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ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, March 8, 2008 [ 1:35 PM ]

rawr. HAHA. this is like, the 2nd last day of freedom till Assesment week's done with.
and i probably wont be online much :/
expect this to be my last post until.. well, 17th'a March. (:

so this i overslept this morning. my first oversleeping morning. i woke up at 6.30am. i insisted to myself it was a sunday. rawr. but then, yeah i suddenly remembered it wasnt? x] so i bolted up and got ready for schoo.
i checked my messages, and there was one from Joel :DD it was really sweet, it brightened up my morning really.
it was received at 11-something pm and made me realize how frucking early i slept yesterday. i was probably snoozing by 10.30pm. while everyone else was int he living room watching that Antonio Banderas movie, with all the ballroom dancing. yeeeah.
anyway, i got to schoo'. and i wasnt late, which was a pleasant surprise really. then Miss Chin took our first period for Geo, and second period was Science. i was fruckin sleepy. i was yawning and yawning all over the place. a'think Sadiqah got annoyed because she suddenly started yawning also. x) i was this close to sleep.
so third period was English. Miss Bheng came in and we got our English Mock Exams paper back. i got high maybe, but my summary writing was the bomb teacher gave me a 9/10 :)
then when Miss Bheng told us to count our marks, kids came in lookin' for the choir. Sarah and Ruth went and i asked Sarah if i should go. she said i most probably should. we waited outside the benches till teacher Jojo came and the bus arrived. he rollcall-ed us, and i am officially the Ella, Ella, Ella, eh, eh, Under my Umbrella. all over again. HAHA. x] because honestly, that was how he roll-called me. x)
we got into the bus, i sat next to Ruth. she borrowe my phone and listened to Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus on repeat practically x) my favourite of my whole playlist, really. and we talked while the busride to Empire. we were to watch the JIS 10th Anniversary Concert and teacher said other schoo' was gunna be there. i wanted PDS and so did this girl named Angela, she said she missed Richelle. and i did too, dearly. so we got there after maybe 15mins busride. our seats were one of those cushion-y tables the coo' ones? while i noticed other schoo's got the plastic seats upfront. MWAHAHAH. x) SGS used up 3 tables really, i sat in one with "The Pinoy's" x) Ruth was like 'eh, what am i? rubbish ka?' haha. x) we were practically a sandwich there, asking one of 'em to go move to Teacher Jojo's table. x) in the end one of the guys, i forgot his name, went to the other table.
i was desperate for popcorn, and so was Ruth and MJ. i asked teacher if we could go get popcorn and he said we could BUT only three people. it ended up being Ruth, MJ and somegirl adunnoe x) i stayed in the table with the guys.
Ivan asked me if i could speak tagalog, and i said i could. the other guys tested me if i could, they asked me to say 'this school is great' in tagalog. i didnt know what 'great' was in tagalog x) so i just said 'magaling yung skwelahan na ito.' then i said 'kala mo inchek ako no?' [you thought i was Chinese, didntchu?] and most of them were like 'yeah.' one of them said 'for shure inchek ka hindi ka pinoy. mukhang mukha mo eh, inchek.' then i said 'hindi kaya, pinoy talaga ako. o sige, inchek ako. kaya lang pinoy. x)' haha. then they started talking about boyfriends/girlfriends waszit? and one of the guys asked me if i had a boyfriend, i said i did. asked me from what form was he, i said 4. then Ivan waslike, 'for shure naman, may boyfriend na yan kaya lang hindi naman sha ang pinapagusapan ko. x)' HAHA. yeeah, the girls got back. with Coke =.=" they went back because MJ said she left her change there. and they left their drinks on the table. James was playen' with MJ's drink and it spilled. like, ALOT.
we just dumped the programs onto the table to hide the frickin stain. Ruth adn MJ got back, and they were pissed at the drink thing really. they said that we were invited with tickets and this was what we did. so true actually.
then FINALLY the concert started, as teh lights dimmed till there was no light at all. the freaky paintings stopped playing in the projector screen. a Scottish thing sound started to play from up there and these guys wearing a Scottish getupp, minus the kilt x), was playing the bagpipes while climbing down the stairs. awesome really.
then a slideshow played it was about the friends and all, like 'you can never have enough friends' it was kinda funny when it got to the part
'never leave anyone out, its worse than bullying.'
then it showed these big kids bullying this little kid and dumping his school stuff.
'at least bullying can be handled by the teachers.'
then it showed teachers bullying the little kid and dumping his school stuff. HAHHAHA. x)
