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why is it that my newly bought, full to the brim tub of La Crameria Chocolate Hazelnut Obsession ice cream calling out to me? you know why?

cause i feel horrible again. i only take comfort in knowing that...
my bestfriend's a gorgeous princess. but it gets me down, cause. i miss her to motherfucking bits.

eugh. me and girlfriend dominated our class with our so very crazy antics. i need the thrill of being beside my psycho sugar-powered princess again.

{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
did brushing [your teeth] hurt
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
?
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
hell yeah it did..
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
i suck at brushing..
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
cause i always brush it hard..
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
so do i. i need a new toothbrush every 2months, my mom complains.
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
cause like. it looks cacat cause it splits two ways already. -.-
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
yikes.
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
hahaha OMG ME TOO!!
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
HAHHAHAHAHHA!
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
MY MOM COMPLAINS ABOUT IT Y'KNOW! HAHAHHAHAHA.
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
hahahaa..
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
well my mom doesnt complain..
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
my dad does XD
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
oh GOD, ARE WE RELATED?!
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
haha. my dad just laughs.
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
cause im the only one in the family who does that. haha.
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
hahahaha..
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
we might be related somehow O.O
{ jbxx. ; look out sunshine. says:
this is.. scary dude. HAHHAHAH. WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON ALREADY I THINK WE ARE RELATED!
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
haha yeah XP

oh GOD, like we didnt have EVERYTHING in common already?! NIKS, NIKS! ANOTHER SOMETHING IN COMMON! FWAHHHHHH.

haha. if you've been keeping track of my blogs you'll know. that me and my Daddy Andy have WAY too many things in common. and not just the simple, everyday stuff people do. also the weird unique stuff.

1. we both have moles on our lip.
2. we both shake when we're taking a picture with our phones. or any picture, for that matter.
3. we both brush our teeth hard. needing a new toothbrush every month.
4. we both have freaky bone-talents. or as Aime would probably say: we're both very flexible.
5. we're both JB's [JUBUR BESAR'S!] apparently?
   
6. we're both JB'S [Joel's Boyfriends 0.0" ; yes, it seems Andy is the third party in the relationship. HAHA SERIOUSLY.]
7. we both cry for no reason.
   
8. WE BOTH CRIED IN PS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAH.
   

okay, not too many? but their all waay unique! i mean. my family looked at me like i was a psycho whenever i took pictures cause my fingers were shaking and the picture always turned out blurred. i thought i was alone! and then that one faithful day at the primary's Sports Day when Ms Beth asked him to take a picture of us. i found out he shaked too! wahahah.
im the only one in the family with a mole on my lip, and the only one who definitely brushes my teeth that hard. AND I DONT KNOW ANYONE ELSE WHOSE AS FLEXIBLE AS MYSELF. andy proved that he was, maybe more! apparently, we've both got huge asses. and this ones for a fact,

[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
we both love the same guy??
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
XD
[c=5] [Anti-Manner][AAMJ-P][AEA] [/c] - I don't know why, but [c=4]I really really miss you. [/c] says:
BWAHAHAHAHA!!

freaks. tsktsk. HAH.

xx





so today, Razorlight asked me Who Needs Love?


so they asked me Who Needs Love. well, i do.

and hell have i got love. my friends love me, my family loves me. and Joel loves me. :)

im fine now, though the Van Houten is long gone. hmm. just download the song.

and the world is winning.

i forgot who sang this song, i just know it's from Freaky Friday's soundtrack. for some reason, this line from the song was playing in my head when i got up.

cause i felt horrible. and i still feel horrible, but after trashy TV shows i feel close to okay now.

so far, the only thing that's been remotely nice to me is my ginormous bar of Van Houten Chocolate with Almonds that started off whole an hour ago, and is now only 1/4th of its size. eugh. cheer me up, someone.

yay me, i found a nice layout!

reminds me of Niks one a bit. hmm. i just wish i could change the title colour and dates and stuff from that light grey to a more DARKER colour.

whatever, ill figure it out tomorrow.

goodnight, world.

xx.

heh. :P so yes, im back.

and let me apologize in bloody advanced for the almost a hundred percent sucky layout i leftchu with. :( i know i said i wouldnt change it cause it'd be nice, but i was meaning to change it when i said that but my internet just... died. :( so yes, im AGAIN in a search for a better blogskin. eugh.

so how was KK? i bet it would've been great if i escaped the little room i was confined in more. no, seriously. we were confined into one room that was most probably smaller than my own bedroom. psh. not exactly complaining, but yes. i slept a lot. like, A LOT.

