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"i wish you were a stranger i could disengage."

ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, February 14, 2009 [ 10:32 PM ]

im was fully relying on a 5dollar NetKad to give me enough time to blog, bloghop (especially to Aive's blog; seeing as she's suck a photography freak xDD), update Facebook status and if there's time.. upload photo's on Facebook and/or blog.

but i got sidetracked when i realized the huge pile left in my Cbox to be replied to by Hunnybunch, Audrey, and (believe it or not?) Sy from wheelturninghamsterdead.com :D woot!

but even so, im supposed to be off the PC by 10.45, seeing as i have baptism classes at 9am tomorrow. eep. ohwell, i FULLY FULLY FULLY intend on being in bed by 11.

***

valentines day this year was more hyped up than last year, but it wasnt as.. special? for me as last year was? yerr.

especially with EVERY SINGLE STUDENT in the MY bloody class went off to Padang for the National Day practise. even Dilly was absent today! so i had to stay in the library. all alone. well, not technically. i mean, i had Nancy Drew with me the whole time. but really, from 7.45am to 9.30am in the freezing ass library with a book to keep me company? on valentines day? isnt that the tiniest bit pathetic?

when Glynnese (WHOSE NAME I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL, OH NO?!) came in i figured it was break time already so i went out (not before giving the most adorable Primary6 in the world a hug first, its the least i could do. the girl calls me SkinnyGirl y'know. WOOP.) to find a whole box of roses there, and Niks having a stress attack with people crowding here, Ivan, Marr and Jas by her side. first, i went with Kimmy to go fix Aime's surprise Valentines gift, ann'en i sat with Jol and talked to him for a bit. after that, i hung around Hunnybunch and her roses, i took the two roses i bought; one for Niks the Hunnybunch and one for Aime the Other Half :3. what made me happy was, even after break time bell rang they were still there waiting for the rest of the Form4's to get back but then they were worried the roses would get dry so i went with them to their class (i swear, i spend a hella lotta time in f5b) and there we camwhored (AHELLALOT), and just had fun. till their Eng teacher came along, so i ran back to the library to finish my Nancy Drew. :D

thank Goodness when i went out to get a drink, Miss Jolene and Annie were getting measurements for the Drama Club costumes, so i had something to do. and directly after that, the Form4's got back. WOOOT.

my mood was very much dampened, though, when the guy i liked (i mentioned him last post kan?) told me he liked this other girl. and then the guy i liked (not the same one) pretty much made it clear he liked this other girl. OH, the worst part was.. i got ONE rose (okay, so last year i only got ONE too but shaddap will you) from Shane (or Shaen as Aime says so) which was REALLY REALLY REALLY sweet seeing as i didnt get any from ANYONE today. and guess what? it got stolen. it bloody got stolen, it was taken away. whatever. it pissed me off. cause it was super sweet, and.. it was gone. :(

but i see this as my mistake cause kan, directly after Shaen got back i told him to go see Niks about the 2 roses he bought. i knew one was for Aive, the other antah who. so it pretty much kinda surprised me when Niks yelled "SHAEN, HERE'S YOUR ROSES" and he yelled back "OKAY, GIVE ONE TO AIME AND ONE TO IBALLA (he calls me Iballa! :D)" and i didnt think i heard right, so i was all wha? and he said that he bought one for me, and one for Aime and he asked if i wanted some more. i shook my head. :P tapi, i didnt get it from him so he gave it to Yeo Yi Ping to give to me and Vi, but it disappeared. O.O

tell you the truth though, the guy was more upset about the roses being lost than me. so can you imagine that? i mean, ask Aime how depressed i was about that.

oh, congratulations to Shaen and his new girl (i dont know your name, sorry :P) who he produced a HUUUUGE pile of bouquet for and he went "will you be my girlfriend" and she was all "YESS". hahah, sweet lah, that boy. :P

***

i think i overdid my blogpost. its 10.55pm now, ive literally 5 minutes. no uploading pictures then, sigh. i hope this Internet thingamangawhatsit gets sorted out super soon. im finding it very difficult to fill my 8pm-11.30pm empty space of time.

and of course, how else will i keep in constant contact with Hunnybunch?! HOW?!!

haha. pictures up when my Internet gets fixed yes? dont murder me people. hah. ATE MARR, MY PENDRIVE ON MONDAY. :D ALL THE PICTURES AH. XD

HAPPY VALENTINES, READERS!

lovie, Ells.

P.S. about the title. it refers to a lovehate (LITERALLY LOVEHATE) thing going on between me and.. well, yeah.