after that, we stood up for the Brunei National Anthem, sang by the choir. then there was a speech from the Principal, John Price. the first performance was Selindang Kipas, a national dance. it was pretty coo'.
then so and so and so. it was reeeeeally coo' actually. aliked it. the dancers especially :]
this guy played on the piano, he was awesome. Samuel King it says.
then i REEEALLY needed to pee x) i had too much Coke. i went to the bathroom, it was all posh HAHA.
then these kids ballet-ed to Swan Lake while the orchestra played.
and then the Chinese Dance, then the Russian Dance. then there was a performance by this guy.
then the waltz, which i found absolutely awesome really. while the orchestra played, these kids about my age started waltz-ing. there was this guy, he had long blonde hair, American obviously, he was maybe about 13? he was so Prince Charming-ish. HAHA. x) then after that was the 15min break i think? i went with MJ and Ruth to get popcorn. IT WAS FRUCKIN SLOW MAN. WE STAYED THERE FOR 20MINS, AND THEY STARTED ALREADY AND NOBODY WOULD GIVE US THE FUCKING POPCORN. we got pissed. x)
when we got back the Barber Shop boys were singing already. and our seats were rearranged once again. MJ went to the other side while Ruth went in first to sit next to Ivan and then i was the last there.
Ivan was hyper. x) laughing like crazy. it was REALLY funny when the slideshow came.
JIS kids lip-synching to Walk Away by Kelly Clarkson. DAMN FUNNY. me and Ivan kept laughing, and Ruth was in between. she was PROBABLY annoyed x) HAHAH. then this American guy probably, Scott Moore it says sand Let Me Entertain You by Robbie Williams. he was reeeally cool, his performance was probably my favourite out of the whole concert. but at the start when he said 'Shake That Ass, COME OVER HERE! ' me and Ivan laughed like SHIIIIT. x)
then these kids started dancing to Hairspray. yeeah.
then this guy, he's supposed to be REEEAL famous and he studied in JIS, Zul F, sang. he was all.. urgh, gay-like. HONESTLY, dont hate me! the way he kept waving at everybody and and yeeeah. Ivan said he was gay for shure. honestly.
then the Orchestra performed once again, then Scott Moore came back to do another song Louie, Louie. it was pretty coo' once more.
then they made this presentation thing from 1997 to now. pictures and stuff. the background song was Mama Mia and Dancing Queen by ABBA. me, ruth and Ivan kind of sang to Dancing Queen. by this time it was 12ish. i was getting eager to get back to schoo.
Zul F came back out to sing You Raise Me Up, and i was like OH GOD NOT HIM AGAIN. Ivan got emotional on this song and i kindof did. :/ reminded me of something. rawr.
then when we thought it was over? because he left, he came back out fruckky. and everyone came out i guess to bow and stuff.
i was frickin eager to get back, and so was Ruth because one?
our bags were still in class. god knows what.
two? my mom would be so frucking pissed at me.
and three? i wanted to see Joel before he left.
it was over and we went single file outside. the bus was nowhere in sight and i ONCE AGAIN NEEDED TO PISS. argh. so i went to the bathroom coming along was Teacher Jojo's daughter and Ivan. we ran because, well we ran x) haha.
when we went back there the bus was there already but some girls were missing in action so i came with Ruth to get them from the bathroom. we went out and went to the bus, i once again sat next to Ruth and Angela sat next to me, the space was all mussed up. during roll call teacher called me umbrella.HAHA. x)
the busride home, Ruth had Your Guardian Angel on repeat once again and then teacher was on the phone. he said we were stuck in traffic, bumper to bumper. we were like.. 'uhh. we're moving freely. teacher ah, lying lying x)'
then Sarah played Alipin by Shamrock, some of us sang along to it. including me. then Ruth used my phone to play Over You by Daughtry.
Ivan wanted Harana by Parokya Ni Edgar and i told him i had it. i played it and handed my phone to him. practically the whole bus was singing along to it man x) we were near schoo' already and it was about.. 12.30? when we got out, Ivan was Bluetooth-ing my phone. but i had to go home. he said on Monday if i could. i went to the school compound Joel was gone, so was Nats but my car was parked. i knew my momma was pissed. i went into schoo' and my brother asked me where i was going and i said to get my bag. he said it was in the car so i went. i was wondering how on earth he got my stuff. as predicted, my mom was pissed. but nothing too drastic thank god. aaand yeeah. so in the end, i got cred in my phone as Joel sent me $4 :DDDD
i found out where my brother got my bag. from Joel.
AND, i ate fish for lunch. MWAHA.

in other news, Miho and Gibaek FINALLY get together in Unstoppable Wedding AND, the ex has posted more shit.
nothing drastic, thank god.

this is how she rolls; 2.34pm

"lalala."

