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xoxo, e.

"emotionally involved, take two."

ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, August 16, 2008 [ 8:47 PM ]

life's getting harder. no shit.

and this is just the stupid little teenage stuff. and it's already hard. just imagine what'd happen if we had real grown-up problems. me? i'd probably slit my wrists before it all.

i've done it before anyway.
today, sucked. :( well, no. it was okay. but yeah, today was an emotional day for me. like, seriously. grr. mock's are in two weeks and im not doing anything about it. i'm just in a serious serious need for a distraction. i want yesterday morning back again. i know i didnt blog about yesterday morning, but yesterday morning made me happy. today's just reeking with drama and, and. shit. gosh.
none of the shit to do with me, but i got emotionally involved again. as expected. gah. i have to stop with the shit. like, seriously.

and then, later in the afternoon. it did involve me. and it really sucked.

gah, apologies for this seriously sucky post. i know i havent been having any good posts lately, but my mood has gone to god knows where. wish me luck?

gosh, where are you Niks? :( i miss you loads.

"hjh nur leila isabella."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, August 14, 2008 [ 8:43 PM ]

was the name i was bestowed with by Mohd Assalafussalih bin Abdullah.
you know, thanks to me wearing a tudong and all. i like the name really.

gosh, why am i so lazy to post things up in detail now? gah. maybe it's the fact that mock's are in two weeks? this sucks. grr.
anyway, today was fun. enough said. i would post the photos up, but me, Ruth and Kuya Ivan were super camwhores. needless to say, there are like. a lot. and my internet speed is, sadly, not fast enough to have it all uploaded in less than an hour. seriously.
so yeah. im sorry for the sucky posts. :/

currently listening to : techno.
unknown fact: rock music and screamo's dont make you head bang continuously. okay, so maybe they do. but not as much as techno, definitely. ever heard the one by Alpha Twins, Smack That Derb? cool lar. and definitely a headbanger.

oh, oh. i post moment of the day lar. :D

*Andy, Jaybee and Ruth walks down the corridor from the canteen to the waiting area.
*Joel passes by, heading from the waiting area to the canteen.
*Joel stops to give me a hug, i hug him back. tight.
*Joel lets go, and continues towards the canteen.
*Science lab door opens, Tchr. Jason comes out.
T. Jason: i saw you child molesting that girl!
Joel: *confused look. walks away.
Jaybee and Ruth: XD

srsly, tcher i'm not a little kid you know! hahah. remember, im one of those three little pesky kids who convinced you to lanja them drinks. kan, kan? HAHA.
oh, and never in my life did i feel like slapping a little kid. except in this moment, a couple of days ago.

*Aime and Ella are hyper as they walk into the girls bathroom.
*Ella kaca's this little girl's hair.
Little Girl no.1: Who are youuuuuu?
Ella: me? i'm just a girl.
Little Girl no.2: YOU'RE A GIRL?!?!
Ella: [upset] yeah, i ammm!
Little Girl no.1: REALLY?!

gah. :( tsktsk. i miss Jol. :( like, really really really miss the guy. especially the voice. entah, eh i like his voice. x) gah.

"introvert."

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, August 13, 2008 [ 8:52 PM ]

introvert:
a person inclined to introspection;
one who is preoccupied with his own thoughts, emotions and motives.

some of us, just cant help but be introverted.

liiike. me and Aims? :)

***
dear people, i am currently very very angry at Windows Live Messenger for making me try like, a zillion times to sign in. i've been trying since like, 8.20. and i only got to sign in at 9.00. grr. like, major.
today was fun, i dont feel like posting details. im still introverted (refer up there). i just remember, the school day ended with me, Kuya Ivan and Aims laughing are butts off because of random jokes. :P
i also remember Victoria stole, well confiscated really, my cap! well not really MY cap, it's Joel's cap. but i fell in love with that cap. :( that cap makes everyone looks good, Niks says. and i couldnt agree more. i want the cap backk! like, now? please.

bestfriend is srsly pissed at boyfriend. that she has resorted into looking for me a new guy. ngek. ngek.

***
i must help cranky brother study, which in real term do his homework for him. tsktsk.
Centrepoint thingamajig tomorrow!

"foe-toe."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, August 11, 2008 [ 9:41 PM ]

Ells: Hey! i'm Jaybee.
JM: this is ____ (i forgot okay. xP)
Ells: cool. im also known as Ells.
JM: NO. she is JB, born JB dies JB. you hear?!
Ells: riiiiiiiight.

HAHA. today was fun, :D
the school hours were fun, the hours before centrepoint-choir-ing was fun, the choir-ing was okay, the going home part was fun. :)

oh, oh. and the best part?

i got to see a lot of Joel today. haha! ;)

i leave with photo's from my w810i. since most of the others is with Aime in Andy's camera, ill post up when i geddit! :)

"bangbang."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, August 10, 2008 [ 8:54 PM ]

i have a thing for sniper guns now. especially the M1 903 Springfield.
it's like so much better than an MP 40, seriously. it's like, so awesome. since if you use the MP-40, even to the enemies in front of you you have to shot twice, tapi if you use the M1 903 Springfield, kan, even if very very far you can just kill the person with one shot man. seriously, how awesome is that. you should see how i am when i lose ammo on my sniper. :(
still though my favourite rifle is in fact, the MP-40.
the other weapon that makes me go seriously sakai is the Panzershreck. it isnt even necessarily a gun, you use it to bomb tanks and stuff. it's really cool, macam some sort of rocket gun! :)
but how cool is the KAR 98-k's, you can even fire rifle grenades! yii!
but the Flak 88's are seriously impressive too, usually the objectives of the game is to bomb the German's wan that they set somewhere.
sadly, i havent been able to handle a Stielhandgranate and an MG-42 and Flakvierling! :( their so impressive kaliah. tapi, entah. nothing can beat using the Springfield Sniper. :)
shit though, i wish one of the reasons require me to drive a Panzer IV, which is actually a tank! a HUGE one, at that.
here's a total list of all the weapons in the game:
~~Thompson SMG~~
~~M1 Garand~~
~~M1 903 SPRINGFIELD~~
BAR
M1A1 Carbine
KAR 98-k
Lee-Enfield
Sten MK2
Bren LMG.

this is seriously what happens when you get all dangerously, crazily SERIOUSLY obsessed with Call of Duty, Roads to Victory. or any other shooting game.

which i totally am right now. the only reason i blog, is that the PSP is currently outta battery and is charging. :)

okay! a Panzershreck calls! (yeah i love Panzershreck's too! :D)

P.S. i just realized after reading this blog post that those guns and artillery could be replaced with a make up thing of some sort or an accessory, cause im making it sound like their some kind of.. make up kit. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. entah eh. :P

***
today the highlight of my day was Jonas Brothers-ing with Ate Maan (also known as Marla Ibarra), she's my chicka ate! especially with the JoBro's! she was also informed on the.. 3A class problem. :/
and she's also who i go to to dish on guy stuff. :) erry week. haha.

sad news, Maria was registered late for the Olympics, even if she was supposed to compete in the swimming division. :( she was seriously seriously good man, and then she was registered too late. :(

oh and by the way, i feel like shit. my eyes are bloodshot and im sneezing like a mad woman. gosh. pray i get well. :)

-i miss Joel like there's no tomorrow.-

nights!