"loooooooooonely. haha."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, February 12, 2009 [ 8:50 AM ]

it is 2009, and our world has developed into a world where you feel extremely lonely and sad when your computer does not connect to the internet. :(

see, cause up till now ive been using the Brunet account of my Dad in his office. the thing is, he's moved from that Office to the one in Kiulap. and i was still using that Brunet Account. and suddenly, it died down. meaning, nobody pays for it anymore. and we cant exactly go and pay for it seeing as its not registered in our name. so yeah.

so i now fully depend on ICDL classes for me to blog/facebook and whatever. and that is if i finished copying my notes early, or doing my tests early or anything like that. and i have like, 3 periods of ICDL per week. which i find saddening because of my daily schedule of 8pm-11.30pm Internet sessions.

so enough ranting about my internet deprivation.
seeing as everyone, yes EVERYONE has National Day practises from like, 8am to 11am, i have no reason to go to school except that my Form5 lovies dont go to National Day and attendance is being taken. yes, the things i do for my Form5's. well really, for t hat one person; Hunnybunch. no, i did not get a boyfriend or whomever. Hunnybunch is known as Niks to you all.

whose you know, an awesomeass chickita. HAHAHA.

thank God, i have Dillyfer here with me or else i would die.
speaking of dying, i feel like my fingers are going to freeze and fall off. i think ive mentioned a few times how cold they keep the computer lab here. uhohhh.

Valentines day is on Saturday, and apparently their continuing their 8am-11am practises at Padang, so V-Day is pretty much well. UnValentines-like.
though i will be forever grateful to Aime V for getting people (that i dont really know) to get me roses. HAHAHA. xDD

OH. thanks to the forever nagging of Teacher Eugene and Victoria, my hair is now.. Jet Black. which is very saddening for me, seeing as i look better with my almost-red hair. -cries. haha!

i forgot what i was to blog about. hohum.

so, theres this guy. period, i am not gonna guyrant about him. well, really ive already guyranted him out to the Hunnybunch. no, its not an (The; i should say :S) Ex Boyfriend. its just some guy. HAHAH. right. anyway. before i g ive off too much.

im gonna go now before my fingers turn blue and fall off. we have approximately 15 minutes to Break Time, which i will be seeing the Hunnybunch again. i donno what am i g onna do when she's at MD next year.

good.. morning? oh dear.

"lonely at Valentines? yep, looks like it."

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, February 10, 2009 [ 9:00 PM ]

i feel lonely and left out. and Valentines is this Saturday. greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.

meanwhile, this guy cracks me up. :) about the only thing that made me smile today, cept y'know watching that Fall Out Boy concert DVD for like, the fiftieth time? yeah, whatever.

Dear Sy: My “hamster is unable to pass wind ”
Uncle Sy Says: You sniff your hamsters farts on a regular basis or you just like the sound of them? What one is it? Look, you can get these tiny whoopee cushions which when the hamster sits down, will make the noise. If it is the smell you like, I suggest smearing your body in out of date sardines which have been left in the sun for 3 days. People will want to be you and smell like you. It’s a winner my friend!

Dear Sy: “is cheese spiritual”
Uncle Sy Says: Yup. I am Lord Cheeso of the planet Cheezine. Kneel before me freaks. Smell my cheese! Taste my cheese! YOU ALL WANY MY CHEEEEESE!

Dear Sy: “my hamster has a weird lump on his chin”
Uncle Sy Says: I’ve got two legs and a hairy chest. What makes you think your hamster is so special? Huh? Yeah I thought so.

***

I go to thinking how much the lack of tea would hurt my Mum. The woman’s bladder is never below 3 gallons of the stuff. My childhood memories were of Mum and a cup of tea. That is the extent of my memories. Yeah, there were times we were on a roller coaster and stuff, but she always had tea in her hands. “Mum, I just lost a hand!” “Lets have a nice cup of tea and have a look shall we”. It was her answer to everything. “Mum, can I make you a cup of tea?” “Lets have a cup of tea and decide shall we!”

***

my wife came up with an idea to stop our daughter having as many night feeds as she is having.
“I just put her on my breast for 5 minutes and it soothes her!” my wife told me cheerfully. (I felt loathsome that my daughter gets to play with the promised land and I don’t)
“Are you saying to me that I should attach our baby to my manbreast to help her sleep?” I replied.
She happily replied with “Well it will only be for 5 minutes, and once you get over the initial weird feeling, it is completely natural!”
“OK, let me clarify here. You are saying I should let my daughter suck on my nipple in the name of her going back to sleep??????????” I replied with a confused and worried voice.
“Yeah!” She said. Again, chirpily and starting to really freak me out.

