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"damned battery charger."

ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, March 1, 2008 [ 9:03 PM ]

i cannot believe im saying this, but you know what i hate about my phone right now?

a) the frucking thing wont charge, unless i connect it with my USB whatever which makes it uber-slow. argh.
b) the earphones wont frucking work, so i have absolutely no interest to listen to music on my phone right now
c) since im not getting songs weekly from Eddie Chu via his pendrive anymore, the music on my phone is uber-boring.
~~d) ive been too lazy to use the Disc2Phone thing to put reasonable songs into my phone.~~
wait, 'd' shouldnt even be there. scratch that.

argh. im so annoyed nowadays i run on next-to-nothing battery y'know.

so my brother's going through this Simple Plan phase, in which its Simple Plan, EVERYWHERE. ugh. i swear, if i hear ANYMORE Simple Plan, i will go nuts.
i mean, i like them and all y'know just as much as the next person but a person can only take so much Simple Plan.
even i was never like this with Fall Out Boy.
when he wakes up in the morning; school day or not, he on's my stereo and puts Simple Plan on. then when we get back from schoo', Simple Plan AGAIN. then in the afternoon/evening, SIMPLE PLAN. and then, when we're dozing off to sleep Simple Plan plays in the background.
and what sucks about all this? it goes down in MY ROOM. MY DOMAIN. ARGH.
so i set some boundaries just now. as he came into my room ready to turn my stereo on, yet again.
i went to the point and said 'no Simple Plan, PLEASE.' and he walked away, the CD in his hand and that look of absolute annoyance on his face. he went to play it in his room. HIS ROOM. you see, he has his own room with his PS2 and a TV and a DVD/VCD/CD player, an aircon and a perfectly comfortable bed.
yet he bunks with me. he uses my stereo. and his stuff are all over my room. im getting the tiniest bit sick of it.
no scratch that, im getting really sick of it. yeah. :/

wooah, this entry's getting ~~bitchy~~ frucky. HAHA. thats my new word, caused by one of my attempts to cut on the swearing. HAHA. fruckyfruckyfruckfruck. you see? haha. but i dont think i can go any longer really. haha.

so,todayy's a Saturrdayy. 1st of March. but since, there wasnt a 30th of February, me and Joel decided to celebrate our monthsary today :DD whee. haha. 1 month baby ;DD awoke up to a miss call from him and later that morning while i was getting ready for schoo', a text message wishing me a happy monthsary :DD shweet.
so like, first it was Sci. went to the lab to do practicals. i was in Sarah's group which was Siew, Anisah, Natasha, Warren, Mushaf and Me. the ruler thingy kept hitting Mushaf. cos it kept goin' round and round and roung. y'know like.. a clock, the ruler's the hand's there. yeah, it was that way, but a straight one. ahha. yeah, and teacher took pictures. then it was Eng, me and Sadiqah thought it was free period cos Miss Bheng had one of those appointments y'knoww. and i spent like, 15mins trying to read what ic ould of Millie's Fling [finished it by the way, awesome! :DD ] and then Teacher Apiza told us there was work to do. aww. then it was MIB, i sat with Nats. she confiscated my phone and read my messages while the teacher was going on and on. i was like 'what the hell? why oyu looking at my messages? stopit!' and she was like sticking her tongue out and 'its the duty of a bestfriend to read her bestfriends messages to see if her boyfriend has said something wrong so she can kick his ass.' i was like.. 'uhh.. okay?' and yeah. i couldnt get it back, the teacher would come and see the phone and byebye phone y'know. so yeah.
and then it was breeeak, in which Nats spent most of the time mussing my hair, and wheneevr i attempt to look normal she goes again. at one point i said 'ay, fuckit i wont bother anymore'. and she stopped. then i fixed and she mussed again. HAHA x]] then it was Commy.
we had to use the QBASIC and stuffs, and yeah it was uber boring at first then it got fun when it came to the Convo's, y'know when you program a conversation to every response? HAHA. i made stalker-gay convo's and asked Fang Yi and Nats to try it out. then it was Commerce. dudes were being punished outside and Teacher Apiza waszlike 'whoever looks outside, sits on the floor.' by the end of the class, Feefah, Erick and Izzat ended up on the floor. :P going homer's time Nats was holding me and calling Joel's name out loud x] i expected that. HAHA. andthen he hugged me and then i waited for my sundo. while receiving messages and missed calls from Joel :P he was somewhere around there, i just couldnt really see him. HAHA.
and then when i went home, it was like my dad is going through this thing where he brings workers around to fix stuff in our house. and there's ALOT of mess around which my mom hates. and yeah i had to help her with it the whole afternoon. :/ yeah, i was really really tired and trying not to let my mom burst cos she was about to, she always does when we have a cleaning spree. sooo yeah. im proud, she didnt burst on me. whee :D
i finished Millie's Fling, as mentioned. i absolutely loved the ending. but got SORTA annoyed when Hugh went over to confess his love for Millie and he confessed it to Hester, who was wearing Millie's gorilla suit and Millie was in London with Orla. ARGH. i waszlike ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH, WRONG PERSON WRONG PERSON.
and then Millie calls him in the middle of the night to tell her she's moving to London but she's not, she just tells him because if she tells him then she will move cos she cant stand being with him but not WITHOUT him gets? and then he goes all quiet. then the next day he shows up at the hotel and convinces her that London's boring. in her see-through nightie. and yeah. wheee :D HAPPY ENDING. haha.

