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"shuffle song? no, no. its called techno. x]"

ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, May 10, 2008 [ 10:49 PM ]

d'ju know, since like most of the male population in form3b is actually INTO the shuffling business, that majority of form3b has this thing for what Farman calls 'shuffle songs', but is more widely known as techno. and now, im one of them. personal favourite? Bass Hunter's Dota. quite catchy really. :DD
and yeah, whenever we're over at Com Lab, right? Fang Yi's got this techno inventory, so all the guys come to her asking for 'shuffle songs' and she'll go so harshly y'know 'its not shuffle songs, people! its techno.' HAHA. right. :P
i transferred over some shuffle songs from Audrey during our English free period spent in the Com lab. and also, during that duration of time me & Audrey spent it chatting in my blog CBOX when she was right next to me. we were discussing the 'discipline' business all over again. NYAHAHAH. right. :P

ALSO, i got some pretty awesome songs from Ruth. maybe their a bit old school, but who gives a damn? i FINALLY got ahold of Adele's Chasing Pavements. nyehey! and i also got two more Taylor Swift songs that are awesome. i guess her musick is meant to go all the way, no? :]

so, today. during Science, i think i may have pissed T. Priya off due to my talkingtalking here and there. seriously, i think she'll ask Cikgu Apiza to have my seat moved. which i will not tolerate, i've been sitting in front of Audrey since DAY 1. im not gonna move for anything. NYAHAHA. other than that, i think i've developed a sorta rep out there for doing stuff for people. like like, throwing other people's junk when they ask. :P HAHA. i dont mind really. just merely mentioning it. :) what else, hmm? ooh. T. Priya started talking about Global Warming again, which is ofcourse scary. i mean, hearing what we're doing to our precious mother Earth is painful to bear y'know. and we take it for granted. it's just scary to hear 'oh, we've been taking the Earth for granted and the outcome is we'll die in the end.' inn'it?
so the rest of the subjects dont really need a special mention y'know? except maybe for little bits that happened during the time span. im hurrying, because my brother's being a bitch and threatening to turn the PC off himself if i dont turn it off. seriously. anywhoo. letseee.
during Computer we all laughed like hell, thanks to Warren after asking where T. Stephen was since he wasnt in that day. Warren said 'all you can eat buffet.' seriously, so rude you know! but hell, it got our sides aching man, seriously. how mean could we get? NYAHAHAHAHAH. didnt help when he called on Miss Beth to checkup? HAHA. right.
hmm. what else? oh yes, during the first minutes that was supposed to be Commerce, Cikgu was dealing with stuff outside, and as expected we were quite noisy. well, du-uh. anywhoo, turns out Miss Chin was teaching nextdoor and she sent Joel over to tell us to quiet down because she was pissed. didnt work, let me tell you. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. right. :P everybody went 'ELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.' and yeah. you get the picture right? HAHA. that attracted both Cikgu and Miss Chin. so, major scolding? HAHAH. right. :P

that was a quick account of my day. i havent mentioned anything about YF and all i gotta say iss, lil kids got the softest skin. seriously, i was playing with Isaac and was amazed at the softness of his skin. HAHA. right. :P i also took several pictures of him playing with wires. so cute, mah. little kids just amaze me. (: goodnight!

Labels: everyday, friends., YF(sunday's)

"Step Up 2 : The Streets"

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, May 9, 2008 [ 9:09 PM ]

a'like this one better than the first one. its more, hiphop-ish and all. just the way a'like it. NYAH. annnnd, the soundtrack is absolutely flippin'. like seriously. right now my obsession from that album is Killa by Cherish. but the whole album is really really coo. a'bought it just now, pre-tution time.
and also, i finished He Loves Lucy, the one Niks borrowed me. :DD particularly, an awesome book. BUT i dont recommend it for the not-yet-mature 12yearold's out there. because, so far. it is the most DETAILED book i've ever read. as in. yeah, the MOST. and it doesnt help how many IT scenes were described in there. nyah. but, all ina ll awesome book. :] im proud of Lucy, just a shame she didnt lose her goal of 100pounds. but 91 wasnt so bad, no?