***

Finish This Statement. “If I Had A Lot Of Money I’d…”
buy myself a nice black off the shoulder number, get fake breasts and change my name to Susan.
Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal?
Did you just call my wife a stuffed animal?
Over Easy Or Sunny Side Up?
Boiled. With soldiers. I mean the bread ones, and not some dude in fatigues saying “Eat the egg NOW!” in a shouty voice while holding a gun.

apologies, i feel like i've over-quoted Sy. xD yerr, the same dude from wheelturninghamsterdead.com; he's funny kasi.

good.. night? yerr, thats it.

"sy @ wheelturninghamsterdead.com"

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, February 8, 2009 [ 9:58 PM ]

"Which is about as useful as clamping crocodile clips to your testicles and speaking with a Swedish accent. Yeah in theory it sounds good…but where is it going to get you really?"

***

I think my cat may have a drug problem. It started a while ago when her behaviour changed which was followed by money missing from my wallet. At first I thought it must have been my wife stealing the money because…well…when is the last time you saw a cat spending money? Yeah exactly.
***
“While you are out, can you get some Christmas wrapping paper?”. Except that I wasn’t really listening because I am a man. Instead of wrapping paper, I bought Christmas crapping paper…which apparently is great for wiping your arse, but not so good for wrapping a present. I don’t know why though…it was 2 ply! And if my present to my wife was the gift of going to the toilet on a very regular basis…which it was as I cooked dinner…I don’t really see what the problem was! But either way, I screwed up.

im in love with the guy. or at least, his humor. i thank Hunnybunch for introducing him to me. :)

www.wheelturninghamsterdead.com

"hey there, stranger."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 12:40 PM ]

Brother says im getting boring; apparently your a boring person if you..

go to bed before midnight.
feel sleepy before midnight.
spend more time on homework and writing notes than you do in front of the television.
listening to music on your stereo with a volume less than 10 (when it can very well go over 20).
hardly spend enough time texting friends (not my fault, my phone's rosak. i have a sucky PDA phone that doesnt play music. ew.)
favourite songs are from Taylor Swift and David Archuleta (well, excuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse me.)
spend twenty minutes online, then hastily clicks the Appear Offline button.

does that make me boring? i still like to talk, talk, talk :3

i've been such a busy bee lately. and it seems that i will be for quite a few more weeks. my to-do list is overflowing with books to buy, stuff to pay for, notes to copy, homework to do, classwork to finish, lines to memorize, Devotional Material to do, places to be, extra curricular activities to go to and of course a 5 foot long list of stuff to worry about. (half of that list comes up under the same subject, but im not discussing that or else ill end up crying).

thank goodness im not in the National Day dance, then that'll add like 10 more issues to my 5 foot long list of stuff to worry about. and i'd pass out soon after.

dont get me wrong, im not complaining about the work or anything. if anything, im extremely grateful for having something to fill my days unlike last time when all i did was TV, TV and oh yeah, food. im grateful i have friends along with those things to do, or else i would be lonely. ive never done any good being alone.

but well, im still the same person. i still talk too much about boy[s] with Ate Maan. i still love Fall Out Boy. i still have a thing for bright colours. i still love shopping with the Mommy and spending time with the Daddy (i spent the morning with Daddy, and Daddy only today. :3) and everything else. ive just changed my living habits a bit, but i dont care cause it suits my personality better now.

im happy i have work to do, im happy i have friends to talk to, im happy i have the best friends in the entire world, im happy i can still cry, im extremely ecstatic and grateful that i finally answered the question of 'When did you come to accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour?' and im happy im trying harder with my studies. and of course, im happy that i have come to realize that yes, i have accepted Jesus Christ into my life.

oh, i forgot one more thing. im happy that the song Its Not Over by Secondhand Serenade was written. it gives me the sense that im not the only person in the world to feel this way.

***

Ella's wishlist:

Yellow iPod Nano (some things never change :p)
my pretty purple phone back, without the malfunctions thank you very much. (or you know, a new phone? :p)
to get baptized (well, that's what the baptism classes are for now isnt it Ella?)
my own Bible.
to spend more time in Youth and with other Youths.
new clothes!
Gossip Girl!
books, books, books :3
some good chick flicks to come out, please?
to do better in my studies.
to know more about Jesus Christ and the Bible.

haaaaaaah, im turning into a big religious nut. xD

***

Valentines Day's next week, some cant wait, some think its come at the most unfortunate time (good luck with ____ Ate.)

St George's is selling roses, cards and chocolate. Niks is selling them, i'd be very happy indeed if you went and bought some from her. (especially if its for me! hahahaha) :)

you dont need to be IN LOOOOOOOOOVE to have a Valentine, see me? im buying two roses for Niks and Aims. Niks is getting like, ten chocolates for all her besties, Mar is getting two roses for Niks and Jas, and so on. as long as you've got someone you love, your all covered. :3

im grateful i know im getting SOMETHING for V-Day. HAHA!

good day, readers. (whats left of you)