soo, yeah and here i am :DD ima post my gay-stalkerlike programmed convo now as my Quote of THe Day. HAHA.

whats yo name?

[response]

really? whoa my name is [what-you-responded] too's!

[response]

and guess what, it's love at first sight ;]] can i have your number?

[response]

really? funny thats my phone number too!

[response]

do you have a boyfriend?

[response]

oh, im in love with you! i know im a girl, and your a girl but i dont give a damn!

[response]

cantchu feel the spark? the CONNECTION? what are you doing?

[response]

ooh i know you're [whatchu responded] i can see you from your window!

[response:] ah, psycho freak get away from me.

but remember, you're mine! MWAHAHAHHA. x]]

NOTE: i was feeling extremely psycho-ed at the time, i AM NOT LESBIAN. or BISEXUAL as Fang Yi says.

cheeeeeeeeeers!

this is how she rolls; 10.09pm

"Jill Mansell's."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, February 28, 2008 [ 2:30 PM ]

current read? Millie's Fling by Jill Mansell. hence, the title of my blog.
alove her books, she's got that brit flair y'know? and her excessive use of the word 'Bugger' and 'Fuck'. HAHA. whee, i can so relate.
so, today's the. what i dont know anymore, fuckit ba so malas to even press a button on my phone to check the date. i swear, the only way i'd get all excited on clickyclicking on my phone again is if i receive a text message from Joel.

this morning when i went to schoo' Nats gave me a pleasant surprise this book by Jill Mansell.
adunno how she knows i love this author, especially her books but it was definitely an awesome thing to get x)
and so, i proceeded to give her the dvd i promised to borrow her, Juno. actually, she wanted both 27 Dresses and Juno but i only gave Juno because, you know my mom la she gets so pissed off at the littlest things. and yeah, her temper no good ma' if i tell her i borrowed the 27Dresses without her watching it GODKNOWS what could happen :/
and so we had classes. English first waszit? yeah it was. we didnt do too much, just the thingythingy of the Mock Exam.

and then we had Maths, ohgod save the queen you know im so malasmalas to study Maths now. all the fhuckyfhucky numbers and such. urghh. anyways, teacher Binoy proceeded to go on and on about the circles and such while i mad randomrandom conversation with Nats and went semi-crazy? HAHA. yeah. because i went to sitsit with herr and this is what happens when i sit next to Nattatatasha.

honestly, yesterday we spent the last two periods well MOST OF IT talking about asses. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. its so fhucky stupid man. x) she started talking about small asses and then we started to compare asses in our class, the guys one. and we wouldnot stop laughing i swear, we were psycho. and even on our way to the waiting area place we kept stumbling and suchand shit because we were laughing so fuckin' hard and yeah even when she went farfarfar from me, one look at eachother and we burst out laughing. HAHA. so she finally went over to me bcause her brother was talkingtalking there. and yeah we laughed. again. that was when i got my clips back AND a hug from boyfriend :DD Nats said it was shweet. and so it was, real sweet :DD and yeah i went home :PP