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, March 7, 2008 [ 8:58 PM ]

rawr. im bored. i dunno what to saysay. lalala.
i miss Aikks. i miss Chels. i miss Eddie Chu. i miss Jihah. i miss Lizzie. i miss Rcheller. i miss Barry. i miss Faizshah. i miss Kuya Hazmi. i miss Jasmine. i miss Zat. i miss Andy. i miss Sia. i miss Anando. i miss Mussabers. i miss Qawi. i miss Alim. rawr.

i want a serenade. HAHA. i dunnoe why x]

la la la.

mahilig sha magcurl ng eyelash

oh my gosh

pag galit nakataas ang kilay.

kailangan mo mag watch out

kung ang jowa mo ay badang.

bading, bading ang dating.

Nandito na si chito, si Chito Miranda.

nandito na si Kiko, si Francis Magalona.

nandito rin si Glocnyne, wala shang apelido.

mag babaksakan dito in 5, 4, 3, 2..

THIS SONG IS COO. HAHAHAHHAHA. XP i dont know the title but tis coo'. x] Francis Magalona is coo. haha. and it ends like this

im Pedro Basuraman

i live in teh garbage can

i went to my auntie

and punit her pantie

im Pedro Basuraman!

honestly, incredibly stupid. but funny. HAHAHHAHA. x]

1. Who took your profile picture?- i did.
2. Exactly what are you wearing rightnow?- a black Banana Republic shirt and shorts.
3. What is your current problem?- ..nothing?
4. Whats the name of the song yourlistening to?- i honestly dont know. HAHA. its like.. 'nandito na si chito, si chito miranda, nandito na si kiko si francis magalona. nandito na si glocnyne, wala shang apelido..' HAHAH. its obviously by Francis Magalona. x]
Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU.
1. Nickname?- ELLS.
2. Eye colour?- Dark brown.
3. Hair colour?- brown.
4. Height?- 4ftsomething. x]
Chapter 3: FAVORITE.
1. Ice cream?- Cookies N Cream. yumyum.
2. Season?- winter and autumn.
5. Food?- i can eat anything, good. haha.
6. Drink?- avocado shakes. x]
7. Pen colour?- black.
8. Store?- hmm. adont really care.
9. Person?- 4th.Aichella's.2Aers.Shaggertons/Wanker98's.Iballa/Oca clan. :]]
Chapter 4: DO YOU
1. Write on your hand?- yeah, but i have to rub it off before i get home or my mom will kill me.
2. Call people back?- shure?
3. Believe in love?- Not at first sight.
Chapter 5: HAVE YOU
1. Kissed someone in the pass 48 hours?- nope.
2. Do you love him/her?- who? sorry, i love 4th. :]
3. Had PHYSICAL therapy?- no?
5. Taken painkillers?- yeeah.
6. Overdosed on pain killers?- atried.
7. Been stung by a bee?- not that i know?
8. Threw up in a doctors office?- athink so? haha.
9. Do you have a crush on anyone?- yeah?
10. Do they know?- yeah. :]
Chapter 6: WHO'S/WHAT'S THE LAST.
1. Person to text you?- Natasha.
2. Thing you touched?- the backspace button. x]
3. Thing you said?- "HE'S PEDRO BASURAMAN!"
5. Person you talked to on the phonewith?- Joel.
6. Last book you read?- Voices by Sue Mayfield.
7. Last time you cleaned your room?- ah, this morning.
8. Last time you talked to someone youlike?- hmm. like, MSN? this afternoon? on the phone? last night. face to face? yesterday? adunno.
9. Last place you went?- living room?
10. Last time you got drunk?- adont get drunk.

this is how she rolls; 9.32pm

"jollibee's a fat bee wearing a suit. HAHA. x]"

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, March 5, 2008 [ 8:37 PM ]

Today, i molested Fang Yi..
this is how Fang Yi wanted me to start my blog. MWAHAHA. x]
and her reply's already written down! it says..