today, Ah Long was star of the Commerce extra class. Cikgu Apiza's son. so cute lah, we kept giggling at his cute little boy antics. :DDDDD HAHAHHA.

and toddayy, for extra classes the HCPO's were grouped together and we decided that Aime, was in fact, a juniorHCPO. she just wasnt developed enough to be a seniorHCPO, like us fellow HCPOers. in other words, she's just not crazy enough yet. HAHA. but honestly, i think me & Fang Yi are the leading one's. we are in fact, the craziest of the bunch. especially when you put us together, we'll go crazy bitchfighting then a minute later claiming 'HCPO'S DONT FIGHT!' just to start off a minute later. HAHA. then for the time that was supposed to be for fixing the class up i hung around with Fang Yi, Audrey, Dilfer [who left a lil later], and occasionally Ruth all over the place. particularly the canteen place. Joel was by the window that i was sitting in front of and Audrey kept telling me to knock on it or whatever as revenge for him bullying her. i was like, riiight and to satisfy her i rattled the gate a few times.
then she started to claim that i had to do some kinda emotional revenge on him for bullying her. i was like. 'i wouldnt know how.' HAHAHA. then Izzat's family was eating at the next table right and the father went like this
Izzat's Dad: Are you chinese?
Me: no, im Filipino.
Izzat's Dad: ohh, you look like her bah
*points at his two your old daughter walkinga round.
Me: haha, yeah abit abit.
Audrey: how old is she?
Izzat's Dad: almost three.
Audrey: so cuuuute. yeah she looks like Ella abit. the eyes are so chinese-y also.
Ella: haha, she's cute.
Izzat's Dad: yeah, of course. it means she's also cute lah. *points at me.
Ella & Audrey: yupp, haha.

then we went back to class. took several shots of everyone. and yeah. :]

then later on, while i accompanied Audrey to change and i was fixing up my hair Niks came in and we sortof cornered her for wearing a Chelsea jersey when we were ManU fans. HAHAHAHHA. right. :P after that when we wen tback out Ruth and Fang Yi were AWOL so we just sat on the benches and talked. well mainly she kept trying to make me 'emotionally bully' Joel. then i asked how. then she said
discipline him. i was like. UHH. YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IM THINKING RIGHT NOW. and she started laughing about how gatal i was and yeah. she honestly has to think about what she says first to ensure it doesnt sound remotely wrong y'know. honestly, the first thing that came to mind was handcuffs and a whip. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA. palui. then we started going around asking people. Niks laughed and said 'handcuffs.' Fang Yi thought whip. HAHAHAH. right. :P Hannah was slow, she was like 'uh, i dont know? send him to jail or something?' i was like =_=. HAHAHAHHA. right. theeenn after the most random argument about walking me home, i didnt wanna walk home and when Audrey insisted i didnt want her to walk back alone you know bah the guys out there like to kacau. seriously, thats why i didnt wanna walk alone. because so many kacau-ing bah. yeah. we decided on Fang Yi and her brother walking me back because they had to go home anyway and their sundo was waiting at Chung Hwa.
during the walk, right Fang Yi's brother was like
Chung Hwa is a bad place, many ghosts. i should've brought my machine gun and went BRRRRRRRRRRRR.
i was like, Fang Yi is your brother alright kan? HAHAHHA. right. then i headed home. :]
bah, i gotta sleep now. best of nights! :]

Labels: friends.