we did get into a bit of trouble before getting into KK though. see, our flight was scheduled like. 11-something am right? which was why i couldn't go on to school as planned. so we got ready and went there at like. i dontknow, an hour earlier? turns out the check-in time thing was supposed to be 2hours earlier, and yeah. ironically, we were left out of the plane already cause erryone supposedly "boarded" already. yeah, an hour before the plane takes off? psh. so yeah, we booked a new flight. for THAT AFTERNOON. you know what we did till then? go to Gadong. i bought another Little Black Dress book though, which is awesome. i want the whole collection now. :) cheapest ones in the bookstore too, not one of them goes above 10dollars. heh. i now have two Little Black Dress Books:

1. Memoirs Are Made Of This by Swan Adamson.
2. Lost For Words by Lorelei Mathias.

i was going to get the How To Sleep With A Movie Star, but like. i chose the Memoirs one first. hmm.

so after that, we got our tickets for that afternoon and went home to kill time before the check in time, which i have probably mentioned was 2hours before the actual flight time. unnecessary, i know. y'know when you get into that airport and there's a big white wall that seperates you from the ones going on the plane? in fact it makes the airport look damn small? yeah. well you enter that. it's absolutely humongous i tell you. HU-MO-NGOUS. and it looks damn better than the one outside! restaurants, check. coffee bean, check. jewellry store, check. Freedom Writers on HBO, check. arse-freezing temperatures, check check and check. i swear, you could live in there. while everyone was enjoying the stuff around them, i was in my own little world. with Andy's earphones plugged to my ears, my [Joel's] cap on my head and my book in my hand; i was quite irritable and irritating. cause it'd take you like. a dozen calls of my name to get me to respond. heh.

so we finally get there, and find our sortof resthouse/apartment place. see, its owned by probably the nicest person on earth, and his equally nice son and his sons.. friend. heh. sadly, there was pretty much zilch to do there. so we ate dinner, homecooked sinigang na fish :3 and went to our room. i read, till like. 11.45 when mommy got up and told me to go to sleep so she could sleep. what she didnt know was, since we were in a double decker beds and i was on top right by the window, the view of the neighbouring houses in the dark outside was gorgeous. i slept at one-ish that night, to Bic Runga's Sway. :)

the next morning, we headed out real early to Brunei Immigration where me and brother watched this adorable little boy running round in circles while his little sister watched with the biggest eyes in the world. then, we headed to the mall, which was closed. only the pharmacy was open, where i bought a RM2.88 light pink lipgloss. hee. then we ate dim sum at some chinese place, explored some more. we walked around and found the Centrepoint where we went in and i[me and Mommy] went absolutely crazy in the shops. i bought people some stuff and browsed around, much to the annoyance of brother and uncle who despised going shopping [duh]. we were there till like, 5pm and i also had my first ever Starbucks experience with Chocolate Chip Cream. mm. :) i also boughhht...

• gold ballet flats, adorable. goes awesomely with my dress. :)
• red striped oversized hoody, that looks AWESOME by the way. it took me a million please's to get the RM79 from uncle to pay for the damn thing. but worth it, times a million. :)

that night, i dumped make up on my uncle for laughs.

the next day [today] woke up bloody early. we were expecting to be at home, but instead cause of this damn flight scheduling shit, we were locked in our room from like.. 10am-1pm being stupid. and sleeping. then when they got back, we asked them to send us to the airport. where we happily munched on cheese burgers, fries, McFlurry's and for me, my caramel cream Starbucks. ;) and here.. i am. heh.

i'm still absolutely terrified of heights. i felt like screaming as i watched the plane go UP, UP, UPPPPPPPP. the worst thing? while we were flying we were in a glanted position. god, i thought we were FALLING. -.-

OH, OH. i spent the boring night rewriting the stuff Aime wrote on my calculator, and i pentelpenned it. so it's permanent now? HAHA. aime would know what im talking about. :3

i miss ___ and ___ and _____ and _____ and and and... _____ you know who you are. if you dont ill stick a pole up your ass, i swear. HAHA. kidding.

since like, im chatting with the baby bestfriend Chelsayy and a bit of Kevin [since she's over at his place. dont think wrongly, their awesome childhood friends] [another sidenote: i MISS Kevin Espiritu to little fuggin bits and pieces. eep. HAHA] and STILL looking for a blogskin, i leave now. mwamwa.

pikchure:


i've been very indecisive over my blog skin lately. but this one is gonna stay. for at least 3days! hahhaha.
maybe. :P

cause, im leaving for KK tomorrow. for three-ish days. more or less. you'll miss me wont you? ;)

i have dark pink and electric blue fingernails now! YAY ME. :)

xx. i love you people.

darlinks.

way back when

thankyouu.