No i didnt.. -___-
the past few days you try to 'Get Together' with me -____-
you're also bisexual. -____-

MWAHA. x] didnt i tell you it was all in your head? you're the one attracted to me. not me to you. its this psychological problem you have. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. apakannz! joking wah, fungi. xPP
so in case you were wondering, no i didnt molest Fang Yi. that's just wrong in so many ways. HAHA.
today, actually started off reeeeally average. yeah-huh.
i forgot my Maths PMB book. andthen for English we just did corrections. break, was okayokay la. so-so. :] then it was.. Geography. stuff about Farming. then PE, in which we spent in class doing our Geo HW. eh, boring jua. then during BM, it got fuuun. HAHA. x]
i sat with Diqah during BM even if i usually move to Nat's side during BM because well, today is Karangan day. i absolutely suck eggs at Karangan. anyways while teacher gave us paper stuff to stick, Fang Yi was hangin' at the back with Audrey as usual. and yeah, we made up stupid stuff, it was REEEAL fun. i cant say everything we did la but we made jokes and stuff funnyfunny shit. haha.
and her & Audrey have this Pretty Song that i oh-so wish i had a video of for oyu all to see. it was so stupid. its like the lyrics of that song by Britney Spears 'Im A Slave For You.' the start you know.
you know the one get it here, get it here, oh, get it here, get it here, oh *ha, ha, ha.
the *ha ha ha thing was heavy breathing by the way. HAHA. anyway, during the 'oh' parts it waslike they move their heads at the same time and the heavy breathing part they move their heads back and forth. FUNNY man. haha. x]]
and she and me said stuff three times in a row. like 'cool, cool, cool' haha. yeeeah. Diqah helped with the K-ngan of course. then we went to the waiting shed. i was whining for ice creeeeam and Nats waszlike 'you'll get it, you'll get it just be patient.' i gave my bag to my brother, since like i was stayin' back for Com Extra Classes. and then i went ot change with Nats. i wanted to change my track pants to my capri shorts but Nats wazslike 'NO.' so yeah. haha. x]] then we ate lunch, i bout Nasi Goreng she bought Nasi Lemak we ate at the canteen. then when we got back to the waiting area everyone was preeeetty much gone haha. so we walked to the pasar, there. on the way, i got missed calls and messages that Nats teased me about :PP haha. so we got Pepsi Twist's each. and we walked back to schoo'. the Ice Cream truck was no longer there and Nats was like 'uh-oh dont go ballistic.' HAHA. :]] yeeah. and then and then, she felt bad for me for me not getting ice cream so we walked back to the pasar there so that she could buuuuy me ice cream. haha. x] but then i didnt buy ice cream since there were SOAS guys there. yeeeeah. haha. im not so good with those types. so we sat on one of the tree-ish thinggy's. haha. and we heart-to-heart-ed with our Pepsi Twist. welll actually, Nats finished hers loooong time ago :PP
yeah, she was talking about her KCLS, eh eh. haha. and i was drinking my Pepsi Twist like a MAD woman and she was like 'oh my god whats wrong with you?' and then i swallowed and i said.. 'Pepsi, good.' HAHA. you know in a sorta advertising commercial waay. HAHA. x] and then yeeeah. a'burped REEEAL LOUD. whee. Nats was like, where's your manners? haha. we went back to schoo'. and went to the canteen cos Nats wanted mashed potatoes. yeeah, while i changed into my shorts. haha. then we went to the waiting area which was DESERTED and heart-to-hearted. i bitched on my ex. she listened. i spoke of #4, she teased. HAHA. x] she picture-ed me, i insisted.haha.
then we went to the canteen area again and we wanted to see if they were in or not. Miss Beth went out and waslike 'you're not wearing uniform eh eh eh.' haha. x] we went in, everyone was Friendster-ing. then class started and we did our PMB proj. everyone chose the Healthy Lifestyle thing. easy peasy. rightright. and thennn yeeeah, it was like
Farman: t'cher! such a coincidence i search for Healthy Lifestyle and one come up 'Healthy Lifestyle for Harry Potter'.
Class: 'urrrgh, Faaarrmann.'
Nats: youur waaay too obssesed
Farman: i dont support Harry Potter! i support Voldemort!
Ells: what, the guy with no nose?
Class: no, no! he's got a fish nose! *laughs.
yeeeah. haha. x] then we went home, i walked home with the brother :DD

so i have this HUUUUUGE liking towards acoustic songs now. ESPECIALLY by Parokya Ni Edgar.
my favourites? One and Only You, Gitara and Harana.
i sooo wanna hear How To Write A Love Song. :]]
so here are the lyrics. i absolutely love the lyrics. shuper tamis. HHAA. x] enjoy.