"i try to find the words that i could say."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, May 8, 2008 [ 8:40 PM ]

okay so before i say anything else.
will this post be, normal? yes i dare hope so. NYAH.

i've noticed that Miss Chin NEVER gets my name right. like, ever. maybe the first few times she's called me 'Ella' okay. but its slowly progressed from 'Bella' then to 'Elle' then right now, to 'Belle.' haha, yeah. i dont know, she never gets most of the girls name right. Just now she was 'fessed that she almost called Dqah Amal yet her name was Izmah. NYAHA. x] ho'well. you'll get it right someday Miss Chin. haha.

so today, i was faced with an ohso serious question by Lafus. he asked me;
Ella, dontchu wish your boyfriend was hot like me? and i answered very seriously
no Lafus, my boyfriend is hotter than you. NYAHAHAH. right.
and he continued the 'Dont Cha' thing up until
dontchu wish your boyfriend could fuck like me? and iw as like..
uh, no comment. x] BESIDES, what on earth do you want me to say about that
of course, i didnt want to comment because i had no experience in that department. EVER. so, yeah. NYAH.

and also, me & Ruth seem to have the song Lemon Tree by Fool's Garden in our heads. and wont go away, thank you very much Fang Yi. HAHA. yesterday, we [Audrey, Me & Ruth] were teasing Fang Yi that she was on the phone with 'her boyfriend' then we started singing the song Lemon Tree because, I DONT KNOW WHY :PP, we wanted to piss her off. HAHAHA. and even till now the song plays and replays in our heads. NYAH. :P

guess what? Niks borrowed me PS I Love You after months, MONTHS, of searching for someone to borrow the book from. nyehey! but i hafta finish He Loves Lucy first. i thought it was this book-for-all-ages thing right? but i just came through a part in the book where their playing the tango in bed game. catch my drift? HAHA. :P yeah, its more steamy than the Jill Mansell tango's and everything. GAH. :P
if you catch my drift that is. haha.

during break, Aime polished off my muffins without my knowing. seriously, one minute im handing the muffin over to her and the next, its all gone. i was like, woooah. that chocochip muffin is in fact, my new cocaine or whatev. the chocochips are absolutely addictive. oh, do you know that some kinda nickname for cocaine is 'Ella.' freaky right. or was it marijuana im not quite sure. NYAH.
tomorrow, we've got our class facelift mission going on. it went as far as us joking about hanging Christmas lights, complete witht he Selamat Hari Raya banners and such. we were like, riiiiiiiiight. HAHA.

it felt cold in class, and the jacket Audrey loaned me felt quite small on me. so i attempted to borrow Aime's jacket. which was also Joel's jacket. it was quite a struggle to convince her to let me borrow it but i did it in the end, yay me! NYAHAH. right. anyway, TV calls. besides, nothing's keeping me interested here.

no wait, Audrey just sent me an IM. this is what it says:
*WINKERS*=D-" i'll walk down this empty road if you don't want me anymore.." says:
i can play "i can wait forever" on PIANO!!=P

yeah, the impact i had when i sent her that Simple Plan song was, in fact MASSIVE. haha. nights!

Labels: everyday, friends.

"green."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 3:57 PM ]

with envy? NYAH. i wish.
its the OTHER green. the unmentionable, Rated R Green thing.
the green that would make Audrey go 'RRRRRRRRRRR.' in that way with her, tongue. whatever if you dont get what i mean x) HAHAHA. the one that Aime keeps tryna attempt but never gets right? yeah. HAHA.
[me & Anisa suspect that could cause a problem if she's attempting it with her husband or whatever. turns the mood off y'know. NYAHAHAHHAHA. :P]
you get what im saying? no? well, best you dont know really.
even I dont want to be thinking about.. this stuff. seriously.
there's something absolutely WRONG with me right now. and i suspect it to be continuing on and on and on for.. many many days to come.
GAH, i just thought about the word mandi which ofcourse translates into shower GAAAAAH, whats wrong with me?
stop it Lyel, stop it, stop it, STOP IT GAWDAMNYOU.

that is literally what i say to myself outloud followed by several smacks to my forehead. i swear, if you were around to see me doing it you'd think i've infact, lost my brainjuice.
its just im so !@#$%^&* and and, its just that that THAT !@#$%^& is so !@#$%^&*.

