dan gets all bothered when he finds out Serena and Aaron hasnt done the deed yet and they were about to that night. this leads to some serious fight where Serena claims that Dan is being unreasonable because sex was supposed to be meaningful. Dan replies something to Serena having her think that the sex between them was not special. seriously, why do you two keep playing games? Everyone's just holding their breath waiting for Serena and Dan to get back together. come on you two, give us a break.

the couple everyone's in love with; Chuck and Blair, played another one of their irritating games. Chuck and Blair bet each other that they would find the perfect date for the other person. it ends up, Chuck picks a date for Blair whose VERY VERY Chuck like, but not even as lovable as Chuck. Blair does the same, with a mini-Blair. apparently, mini-Blair and mini-Chuck hooks up and Chuck and Blair are left alone looking at couples slow dancing.

Chuck: dance with me, Blair.
Blair: why? you know we're never going to be like them. remember what you said? we dont have that.
Chuck: but you know what we do have?
Blair: what?
Chuck: tonight.

Brother found me crying when Chuck said that. im a sucker for this stuff.
but its something like that la, even GossipGirlInsider.com doens thave the quote. :S

Bart Bass gets into an accident. Mommy finds out karang that he actually dies. uh-oh. :S

this blog post really is for Niks. like, seriously. :P she'll be back early on the 11th! we're watching Twilight on the 13th! i THINK. hahahaha.

KIMMY'S BACK. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. <33

goodnight people!!

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.