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*jumps from behind a curtain*
*bloodcurdling scream from the audience*
*evil loud laugh escapes my lips*
*audience run for the exit doors*

hold up, im getting just a bit too carried away here. HAHA.
i mean honestly, who screams bloodcurdling-ly over someone who jumps from behind a curtain?
and who runs for the exit doors when someone starts laughing evil-ly but the most unsensible thing up there i've written?
me laughing evil-ly.
honestly, if i did that i bet you all would just laugh.
im a small non-threatening looking girl,
i was not meant to scare people by loud evil diabolical laughter.HAHA. honestly.

i got this idea, reading Richelle's blog. (see, im giving her credit also x] )
she wrote about her secondary life and everything so since i have absolutely nothing better to do
im gonna kind of follow that sub on this blog? yes, yes.

Form 1F: was the craziest, most annoying, most rebellious & worst class in the whole PDS.
and i was right there being one of them x] whoo. haha.
F1F06 was filled with you know those Fathin-type people. they werent bad people at all, they were extremely nice and funny and everything. but also incredibly rebellious. didnt follow half the school rules, and didnt do any of their work on time. yes 1F06 was THAT class.
that class in your school all teachers during assembly warn you all not to get associated with. that class in your school that has the strictest teachers and everything teaching them, but no progress at all. that class which made the teachers give up on bothering to teach when the noise level was through the roof. that class that is first suspected when somehting bad happens, e.g. vandalism.
yes, i was in that class.
and what crazy crazy fun it was!

we made noise while the teacher was out & in, it jsut mattered on who the teacher was ;DDD. we fooled around class,
played music on our mobiles, took pictures,
and threw paper airplanes around when the teacher WASNT.
great times i had in that class.
sitting with the remarkably beautiful but painfully shy Leiyla. we had fun.
yes, we did. making our own songs based on HSM songs. singing very loudly and delightedly to other HSM songs. wahahhaha. good times, love!

Form 2A: it was noisy, oh yes definitely noisy. rebellious? hmm, sometimes. worst? well, the teachers never really decided which class was the worst and everything :p but we were on the radar. 2Aers2007, we were like family. we were so comfortable with everyone in the class that we got along so well.
there was the crazy "popular" people: Rchelluu, Ells, Deena, Aida, Danice, Ghah, Eddie Chuu, Zat, Andyy etc.
there was the gangster Fathin-like people: Fathin (of course x] ), Bryan, Rafie, etc.
there were the loud, friendly chinese girls: agnes, lee, sia, shirly, rebecca.
and everybody else who wasnt mentioned just fit in perfectly.
everyone knew everyone, and was friends with everyone.
numerous pictures of us were taken and posted up on Friendster, and we even had a group for the students, it was the best class ever.
for the teachers, it was the hardest class to teach.
you see, this class was filled with super-smart people
like Eddie, Arian, Hadayatul, Anand, Richelle, Danice, Rebecca and everyone else. but it was also filled with slow learners as well, and of course the people who arent very interested in academic stuff.
so yeah, it was a nightmare for teachers because they had to go fast, because there were students who already knew their stuff,
but also had to go slow, because there were students who didnt understand as well. loads of stuff happened during those 2 years. i befriended the right people. fell in love with a wrong person, and fell in love with the right person. but the timing wasnt right, which ruined everything. made friends with everyone worth being friends. and did things that made me proud of myself.i also made big mistakes i learned from, and did things that i was ashamed of. yes, it's like a lifetime happened in those two years. but im only thirteen going on fourteen.
there's things yet to happen, yes?
hearts,
ELLS.

"..cos when i die,

then i'd die loving you...."

current listen? Dear Bobbie by Yellowcard.
absolutely awesome really.
some say its a sob-song. but absolutely wonderful really.

2nd day of Blogging in Blogspot? yes, yes.
and today, i'd be blogging about my First Day, yes, in SGS.
I was actually very very very nervous. multiplied by, about, a billion.