!@#$%^!@#$%^&@#$^&#@$%^&*#$%^&@#$^&*(#%(@#).
GAH, it wouldnt be mature for me. at all to post this blog entry up. seriously. this is just some rambling. well not really, if it was a rambling in MS Word or whatever then the !@#$% would be replaced with, y'know REAL words that'd make you point and say "AHHH, SHE'S A TEENAGER THINKING PERSON!" gah. whatever, i dont think that even made anysense whatso ever.

it keeps popping into my head y'know! at the most random times! okay, no it has NOTHING to do with a shower. i mean it. it LITERALLY doesnt have ANYTHING. well except for that, that, THAT !@#$%^ but yeah! it's just so.. green. GAR.

MAYBE ill post something completely normal later. maybe. if the horrible, horrible, annoying feeling takes a nap because, i swear, it will never go away. for this long long time.

hmmmmm. i wonder if Audrey told the 'back' thing. NYAH. x] she's got something against me now.
okay, im going ggreen again. and i wish that was a good thing. BLAH.

Labels: random

"surprise."

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, May 7, 2008 [ 9:46 PM ]

GUESS WHAT? i ran into these OLD OLD photo's of me, Kuya and Aikks in his prof. i was so surprised, i never expected to see these photo's in my lifetime. seriously, so checkit! :]

GRR, i hate my hair back then. bah, goodnight!

Labels: pictures

"shake it like a hurricane"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 8:37 PM ]

Current Song; Hale's The Day You Said Goodbye. STILL. nyaha.
Current Book: He Loves Lucy by Susan Donovan.

wanna know a secret? i dont have a middle name. x] Lyel's just a petname of mine that came from my dad's name. so, thats why most times when you look at my name in some kind of fancyshmancy register and my middle name is missing, its because i dont have one. i just add Lyel innit for the fun of it. and besides, it sounds good with the rest of my name. :]
HAHA, yeah. fun fact? :P
when i got to schoo' Ruth was sitting behind again with Audrey. i was like, ye-heyy. :] but Fang Yi di'nt come to sit next to me but Lafus was also good lah. he cracked me up during English period when we were doing last year's Mock exams when the instructions said circle the most suitable answer and he was struggling with the compass to circle the damned letter. seriously! HAHA. weiirdo. i was feeling quite lazy to do any work today. 'specially in English. i just felt so dead. nya.
and you know, this terrible terrible flu has been going around class. must've started with Warren right? HAHA. yeah, anywhoo's Audrey's got it for the last howmany days right. and she's been tryna 'spread the love' these past few days. with the hugging and such. HAHA. when Ruth came to sit next to her, Ruth was 'loved' maybe 3periods after Audrey's sniffling. and sure enough, i was next i mean i was right infront. HAHA. but i havent had any major nostril blockage just yet! yay, me. :] but i kinda had a panic attack during Maths when i sneezed several times and Audrey went 'you are loved!' NYAHA. but yeah, im chillen. im all cooooo. :]
during break, my chocochip muffins stole the show. nyaha. and i got two books from Nikita well actually three but Aime borrowed the other one by Nicholas Sparks. Niks says its the best one, but ho'well. :P ill be borrowing PS I Love You from her tomorrow. nyaha.
during PE guess what made the front page. well, for pe only lah. my bumbum, the place where 'the sun dont shine'?, my jubur, my ass. HAHA. right. :P no shiiiit. all started, AGAIN during PE. when we were doing our stretching and such where we had'ta bend down and all? Fang Yi, was once again behind me and Sarr was behind her. i was bending over then Sarr says 'Ella, you have a tight ass.' and i was like, oh here we go again. NYAHAHAH.
after that the bumbum fever died, and we just fooled around with Audrey, Fang Yi, Ruth, Anisah, Aime, Sarah. they were tryna make a Melayu version of Touch My Body. HAHA. right. :P
BM, we all had to write two surat's; Surat Tahniah [Letter of Congratulations] and Surat Takziah [Letter of Condolences.] ofcourse, i had a lil bit of help from Lafus and such. :]
break time, i HARDLY ate my Jbee momma gave me. Hannah was staring there y'know she was mouthing to me 'is that my mom-in-law?' and yeah. HAHAH. right. when i nodded she came over to "say hi to Audrey" HAHA. my mom knows Audrey and Ruth now when Audrey went up to say 'hi auntie!' to her. the ressst, i watched Audrey and Sarah munch while i thumbed randomly through my phone then i went in search for Fang Yi and i hung with her. then i sortof drifted from Audrey then to Fang Yi. the MAIN subject there was, well, [bleeeep]. yeah.
i went through extra class and then walked home. then had to walk halfway back to school when my brother needed to pass me the keys. then i headed back home to watch Step Up 2, no regrets. absolutely wonderful, really. :]

