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"ho, hum."

ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, January 31, 2009 [ 12:23 AM ]

Here we are, lying here

its our last final goodbye

just because it feels so good

no use pretending we're alright

too many locks, too many cries

too many tears, too many lies

too many barriers.

this verse from the song Barriers by David A. is repeating itself in my head, and i realize most of his songs are quite sad.

there's a sharp pain in the bottom of my tummy, and whats annoying is it isnt one continuous, expected pain where you know what's coming next. its sharp, unexpected jabs you did not see coming at all. i wonder why.

i think i may need a new phone so soon, cause when you flip it open it's a black screen everytime. in fact you have to hit it repeatedly till it comes back on even then, there's a chance it would probably black out once more. poor, poor phone.

***

im reading through Fall Out Boy lyrics of their latest album Folie a Deux, and it entertains me as always. i mean, all their songs always haves you really thinking hard about a line in the song before figuring it out. my favourite was from Hum Hallelujah, it goes..

a teenage vow in the parking lot,
till tonight do us part.

go ahead and think about what that could mean for a bit.

anyway, im reading the lyrics to Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes (their song titles have always been peculiar) and i find this one quite similar to another FOB song lyrics i automatically think of..

I'm coming apart at the seams
Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams now
Buzz, buzz, buzz
Doc, there's a hole where something was
Doc, there's a hole where something was

yeah its a bit depressing, it reminds me of this one..

im a stitch away from making it
and a scar away from falling apart.

i cant quite remember wh ich song that one is.

***

reading through this blog post, i wonder why i sound depressed. hmmmmm.

"-thumbs up."

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, January 30, 2009 [ 9:27 PM ]

that's my automatic response right now..

Ells: have you heard Happy Ending by Mika?

Ate Marla: no, but i have it. is it good?

Ells: -thumbs up-

and my facial expression is always so weird. as if there arent any suitable words for it. xD

***

Ate Marla came over today! it was the first in the whole week. heh. but it was fun! many chicka-ing moments today, and absolute girl moments. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Ells: ATE, i have a new magazine!

Ate: OMG, ITS TAYLOR. EEEEEEEEK.

Ells: i know right. I HAVE HIS POSTER! LOOK! -points to my bed header.

Ate: EEK, HE'S SHIRTLESS. -drooool.

---

Ells: this guy's been in my head the whole week ate! 24/7! -points to Chace Crawford.

Ate: OMG, he's so.. pretty. eek.

---

Ells: -text message- ATE, BRING YOUR PENDRIVE. DAVID ARCHULETA. EEEEEEEK.

---

Ells: LETS WATCH MTV :D

David Archuleta's A Little Too Not Over You comes on.

Ells & Ate Maan: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. EEK, EEK, EEEEEEEK. OMGGGGGGG. EEEEEEEEEEEEK.

Ben: you know if you keep screaming, you wont hear the song.

Ells & Ate: EEEEEK.

---

David Archuleta song comes to an end, in the end it says 'Delete All Photos?' (the whole video were the most adorable photos of him and his ex).

Ells & Ate: EEK, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ben: you guys are annoying.

---

-phone rings-

Ben: Sis, its Aime.

Ells: HELLUUUU?

Aime: hello, its your fairy god mother! i am here to grant you three wishes, name them and their yours!

Ells: your REAAAAAAAALLY gonna grant me three wishes?! :D

Aime: well, no. but tell me anyway. :p

Ells: OKAY, FIRST YOU HAVE TO GET ME TO MEET DAVID ARCHULETA. annen, TAYLOR LAUTNER! annnnennnnnnnn, MAKE TWILIGHT COME OUT THIS YEAR. :D -starts jumping of excitement-

Ells: EEK, LOOK ITS ZAC EFRON YAAAAAAAAAAY.

Ate Marla laughs. :p

---

Ells locks herself in her room, music blasting from her stereo.

Daddy: Ate, we eat outside tonight!

Ells: omg, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :D

Daddy: ben say just now you and ate marla very noisy just now. why?

Ells: okay, cause we were watching mtv. and suddenly guess who comes on? DAVID ARCHULETA. LIKE, OMGGGGGGGG. -jumps around-

Daddy: your crazy already.

Mommy: whats wrong?

Daddy: your daughter crazy. she screaming because of David Archuleta.

Mommy: she's been doing that for a long time now.

---

im boy crazy nowadays. uhohhhhhh.

im trying to figure out what im gonna do when i get back to school on Monday and there arent anymore slots for the national day thingy. what am i gonna do for the next month, i won der. hmm.

nights!

"booooooo."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, January 29, 2009 [ 8:46 PM ]

my computer's busted again. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

all my pictures and programs and music, gone. probably. i need a new one. :(

-cries.

BACK TO SCHOOL I GO. WOOHOOOOOOOOO.

"my Other Half!"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 10:43 AM ]

Happy Birthday Aime Veniece Bonga Bonifacio!

my Other Half, my tree-hugging best friend and at one point, my awesome seat mate. THANKSHOO FOR THE BUTTERMILK CHICKEN. :3

ill see you soon, Aime V.

"icon hunting!"