I remember waking up at around 6-ish am. due to my Uncle waking me.
i ate my breakfast, then went over to the shower. then i got changed into my all-new SGS uni.
and headed to school.
Dad absolutely insisted in sending me to the classroom itself but yeah, i refused.
I got out of the car and very very slowly headed into the compound.
truth was i had no idea where my classroom was, i was just looking at the signs on top of the doors you know. and kids were rushing past me and everything. i was oh-so nervous. crazy crazy really.
I stood in front of one classroom for like 5 minutes straight because i thought it was my classroom but i HAD NO IDEA.
then this teacher headed over to me and asked me what my class was, if i was a new student and eevrything and he directed me to the right class.
guess where? right next to the class i was standing in front of now. and how oblivious could i be? at the top of the door it said Menengah 3B i mean hello?
i knocked on the door and everything and they were all looking at me!
i thought i was going to have some kind of crazy crazy panic attack, there was not one familiar face in the class! yikes! the teacher was looking at me quizzically and i asked 'Form 3B?' and she was like 'yeah, are you a new student?' and i nodded and she checked out my name.
i SLOWLY walked to my seat because i was deciding on where to sit and everything. i settled for the nearest table i could find. right in from. ughh. i absolutely hate being in the front row but yeah i had no choice. crazy crazy really.
i looked out the window while everyone else was like catching up, and thought about the friends in PDS. especially Aikks && Chels. i got all teary-eyed and everything and i wiped it away quickly.
what else could be more embarassing than crying on your first day?
the class teacher, Teacher Apiza, started intro's and everything and intro'd me and this other new guy from Brit. posh, posh?
his name was Izzi. he had just a bit of Brit accent. yes, how posh. the teacher asked for my name, i told her to tell them to call me Ella.
and it was back to me being all loner. i doodled, just for the sake of NOT CRYING again.
then someone behind me was like 'Ella, you okay?' it was this really pretty looking girl. found out her name was Audrey. i nodded and turned back around. after like 30mins is it? she and her two other friends made another attempt to talk to me. this time i didnt hold back.
the girl on her right was Ruth, and the girl on her left was Fang Yi.
we talked about the most random things and everything but they were all real amazed by the people i knew over in PDS. Audrey was like
'i know ALL your friends, but i dont know YOU! it's really, weird?'
hahah. break was after that. i had this kind-of plan to follow them, but err, i didnt? =S
instead i was outside just staring into space and a girl i saw from my class came up to me and started talking to me. Her name was Natasha. we REALLY clicked, we were fast friends.
she seemed like a fun, nice girl who i could definitely be friends with.
i absolutely opened up to her and she was the absolute first person to see my crazy side. you know, the side where i jump around and yeah. 2Aers and the Aichella's should know about that side of me no? they've seen it countless countless times. haha.
after that it was back to the old place and yeah i wrote which books i should have by the teachers and chatted with Audrey & Co.
when it was all over, i decided. not so bad you know?
then while dismissal waiting for my Brother and Father to come, since you know, my brother at that time was supposed to be in Afternoon, Natasha came to talk to me. it was because the BM teacher confronted me and could not believe i couldnt speak or understand BM. Nat was like, You dont know BM at all? and yeah. we just progressed from that.

Second day, a girl named Aime came to sit next to me. she was friends with Audrey and Ruth and Fang Yi. and she became a friend of mine also. she's a really nice person, and quite pretty also.
still had the same routine and everything. during class hours; i was hanging with Audrey and them and during break and dismissal i was with Nat. Aime said she wanted to intro me with someone during break but i never found out who it was? =S
Com class i found out me and the other new guy, Izzi had to take a test to stay in Com class. if i failed we would have to go to another optional, like Art or IRK. yikes. no no, i liked Com. i was very intrested in Com.

Third day of school, starting to fit in and everything. Aime sat next to me again. chatted with Audrey and Ruth and Fang Yi. hung with Nat during Break. but like once again, Aime wanted to intro me with someone. i followed her and she intro'd me to a guy. i said hi, he said hi. then i went with Nat. then while me and Nat was hangin' in class, Sarah, another girl in class came to me and said that the guy who Aime just intro'd me with thought i was hot. i was like, really? was really surprised. i took the COM EXAM after like studying my bum off. and ref to my last blog. i failed :( but Miss Beth let me stayy!!!!! Izzi meanwhile, failed and had to switch subs :S after that
fooled around with Nat and yeah chatted with Aime and all them after break. Hung with Nat at dismissal. uhhuh.

as you can see, im starting to fit in. but i still terribly miss PDS. and the people in it. but doesnt mean i like regret moving. i like the people in SGS and everything. i could very most probably get used to it. its getting more and more natural for me. BIG IMPROVEMENT. right? (:

ill keep posting improvements in SGS yeah?

take care's all,
billionloveloves
ELLS.

P/S Im Umbrella again x) yes, back to those days where they sing Umbrella by Rihanna when i pass by? HAHA. moowahs.

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.