so, the big question[s] in my head now is/are..
1. Will Audrey remember the Westlife/Britney Spears oldies CDs?
2. Will i finally get to read PS I Love You?
3. Will i remember to retrieve my Gitara necklace from Sarah tomorrow?
4. who is V? nyah.

Labels: everyday, random

"snapshots;"

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, May 6, 2008 [ 9:24 PM ]

Current Song: The Day You Said Goodbye by Hale.
Audrey recommended it, i fell in love with it. :)

i'd like tothink, the title speaks for itself yes?

BLAH, there were four of these that were taken each after another. this was the last shot, and the fun-est shot. NYAHA. will post it soon, as soon as i put them all in one picture! :DD

:]] enough said, yes?

i came through this ohso secial surprise when i was looking at Aikks profile. thought it was cute. :]]

GAH, love this shot. HAHA. you've seen it before, so what?

check out bottom left corner. Karis left me a little message on my bdae card from the YFbabes. :] or was it Jo Yee? i can never really tell, they've got similar handwriting. GAH. haha.

an edit by AIKKS. :]

bah, ill leave it here yes? night.

Labels: pictures

"ye bu neng rang wo fang qi ni"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 3:42 PM ]

that, dear friends, is a line from Jue Bu Neng Shi Qu Ni by F4.
by Audrey's translation it means yet, i still think about you.
though by the Internet it translates as it wont make me give you up.
isnt the translation quite far apart from the other? ho'well maybe one is in a different dialect and all. i know there are alotta Chinese dialects around there.
and besides, both lines are totally lines i can relate to at the moment.

if you havent guessed it, i'm going through this 'depression' phase? HAHA. which, is ohso unusual as im not even the least likely to be depressed. seriously.
whats sad is just, im going through that phase again. where, i [bleep]-ed and yeah. the only difference now, is that there's something in my gut that makes me push it in, a bit deeper than i did last time. like seriously, im digging it in compared to how i used to do it last time.
annnd, i bet if you ask my brother im getting ohso bossy nowadays. like seriously, im easily irritated nowadays i have no idea whats gotten into me. im getting more impatient and attention-seeking and such. seriously, soon enough ill be like one of those people i hate. MAYBE. i hope not. but as far as i see it im beginning to be more and more like [bleep]. *shudder. no, no, NO. NOT THE PERSON YOU ALL THINK IM TALKING ABOUT. she isnt even a school mate this person, she's my [bleep].

