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ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, January 10, 2009 [ 12:17 AM ]

Jacob Black and Chuck Bass makes me sad. :/ gah.

"I'm exactly right for you, Bella. It would have been effortless
for us - comfortable, easy as breathing. I was the natural path your life would have taken. . .
." He stared into space for a moment, and I waited. "If the world was the way it was
supposed to be, if there were no monsters and no magic . . ."
"He's like a drug for you, Bella." His voice was still gentle, not at all critical. "I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug;
I would have been the air, the sun."
The corner of my mouth turned up in a wistful half-smile. "I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."
He sighed. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse."

-Eclipse; pg 402.

Chuck: Please don't leave with him.
Blair: Why? Give me a reason... and "I'm Chuck Bass" doesn't count.
Chuck: 'Cause you don't want to.
Blair: That's not enough.
Chuck: 'Cause I don't want you to.
Blair: That's not enough.
Chuck: What else is there?
The true reason I should stay right where I am and not get in the car. Three words. Eight letters. Say it... that I'm yours.
Chuck: I... I ... [pause]
Blair: Thank you. That's all I needed here.

-Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf; Summer, Kind of Wonderful.

there was a sadder quote actually, the reason why Blair and Chuck shouldnt say those t hree little words. i cant find it. :( ohwell.

goodmorning, people.

for what its worth i dont feel the slightest bit better since yesterday. hurrah. :/

"bla bla bla."

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, January 9, 2009 [ 1:18 AM ]

:does it hurt?

:yes.

:where does it hurt?

:everywhere.

-greys anatomy.

it hurts. everything hurts. everywhere hurts.

why does it hurt?

please make it stop.

"Happy Birthday Maria - 7/1/09."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, January 8, 2009 [ 1:07 AM ]

Ate Maria Cristina!

-Bedtime Stories-

:Short guy kicks Skeeter (Adam Sandler):

Short Guy : HAHAHAH! BIG PEOPLE SUCK!!

Ells: BIG PEOPLE SUCK!!

Ivan: only Ells can say that. :P

i went to the Mall for Maria's birthday today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARR. :)

it was super duper fun, there was so much of us! hahah. i met them at Pizza Hut, where three small tables were joined together to join the longest table ever. :P there were 15 of us, and some i havent personally met. :P

Aive and JV was there, Arif, Kimmy, Ivan, me and Ben, Ate Maria, Niks, Jasmine, Joey, Cynthia and.. yeah. haha. :P

and despite Ate Maria ordering 170dollars worth of pasta and pizza, she was still oh so worried we werent full. honestly, Ate, i didnt eat dinner cause i still felt stuffed with the 2 slices of pizza and my own Chicken Lasagna. :P

ann'en we went to the cinema to watch Bedtime Stories. the cinema was pretty empty, so i played around and sat on the seat infront of me like i would at home, upside down with my feet in the air. haha! also, i felt like i was invading Aime and Andy's privacy cause they were so sweet next to me. Ivan sat next to me, everyone else sat on the seats above me. :P whenever there was a funny moment, Kuya Ivan's laugh fueled it. you know how funny his laugh is. :P

Bedtime Stories was funny, i liked it. now, when i get a dog im gonna get a Guinea Pig too, their so adorable. eep. haha.

then i went home, but before that i got the biggest tightest hugs and kisses (yes, Daddy Kimmy smacked me on the cheek :P) from everyone. see you soon, kay. and AIME, TAKE CARE OF MY CHUCK BASS SCARF, IT SUPER SPECIAL. :D give it to me soon. wahaha.

for the last time, even if its well overdue being that its one hour and 52 minutes past your birthday, i wish you a Sweet Sixteen ate Mar, and i want you to know you make me feel so not alone being that your the only one who came close to being as short as me! in fact, your just a few centimetres taller hahahaha. :P we're Nikita Ramchandani's fun sized best friends. :P

goodmorning, people.

P.S. more photo's on my Facebook. if y ou don thave it.. sucks to be you. HAHAH. kidding. :P

"Arms Around Me."

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, January 7, 2009 [ 12:01 AM ]

my favourite song of the now. (: i recommend it. because, if you know me, you know i like hugs more than anything. wootwoot. haha.