Bakit pa kailangang magbihis

Sayang din naman ang porma

Lagi lang namang may sisingit

Sa tuwing tayo'y magkasama

REFRAIN:

Bakit pa kailangan ng rosas

Kung marami namang mag-aalay sayo

Uupo nalang at aawit

Maghihintay ng pagkakataon

CHORUS:

(Hayaan/Pagbibigyan) na lang silang

Magkandarapa na manligaw sayo

Idadaan nalang kita sa awitin kong ito

Sabay ang tugtog ng gitara Idadaan nalang sa gitara

yes, quite short. but the song isnt really. Parokya has this thing where they repeat lyrics and shtuff. still awesome :DD ooh, sorry non-tagalog-ers. i cant translate i find the words.. complicated to explain :P sorrry.

and there's this other song we've become crazy about. its actuallly reeeally funny. it isnt by Parokya its by Francis M. its called Bading Ang Dating. yeeah. HAHA. x] here's the lyrics.

ah crikey-it. i cant find the lyrics. dammit. you go search, its funnyfunny. if possible hear the song x] haha. ba-buye-buye.

Quote of The Day:

Fang Yi: ELLA, ELLA, ELLA.

Ells: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH?

Fang Yi: GLUE, GLUE, GLUE.

Ells: OKAY, OKAY, OKAY.

Cikgu Nilam: EH, jangan jalan jalan jalan!

[EH, dont walk around, walk around, walk around!]

*Fang Yi, Ells, Sadiqah and Audrey laugh.

Fang Yi: eh, copycats ba. HAHHAHA. x]

HAHA. stupid man. and Cikgu Nilam was like so far away from us, she was across the room and she said it thrice like us. :PPPPP funny funny. and oh another one!

Sadiqah: what time is it?

Ells: its summertime.

Sadiqah: still summer time is it?

Ells: i think its winter.

Sadiqah: still winter? HAHA.

Fang Yi: what time is it?

*Ells and Sadiqah laugh.

Okay, not so funny. but it was to us. HAHHA. Fang Yi was like 'why are you all laughing at me?' haha. x]

this is how she rolls; 9.32pm

":DD survey."

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, March 4, 2008 [ 8:38 PM ]

****Random*****

who are you?

- I'm Ells.
how tall are you?

- last time i checked i was 148cm, which is about 4 foot something?
what time were you born?

- i remmeber in my birth certificate at around 2-6am? haha. x]
were you a planned child?

- ooh, adunnoe x]
what is the best thing to ever happen to you?

- hmm. the best thing is definitely.. meeting the people alove :]
whats the weirdest thing you have ever done?

- ooh, i remember when i was around 4 or 5 i think? i was playin in the beach and i had a fistful of sand on my right hand and my left hand was empty, and my Auntie Judy put some food on my left hand and in confusion, maybe adunnoe, i stuffed my right hand into my mouth and swallowed a mouthful of sad. euuch. x]
how do you want to live?

- hmm. call me boring, but im not the type of person who'd like to stand out. im not big on attention, i absolutely mellow out in the prescence of attention actually, so i guess i'd like to blend in with the crowd, but definitely have fun too's :]]
what is the best thing about life?

- ooh, definitely love of all kinds :] the one you have with your friends, with your bestfriends, with your family and of course the guy. HAHAHA. x] but after that comes Cookies N Cream Ice Cream! yeayeayea x]
what is one thing that would make your life feel worthless?

- without the people innit, i'd feel absolutely worthless.
are you happy right now?

- im well thank you :)
what is something you would like to change?

- ooh, i'd like to change my grades definitely. i wanna go up, up and away with them :DD. and also, a bit of my appearance. grow my hair [colour it, hopefully xD], lose weight. y'know. aknow you all expecting me to wanna change my height, but im happy with how tall[short] i am. :]
*Dreams*

what is the weirdest dream you have ever had?