school is, though, in fact getting better and better. well, im not talking about my grades [though i wish it!]. i mean, i dont know, i feel like im finally fitting in? i know right, how utterly retarded im beginning to fit in only after 5months? but yeah, back then i felt like SUCH an outcast. seriously. it took me, well EVERYTHING not to go running back to my old friends at the time. but now, yes of course i miss the living crap out of those retards, LOL, but im not going to be running after em anytime soon. i've got friends around here now, friends worth keeping. :]
so, we made Fang Yi sit beside me the WHOLE schoolday since Cikgu TEMPORARILY placed Ruth next to Audrey then i guess it just di'nt feel right without the Tasty Fried Yoghurt of the HCPO's. HAHHAHA. :PP im the Mustard Leg of Insects y'know. :P
so, we were REUNITED! NYAHAHHA. gila.
for Science, we were made to do our work outside by T. Priya since Sarr&Siew's place smelled like shit, APPARENTLY XP, and it was made to spray the place and the smell is just revolting. seriously, even WAY worse than the smell of rats + sweaty form2 boys in the Comp Lap every Thurs. HAHAH, no seriously thats what we have to go through with Miss Beth every Thurs. well, MOST thursdays as sometimes, SOMETIMES, the Rat smell goes away.
so, we grouped up. i was, of course, over with the HCPO's and Siew&Sarr. but later, Ruth left because the sun was stalking us. HAHA. right. anyway, we pretty much just talked about [bleep]. HAHA. right. :P what is it? school gossip? teacher gossip? student gossip? WHAT? HAHA, secret. :P anyway, me & Fang Yi were ohso lagging because me and her are pretty much the crazy people in the HCPO's. we were laughing so randomly and yeah. gila. then y'know i was just doing my work there then i looked up and she was looking at me and she went did you just fart? and i was like WTF! and no, i did not fart. HAARHARHAR. i was hitting her and beating her with the book y'know that T. Priya came over to ask what was going on. BLEH. she started it! hahaha.
then when we finished up, we headed back to class and hung. y'know, literally. HAHA, NAWW. we just hung. we made Fang Yi to sit next to me and yeah. we were STARMAKING. Audrey & Ruth are pros at it. and so is Siew & Sarr. but apparently, me & Fang Yi just waste Ruth's starpapers as our stars, were oh so cacat. GARR. HAHAHHA.
then next was Maths, where i ALWAYS feel like ill suddenly drop and snore. seriously, no offense to Mr. Binoy but i ALWAYS feel that way. i dont know why! i dont think its the teacher lah. but i was feeling extra malas today. i didnt wanna do the work, at all. i just, played around lah while chatting with Audrey, Ruth or Fang Yi. during Maths y'know so palui it was so quiet then suddenly i heared Fang Yi's tummy GRRRRRRRROOOOAN. like, seriously! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. nobody else heard it but me and her, and it was like whoa. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. funny crap man. seriously! i've NEVER heard a tummy groan before. 'cept mine, but my tummy never groaned out loud to anybody else. just ot me. SERIOUSLY! hahhahahha. ill never forget that man. :P
ann'en, there was break. in which i ate my chocolate-chip muffin with Aime, Audrey, Ruth, Nikita and Kuya Ivan. Aime was eating my muffin with me and when we polished off the muffin and only the chocolate chips were left, everybody else polished it off. HAHA.
Kuya Ivan came to the group asking his opinion of beating up [bleep] and Niks & Aime gave their opinion and then he nudged me saying hoi, ikaw anong gusto mong sabihin tungkul sa beating up of [bleep] HAHHAHA. i was like, uh. no comment? :PP
Aime and Sarah managed to return the books i lent them that day, and i was feeling just a tad bit tired to bring em home so i loaned them to Niks. :]] she & Aime kept arguing over which book she should read first. Aime guaranteed The Chocolate Lovers Diet, but Niks thought it was best to read All-American Girl first. hahha. right. in the end she took em both.
then Niks started telling the funniest, yet simplest jokes i've ever heard. the fishball one was familiar to me, but the rest was new and quite funny. the one that i liked the most were the highlighter joke and the black pilot joke. LOL. :P even after the bell had rung, y'know so palui. HAHAHHA.
during History, i was bluetoothing themes and songs over from Fang Yi. then for BM, i [bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep]-ed. yeah, MAJOR CENSOR. for those in my class, its pretty similar to what Dqah has done. and yeah. if you dont know, best you dont know. really. its a dangerous addiction of mine, seriously im ADDICTED to it. i was, and im starting to get to it again. i need to get that [bleep] away from me before i do anymmore damage, seriously.