Hawk Nelson

"Arms Around Me"

When I hurt You, I never meant to hurt You

I'm just trying to work through things in my life

Emotions can be mean and I didn't really mean it

I never stopped believing in the truth

I'm not big on waiting

I could use some patience

This time I'm not afraid of losing

Wrap Your arms around me I know

Trying hard not to let go

Every time I stand up, I fall without You

When You wrap Your arms around me I know

With me wherever I go

Nothing else matters at all when You're here

You're always near me, even when it's ugly

Even when I'm screaming up to You

I'm thankful for Your mercy

You always seem to hear me

It's not always easy to push through

I'm not big on waiting

I could use some patience

This time I'm not afraid of losing

Cause I'm not one to frown when

The sun is going down and

I'm happy to just wait on You

Wrap Your arms around me I know

Trying hard not to let go

Every time I stand up, I fall without You

When You wrap Your arms around me I know

With me wherever I go

And nothing matters at all when You're here

I promise I'll never doubt You

You know I'm lost without You

Please hold me in Your arms tonight

Wrap Your arms around me I know

Trying hard not to let go

Every time I stand up, I fall without You

When You wrap Your arms around me I know

With me wherever I go

And nothing matters at all when You're here

"bored. :("

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, January 6, 2009 [ 8:45 PM ]

i feel how boring im becoming, and whats worse is im bored doing it.

with my camera, i feel preoccupied. sadly, there arent anything very interesting to take a billion pictures of. today, i got one. thanks to the sack full of Nerds ate Maan got me from Phils. :)

apart from eating more of these in one day than i did the whole last year, i took a billion pictures with it!

i shall not post them all, cause i cant waste my time. wahahah. screenshot? :)

there's more!! ill just leave it at that. :P

and next, i took a billion pictures during church. seeing that, everybody's a Manga freak in CFCB, i borrowed one and took pictures of my favourite! this is from Ouran Host High Club (right?? :P)

just a few of what i took. i love it when they start drawing them with the hugest pair of eyes. it just takes my breath away, not to mention gives me a reason to go 'awww'. haha!

went to Ate's today, and she went to mine yesterday. she got me a really really adorable yellow shirt saying 'LOVE ME, AND ILL LOVE YOU BACK' with a smiling Earth!

its the type that the Other Half would love. :P ill wear it tomorrow, at Maria's birthday party. haha.

everyone has a First Day of School blog post, but i dont. :( it makes me sad, and lonely. sigh. i need a hug. haha!

Happy 16th Birthday Marr. :)

Happy 16th Birthday Ate Marla!

despite looking as fat as i feel in this picture, i still love you to teeny tiny bits and totally love you for giving me something to do these days that includes a little bit of excercise! (walking to your house and climbing the four flights of stairs to your house :P)

sorry that i wont be able to make it for your birthday at the mall on Thursday, but i totally guarantee you ill be the first to greet you by msg (i hope, unless Ate Kathrine msgs first? XD) on the 8th of January and will be glad to make a house call, even. :) love ya Ate Marla Angelica Jimenez Ibarra! :)

goodnight, readers.

P.S. i cast my special magic spell for Ben to get better. :) thankyou!

"do i look fat? :p"

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, January 5, 2009 [ 9:18 PM ]

the last (?) video's up! wahahhahahah. :P

its funny. :) for all you Eddie fans. you'll lovett. wahahah.

xx.

"2008 has come and gone."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, January 4, 2009 [ 12:50 AM ]

i welcome 2009 with a blog about 2008!

1. Stayed single almost the whole year?

; err, no? hahah. i was in a relationship most of the year. XDD

2. Done something you've regretted?

; now, havent we all?

3. Lost someone?

; in what sense?

4. Cut class?

; for other school related activites! wait, there was English extra class with Alien Other Half. shh, dont tell Ms Bheng. XDD

5. Were involved in something you'll never forget?

; yes. :D

6. Visited a different country?

; sorry, huns. Malaysia's the farthest i go. -sigh. sad? very.

7. Cooked a gross meal?

; burnt LITERALLY mee goreng. had to eat it too. eugh.

8. Lost something important to you?

; yerr. :(

9. Got a gift you adore?

; uhhuhh!! :D several. hahhahaha.

10. Tripped over a coffee table?

; i trip.. a lot. :P

11. Dyed your hair?

; hasnt that statement been cleared up yet?? xDD yes, maybe thrice?

12. Came close to losing your life?

; not that i know of.

13. Went to a party?

; uh huhh!! :D

14. Read a great book?

; durr. 08 was when Twilight fever broke out. ;)

15. Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?

; never! this is Brunei!!! !@#$%^&***&%$ :(

2008: Friends and Enemies

1. Did you meet any new friends this year?

; opp course! loads! i transferred schools. :p

2. Did you dislike anyone?

; i cant help it, can i?