- ooh, the weirdest dream i remmeber is actually.. the one where kuya was tryin' to kill me. :S it wasnt so much scary, as weird really.
what is the best dream you have ever had?

- i dont remember all my dreams, but right now my best dream is definitely that dream that makes me smile like an idiot. x] this dream, i keep to myself. no people, nothing gatal eh. haha.
do you believe dreams can come true?

- the dreams we're talking about now? maybe adunnoe. but like goals and stuff? yes, if we put our mind to it.
if so which one would you most like to see come true?

- hmm. defnitely i'd love to live in NYC, study journalism in NYU. then i'd gain a high paying job as a journalist/writer in a magazine or newspaper or such :] my absolute dream.
have ever had a dream about making out with a member of your family?

- oh, thank goodness no. :P
how many dreams have you had about killing someone?

- HAHA. freeaky. not one. yet. :P
*relationships*

are you in one?

- ask #4 yeayeayea, i am. ;D
do you love the person you are with?

- but of course, i do :DDD like like..as much as the distance from waaay up there to waaay down there.. apakanz :P
have you ever dated someone and then regreted it?

- ooh, yeah :S
kissed someone and regreted it?

- HAHAHHAHAHHA. XP
french kissed anyone?

- XP
do you like someone?

- yeah a'do :] well, i love 'im soo yeah. haha.
do they like you?

- haha! a'hear he does! x]
in a relationship whats most important to you? looks, personallity, success

- definitely, the personality.
who was the weirdest person you have dated?

- haha, i wont name la. if then so kesian ba. HAHA. :PP
would you date somoeone of the same sex?

- no thank you.
why or why not?

- im not in anyway, attracted to the same sex.
are you a good flirt?

- HAHA. adunno. x] im gonna say im PREEEETTY corny when i flirt. haha.
whats your favorite pickup line?

-"Baby did you fart? cos you blow me away!!"HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. paluii jua. x]
write something weird about your relationship status???

- ahh. we dont talk much in public x] HAHAHAH. :PP
*Sex*

have you done it?

- naww.
when did you first lose your virginity?

- i havent lost it, and not planning to anytime soon :]]
why?

- oh, because im fourteen. and because, its not good. eh, haha.
do you watch porn?

- no, i dont :S
how often?

- never?
ever had sex with someone of the same sex?

- that, my friend, is sick. disgusting. urgh.
would you have sex with a member of your family for $2 million?

- oh god, that is absolutely sick. please, have some sense people.
if you could get away with raping any one person who would it be?

- HAHA. raping? i wouldnt wanna do it. im a gooood girl. HAHA. and its against the law.
would you have sex with the either cartoon character from the Corpse Bride?

- uh. no. haha.
have you ever eaten someone out?

- no?
what is the kinkyest thing you hve ever done?

- XP
have you ever flashed your privates?

- nope.
ever waxed your privates?

- i dont have the guts. haha. x] so no. haha.
given or received a blowjob?

- urgh. no?
are you sick of these questions?

- haha. their under the right category x]
*Death*

how many have you known that have died?

- around.. four.
were you close to any of them?

- three of them were super close family members and one of them, a good friend.
have you had a near death experience?

- yeah :/
if you could get away with killing one person who would it be?

- HAHA. adunnoe. bitches maybe x]
how do you want to die?

- uh. i dont know. x]
what method would you use to commit Suicide?

- pills probably, no physical pain inflicted on you :] but y'know, i'd never do that.
if one of your friends murdered you who would you want it to be?

- uh. weird question eh. haha. adunnoe. x]
*Choices*

would you rather have, true love and no money or be lonely and rich?

- True love and no money. my family was practically built on that. :]
would you rather live in prison for life or the death sentence?

- urgh. prison for life.
if you had only 3 months to live what would you do?

- oh god. i dont want to answer this.
*Looks*

are you happy with your appearance?

- im just OKAY with it, there's still things i'd love to change.
what is the first thought that comes to mind when you see a hot girl?guy?

-'whoa, they look good.' haha. yeah.
what makes someone attractive in your oppinion?

- hmm. you know, the way they dress. awesome smile. nice hair. and the way the, you know, act la. you can just tell what kind of person they are.
pick 6 weird facts about your self...