during dismissal Caryle handed me over some candy and me & Ruth ate it eagerly. then they told me that the candy fell on the floor and i was like 'eh, what the hell. i eat stuff off the floor anyway. as longa s they havent been on the floor for too long.' then they were like 'it was there for 50seconds.' and iw as like *shrugs. then they told me that it fell on the toilet floor and i spit it out and threw the ones i had in my hand. Ruth spit hers out long before, seriously. HAHAH, then they said that none fell on the toilet floor and i said 'BAH, YOU MADE ME THROW AWAY GOOD FOOD MAH.' HAHHAHAHAHA. right. :P
then i, went home. waving my goodbye to Aime, Anisa & Fatin. :] nyeahyea.

Labels: everyday, friends., random

"grr, where's the unpause button?"

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, May 5, 2008 [ 9:45 PM ]

im not, in the mood. like, seriously.
she's been getting ohso bitchy, shall i say?
for those of you who know about my issues, you'll seriously know who im talking about. or maybe not, for all you know i cold be saying.. Mary Poppins is being a bitch.
its so sad, and upsetting y'know.
its involved a disappearing act, a snappy bitch and yeah.

you wanna know what i need? like, REALLY REALLY REALLY need?
1. Retail Theraphy.
2. A lil bit of lovin' &&
3. SOME ATTENTION!! please, please.

ohkay, so call me an attention seeking bitch. but, im not. trust me. there's just been a shortage of attention and lovenn' on me for some time now. and, and. those of you who know me, know that that CANT possible be anygood for me.

so, you know what? the only thing cheering me up right now is
Outta My Head (Ay Ya Ya) by Ashlee Simpson which i am mentally playing again and again in my head. its annoying, and its keeping my mind off things. ye-heyy Ash Simpson! or Ashlee Wentz, whatev. HAHA.

so, you know what? i think i've been borrowing alotta stuff from Audrey nowadays. :PP like, like. the earrings. and now theheadband. HAHAHAHAH. :PP right. well, they'll be back in your hands 'drey. SOON. :PP
dju know Caryle actually went to me & 'drey just now in the ladies room that she was surprised we were friends. because of Natasha and all. but yeah, we are now. :]] not exactly what i can be saying for Natasha but yeah. so i guess ill just say it here and now, to get everybody's minds straight why is our friendship going through this little hiatus? well, its not. as in its not going through a little hiatus. its probably going through this permanent hiatus. you heard right, we're just not friends anymore. why? im keeping that to myself thankyou.
anywhoo's my momma's got a hawkeye out for me, i gotta turn in.
best of nights, errrybody. :]

P.S. i've noticed that im picking up a habit of saying Audrey's line alot. or Sarr's x) the 'So Rude' thing. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. :P what on earth, has gone wrong with me? really. :P

Labels: friends., random

"worth a read."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, May 4, 2008 [ 1:59 PM ]

im kindof hurrying right now, as i've gotta change clothes for sundayschoo'
but i just read Rchellrz blogpost that is 100% worth reading. seriously. so i recommend it, like totally. :PP
ESPECIALLY, if you're a girl. ;]] but guys should read too!
maybe it'd give my readers, waseh x), a break from the usual nonsense bimboshit i've been posting.
HAHA, i kesian myself nothing ohso interesting to blog.
"protect yourself against malicious minds of men." im a link, clickme! :]

ta-ta!

Labels: random

"procrastination from.. rest?"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 12:54 AM ]

countless times you've seen this photo. justfelt like making it countless + 1. x]] i miss Kev, he's the one i havent had contact with in, well, ever since i moved.

so honestly, what am i up to? its nearing 1am and im blogging nonsense, even when my eyelids are heavy. well, they arent THAT heavy lah but definitely heavy enough to get me to sleep.
the thing is, i havent had contact with THAT person since dismissal. and, yeah. gah, nonsense. leave it be. nights!