3. Did you grow apart from anyone?

; Yes, i have.

4. Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?

; hmm. i dont really.. know?

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!

1. Did you have a cake?

; no. :(

2. Did you get any presents?

; yes!! :D -pokes my Guitar Hero Guitar Controller!! :3 yes, its mine. not my brothers. xD

2008: All about YOU

1.Did you change at all this year?

; have i? ask them not me. :p

2. Did you change your style?

; a bit? im going through a Gossip Girl stage right now in bright colours. :p have you seen their clothes?? so prim and proper.

3. Were you in school?

; Yep

4. Did you get good grades?

; i was average la.

5. Did you have a job?

; being a daughter is a job! chores!! eugh.

6. Did you drive?

; NO. at fourteen?? :(

7. Did you own a car?

; No.

8. Did anyone close to you give birth?

; ATE LYKA AND ATE DANA!! the made me Auntie's/Tita's to Ezekiel Elldrew and Amillia Mionette. xDD weird? haha!

9. Did you go on any vacations?

; YERR.

10. Would you change anything about yourself now?

; yes! my brain. i need an upgrade. :p

2008 : Wrap UP

1. Was 2008 a good year?

; definitely the best?

2. Do you think 2009 will top 2008?

; only time will tell! though it's got a lot to live up to.

I confess that in 2008 I...

( ) stayed single for the whole year

( ) kissed in the snow

( ) celebrated Halloween

(x) had your heart broken

( ) mooned someone

() went over the minutes on your cell phone

() came out of the closet

( ) gotten pregnant

( ) had an abortion

() done something you've regretted

OTHER

(x) painted a picture

(x) wrote a poem

(x) ran a mile

( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch

( ) posted a blog on Friendster

(x) visited a foreign country

(x) cut in a line of waiting people

(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't

( ) partied to celebrate the new year

(x) cooked a disastrous meal

( ) lied about how old you were

( ) prank called someone

In 2008 I...

[x] broke a promise

[ ] fell out of love

[x] lied

[x] cried over a broken heart

[x] disappointed someone close

[x] hid a secret

[x] pretended to be happy

[ ] slept under the stars

[ ] kept your new years resolution

[x] forgot your new years resolution

[x] met someone who changed your life

[ ] met one of your idols

[x] changed your outlook on life

[x] sat home all day doing nothing

[ ] pretended to be sick

[ ] left the country

[ ] almost died

[x] given up on something/someone important to you

[x] lost something expensive

[x] learned something new about yourself

[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

[x] made a change in your life

[x] found out who your true friends were

[x] met great people

[x] stayed up til sunrise

[x] cried over the silliest thing.

[x] had friends who were drifting away from you

[ ] had a high cell phone bill

***

today, Daddy got pissed so i wasnt allowed to go to The Mall with Eddie and the gang. :/

but then 3hours later during my THS: The Osbournes (which i was enjoying, btw!) Mommy calls to tell me that she's picking us up to try and catch up with Eddie and the gang. i told them that they were prolly at the cinema's.

but we went anyway. OH, AIME I ATE BANANA PIE!! :D hahaha.

i couldnt find Chewy and the Gang!!! :S

a couple of rounds in The Mall, me and Brother finds Chels with Izaq (CHUCKK!), Jon, James and Ronalyn. so, after a bunch of cajoling Mommy and Uncle, we were allowed to hang around with them to watch Yes Man!! yaaaay!!

Izaq: ELLA, YOUR THE BIG NOSE ZOMBIE. CHELS IS THE _______ ZOMBIE (i forgot :p). RONALYN IS THE BIG MAMA ZOMBIE. JON IS THE PERFECT ZOMBIE!!

Chels: what are you?

Ells: the.. DOUCHE ZOMBIE!!

Chels: YESSSSSSSSSSS. :D

we didnt do much in The Mall. we pretty much just sat joking around, till we had to go inside. Zaqq was being mean!! :P apparently my nose could kill. hmp.

then we had an argument over who was sitting with who. :P in the end we decided on Rona by the wall, Jon, Chels, me then Zaq with Ben and James in front. haha.

the movie was pretty funny. it was sokay, but the Granny make out scene was ewwy. HAHAHAH.

ATE MARLA'S BACK. SHE'S COMING OVER MONDAY AFTERNOON. OH, YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. :D

hopefully she'll make it later to church. :3

***

twas a good day. good morning. :)