1 i like the smell of hot water. HAHAHHA. x] aknow you all are like, what? hot water has a smell? HHAHA. but there is! ijust cant explain x]

2 people's first impression of me is that im Chinese. AS IN EVERYYYYONE. HAHA. im not, im Pinoy x] yeah im about a quarter Chinese, but im Pinoy born and bred. :DD

3 when i was Form 1; i used to hug everything and anything that had a pulse. HAHAHA. even strangers. x]

4 i bite on things alot :P if my hair were longer, i'd probably bite on that too. haha.

5 i like to wear my brother's shirts. as in shirts that are waaaay too big for me which has some kind of coo' print on the front :D

6 my Aunt shaved my head when i was around 6 or 7 back in the Phils and had to go to school bald. i know right :S

"the claws are out."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 3:31 PM ]

oy, you. you know who the fuck you are. fuck you.
you trash me in Friendster, i have the right to trash you here as well.
look at who's being a little bitch.
and look at what the little bitch is saying about me.

If your feeling hard broken and your exblocks you in msn or yahoo or
whateverand have a new bf and broke a promiseyou made together....EAT MANY MANY
ICE KACANG!!!

if you wonder where your ex is when youneed comfort.....EAT
MANY MANY ICE KACANG!!!
if you feel like choking the living crapoutta your ex...EAT MANY MANY ICE
KACANG!!!
If your ex is still alive when she/heshould be dead for the lies and
torturedshe/he put you through chill and...EAT MANY MANY ICE KACANG

one, its actually not my fault im not there. well, yeah it is. but its you ended it. and you're being a pathetic little bitch about it all.
two, ive blocked you because you trash me in Friendster. you piss me off. i hate you.
and three, instead of wishing im dead or whatever, why dont you just enjoy the fact that im out of your life and never will be in it again. why do you keep bringing it up? ig et it you hate me. i now hate you too for all the things you've said about me. lets leave it at that and if we ever see eachother again, god forbid, lets just not care of how the other is doing and get on with our lives. i dont need you in mine. i dont. so fuck you, and remember you too had tortured me in our relationship. fuck you. enjoy your remaining life without me in it, i sure as hell know i will.

fuck you. and your ice kacang.

"infinity plus one."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, March 3, 2008 [ 9:11 PM ]

so here, i was bored and i was so not in the mood to study so i TRIED to write a song.
or at least, lyrics. x) i dont have a tune to it yet. ho'well. i dont even know if its a song. x] it just rhymes. HAHA.

its freezing, thanks classroom aircons

you never fail to make me feel like im stuck in an igloo.

the teacher's reciting uber-important stuff

but all my thoughts keep coming back to you.

oh screw it, im never gonna get an A.

i know right, oh yay.

as my teacher goes on and on about flower anatomies

our last conversation comes to mind

we were talking about our favourite flowers

and little plants and leaves of all kinds.

random, i know right.

but oh,

how lovely it is to be drunk with moments of your-hand-in-mines.

we may as well be king and queen of our own little world

prince and princess of random conversations

archduke and countess of oh-so-happy-together's.

the couple with absolutely no complications.

why dont we make them call us 'your highnesses' for infinity plus one

lets just hope they'll cry when we're gone.

sucks how far apart they put our seats

Miss Virgin-for-life's just jealous of how happy we are

or our plans to piss her off actually work

whatever, this is so the time for a getaway car

lets drive away, to our own little world

where its lastnight all over again.

its half an hour into our conversation and suddenly the line goes dead

my credit reads zero dollars, zerozero cents

the clock reads 4am, you'll find me halfway to the oak tree

where you'll be putting up our tents.

our tale is epic, they'll cry when we're gone.

okay, the rhyming's not so good, but im no good at that x]]

the half-an-hour-into-the-conversation thing?

haha, i write from experience rightright ;]] HAHA.

this is how she rolls; 9.31pm

"miss crankypants."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, March 2, 2008 [ 8:49 PM ]

so, ive got my knickers in a twist. im in a bad mood. and i feel like crying. ARGH.

im miss crankypants at the moment.

so one, no i do not want to cut my hair its short enough as it is and i'd then look like someone who wishes they were a dude and i'd look like shit. so please do not force me to do something i do not want to do yes?

unless you feel like being bitched at. or sweared at. because you have no idea how unbelievably close i am to doing so nowadays.

my phone's all fucky. i have one more reason to hate the damn thing. i can call and message and whatever. just not to that one person that i message regularly. adunnoe, hopefully the damn thing will fix itself soon yes?

dont screw with her right now, she's not in the mood.

this is how she rolls; 9.05pm