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, January 27, 2009 [ 9:01 PM ]

what do you get when you put a bored-out-of-her-mind Ells and Photobucket together?

you get Ells icon-hunting. (:

icons gossip girl Pictures, Images and Photos

gossip girl // boys Pictures, Images and Photos

Jacob is not missing... Pictures, Images and Photos

twilight icon xXThinkPinkX jacob taylor lauthner Pictures, Images and Photos

Zac Efron icon Pictures, Images and Photos

Chace Crawford Yummy Pictures, Images and Photos

Chace Crawford Mmm... Pictures, Images and Photos

Chace Crawford Laugh Pictures, Images and Photos

Chace Crawford Collage Pictures, Images and Photos

icon // chace crawford Pictures, Images and Photos

god Chace Crawford is in my head. swoon, swoon, faints. he's get pretty eyes. eek.

goodnight.

"braindead."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 12:36 AM ]

my brain went to sleep at about 5.30pm? i was on the road from 10.30am to 11.30pm. yawn.

most of it was spent in Karis' brothers car, Markus, listening to Japanese anime music and Markus and Matthew trying to sing along (its very entertaining, specially if its a girl song. wuzza :D)

in the car were kids below 20 years old (i think?!), so yeah. we were bubbling with teenage energy. wuzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D

in the car, there were Matthew and Markus up front; Karis, Me, Ate Kat-kat (Kathrina Memoracion :D) and Ate Marla.

i remember at one point, we all went high. like literally high. we couldnt stop laughing at jokes the guys cracked up. this continued on the whole night la. when we were at the last stop (like i said, quite a lot of CFCBers live at Berangan :D) to Matthew's house, Markus literally went round and round and round (spinning more like, he stayed at one spot, just started spinning round and round like some kind of ride :P) for goodness knows how long. then we sang along to the theme song of Pilihan FM. :P haaaaaaah.

i remember at one house, the Jonas Brothers concert came on Disney Channel and a chorus of squeals escaped the couch inhabited by me, Dorothea, Charissa, Melissa, Ate Marla, Karis and Ate Kat. everyone looked at us as if we were mental. and everybody teased us. but everyone did agree that Miley Cyrus wasnt pretty. at all. -shrugs.

went to 13 houses today, including Sheraton Hotel (i think?) which meant 13 red packets, but 12 for me cause i forgot to take my Sheraton red packet :( which was like.. 10dollars. aww mannn.today was super fun. camwhored a lot, laughed a lot and ATE a lot. gah, i think ive done eating for like, the whole week. ._______.

check out Facebook photos. :)

-dies- good mornengz.

Happy Birthday Sarah 'Guatemala' Jane Ward. :D

"sunday."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, January 26, 2009 [ 1:43 AM ]

sundays are fun. agree? no? well, too bad.

today, (well, its yesterday now) i have..

attempted to dress like Blair Waldorf, just a cheaper version. (refer to my double-breasted button up dress)
chatted endlessly with Niks (still am) making me miss her more. and more. :(
talked Twilight and boys (OH EM JAYY) with Pastor's 11/12? year old twin girls for 15 minutes straight until we were shushed by Auntie Jeanne.
passed notes to said twin girls, Dorothea and Charissa really are much fun. :D
passed more teenage, revealing notes to Ate Marla.
accidentally showed said twin girls shirtless pics of Zac Efron? (A)
planned to sneak into a boys house and steal his underwear with Ate Marla? (A)
made plans to borrow Charissa's Barbie DVDS.
confirmed plans to go Hunt For Red Ang Pao - ing with the Youths (plus Dorothea and Charissa :D) tomorrow carpooling with Ate Marla's at super-early 10-ish am? :o
spent two hours walking around the mall.
coveted for the most gorgeous little black dress ever, that im going to get in two days time. keep me out of Ego, or else you'll have me in a fashion breakdown for not having any money to buy ANY of the pretty clothes. :/
got back home to daddy knitting.. again. =.= DADDY LIKES TO KNIT. WAHAH. :P
watched 3 Gossip Girl epi's till 12.30am with Mom, till she shooed me away. heh. :p
annnnnnnnnd. fast forward a few angry moments, here i am.

ta-da.

***

i share with you quotes from Gossip Girl that i cant forget?

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.
Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that.
Blair: Because I love you.
Chuck: Well, that's too bad.

Jack: Chuck, your father wouldn't have wanted this.
Chuck: Dear old Dad? Unfortunately all I know is what he didn't want. Which is me. I'm Chuck Bass!!! ... No one cares.
Blair: I do. Don't you understand? I'll always be here. I don't want you going anywhere. I couldn't bear it. So whatever you want to do to yourself, please don't do it to me. Please.
Chuck: I'm sorry.
Blair: It's okay.

i think that Eric and Jenny are adorable together, Blair should give Chuck a second chance, hurray for Serena and Dan, THEIR NOT SHOWING ENOUGH OF NATE ARCHIBALD FOR GOODNESS SAKE -cries, and Rufus and Lily are a no-no together. :( sorreyy.

***

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH RICHELLE ANN JULIA FULDAN RET. :D loves.

i think i overdid her greetings. first with the Facebook, then with the SMS, and now my personal message is dedicated to her and her age. :p

mornengzz.

"i feel like im in a school uni."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, January 25, 2009 [ 1:45 PM ]

i feel like, im in school uniform. xDD

they should totally make this the new SGS uniform or something. haaaaaaaaahah.

good afternoon. :D time for church!

happy CNY people,

and i wish Richelleroo a Happy Advanced Birthday! sorry im not gonna be there withchaaaaaa.

lovesloves.