now today, was quite diffrent. all i did was talk about the Sarah Silverman vids and such and yeah. and out of boredom most probably today we made a new expression. like when someone badmouths you there you say
'oh go reproduce!' i dont see exactly whats so offending but yeah. x]] iwaszlike 'go reproduce with your KCLS & #39!' and she waszlike 'no, they're like so farfarfar. you go reproduce he's right across the yard!' and i waszlike 'eh fuckit la, i didnt mean LITERALLY, i was just trying the insult out.' HAHAHAHHA. yeah. stupid. and then we argued when i asked for something that she wouldnt give. and then when i went all pretend-mad and said 'fine, then!' she waszlike 'aww your so cute when your angry' and handed me what i was begging fo' x) .we may not have been laughing as hard as we were the day before, but we were laughing hard enough to worry about Teacher Binoy going all bitch on us because of us not paying attention. and yeah we were the only one to bitch on in the class cos the class was preeetty much goodygoody right then and me and Nats were the only one who was making enough noise to piss a teacher off. :PPPP and then Nats pulled out her perfume and sprayed me. URGH. i smelled like some, some.. over-perfumed 40something woman. yoikes. if you dont know, im not too keen on pink, perfume or nice little frilly dresses. in other words, im not too much of a girlygirl.

and then it was breeeak. in which we did our usuals. i talked to Nats while she ate and she kept threatening to steal my boyfriend from me in which she received responses that made her pity me badly even though aknew she wazznt gunna do it, she'd never hurt me x) and Hannah came over for a while. then when Nats finito'ed she went back to class and she took her perfume. next thing i knew SPRAYSPRAYSPRAYSPRAY. urgh. on me, no less. now i was an over-perfumed ~~40something~~ x) oh god save the queen how much fun she had spraying on me. and mussing my hair. and stealing my clips. from my hair. bleh :PP then Fang Yi kept coming up to me and pushing me you know in that way and saying 'WHATS YOUR PROBLEM HUH HUH?' and i returned the favour. she was always the one to walk out x) HAHA. but she kept starting it. HAHA. in the end Nats was like 'would you stop with the bitchfighting?' and i salute her because my wrists were red. you know when Fang Yi was holding my wrists to kindof keep me from doing something that might inflict any damage on her haha. to give effect that this was a 'real' fight. riiiiiight. APAKANZ. haha.

then we had Commerce, y'know. discussing and such. then we went over to Com in which teacher explained stuff to us and we found out of the Banana Plan. x) not dropping names, but i hear its gunna go down tomorrow in which the everyone assigned, y'know, gonna proceed to kick some guys 'banana' while one of those assigned covers his eyes. riiiiight. i HIGHLY HIGHLY doubt its gunna go down x) HAHA. and it seems im involved. HAHA.

so then Geo was, aight la. y'know nothing too interesting to blog about. except of course the constantconstant interruptions of people and the PA system of Miss Chin's teaching. she's like the main target to make announcements on because her periods are on last periods. HAHA. its entertaining to watch y'know. x) and one of them was Joel, adunnoe Sadiqah was laughing x)

and then go homehome times. yeah, Nats pulled me there and Joel said hi. Nats was pulling me through a place that i couldnt cross because, well it wasnt meant to be crossed on x) then she went home, then i started Millie's Fling. and Hannah came along to tell me something and was unsatisfied with my response. oh trust me, i was responding. on the inside in order not to make a fool of myself. HAHAHA. stooppid.and then i go go go home. x)

so yeah, i wanna give this kind of warning to someone that Nats will kick your ass if you wont do something thats beneficial [APAKANZ XP] to me on.. saturday? HAHA. x) yeah. she said it constantly enough that i felt i should warn you. HAHHAHAHAHAHHA. stoopid.

Random Quotes of the Day:

Nats: oh, god. im going to tell Joel your crazy.
Ells: not if i tell him first! MWAHAHHAHAH. wait, what?
*Nats and Ells TRIES to stifle their laughs.
Lafuz and Aine [sitting in front of us]: quiet ba! SHHH. teacher will marah again ba!

*Nats just finishes re-scribbling 'I <3 KCLS' on her table.
Ells: what about #39? where is he there?
Nats: hmm. well there's a number '3' there! and you square that to get a 9! so put it together, 39! he's in there somewhere see?! HHAHAHA. xP
*Nats proceeds to write 3. 3x3=9. 3+9= 39! on her desk.
Ells: oh god, you know the afternoon class are Primary2's? their gonna learn wrongly when you put 3+9 is 39 there.
*Nats sticks her tongue out.

HAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH.

to make it clear, quotes posted here were not made up from my head. it really was quoted from my day.
so, i really do have dumb blonde and funny funny moments as said in these quotes. HAHHAHAHA. x)

this is how she rolls; 3.27pm

"Sarah Silverman and Jimmy Kimmel spoof's x)"

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, February 27, 2008 [ 8:07 PM ]

so like, im a constant watcher of The Daily 10. and i love the videos those celebrities make.
right now my favourtie? the Sarah Silverman vs. Jimmy Kimmel spoof's. FUNNY SHIT. HHAHA
Matt Damon and Ben Affleck are in on it too. and i was watching just now and you know Seth Rogan, the dude who wrote Superbad, he made a spoof with some girl i never saw.
the girl was like 'im fucking Seth Rogan.' and Seth Rogan was like 'she's fucking Seth Rogan' and then she was like 'and now i cant stop' in a sarcastic way. HAHAHAH. x)

here's the deal. Jimmy Kimmel, he's a comedian actually, he said something kind-of insulting to Matt Damon you know. jokingjoking la. and so
Matt Damon got revenge, with help from Jimmy Kimmel's girlfriend, Sarah Silverman. she's really funny man, like Superbad funny x) you know, sick twisted but really funny? yeah.
so Sarah Silverman and Matt Damon made a video. its like Sarah Silverman singing about her fucking Matt Damon and not thinking about Jimmy Kimmel the whole time. HAHA. and Matt Damon was there confirming everything.

Jimmy Kimmel got revenge. in a more homosexual way. this time? he's fucking Ben Affleck. HAHA. the video was so gay.

by the way, none of the videos feature nudity. just really really heavy swearing. HAHA.
here's the Sarah Silverman link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KUowJzpgxs

and here's the Jimmy Kimmel link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGa29kPBbp4&feature=related

watch it, enjoy. and laugh your fucking ass off. yeayeayea. x)

Sarah Silverman: Im fucking Matt Damon.
Matt Damon: in the bed, on the floor, on a towel by the door, in the tub, in the car, up against the mini-bar!

"the saddest song in the universe."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, February 25, 2008 [ 9:38 PM ]

so like, im so fruckin' malasmalas to post about my day :PP

long story short, i just bought the new Simple Plan Album. my brother listened to it while i was listening from the sidelines. awesome really, actually.
ive taken a liking to When I'm Gone, the acoustic version. its actually better than the one you hear in MTV, i guarantee that much.
and the other song i like, is I Can Wait Forever- Simple Plan.
FRUCK IT MAN, ITS THE SADDEST SONG IN THE FRUCKING FRUCKING UNIVERSE.
FUCK IT.

the first time i heard the first line and the title,
i fruckin went close to tears man. god, im so sensitive man. its his fault. he's broken me. and whenever i fix myself, something just comes reminding me. GOD.
here's the lyrics, see if you can relate.
god, the lyrics matter man. read it. and listen to it, ive linked it there. cheers.

Artist: Simple Plan lyrics

Album: Simple Plan

Year: 2008

Title: I Can Wait Forever
You look so beautiful today,

when your sitting there it's hard for me to look away.

So I try to find the words that I could say.

I know distance doesn't matter, but you feel so far away.

and I can't lie but everytime I leave my heart turns gray,and I,

wanna come back home to see your face and I,cuz I just cant take it!

Chorus 1:

Another day without you with me,

is like a blade that cuts right through me,

but I can wait I can wait forever

when you call my heart stops beating,

but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding

I can wait I can wait forever...

You look so beautiful today its like everytime I turn around I see your face.

the thing I miss the most is,

waking up next to you!

when I look into your eyes,

man I wish that I could stay.

and I can't lie, but everytime I leave my heart turns gray.

and I, I wanna come back home to see your face and I,cuz I just cant take it!

Chorus 2:

Another day without you with me,

is like a blade that cuts right through me

but I can wait I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

when you call my heart stops beating,

but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding

but I can wait I can wait I can wait forever...

I know it feels like forever,

guess that's just the price I gotta pay.

but when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better (makes it better)

til that day theres nothing else that I can do,

and I just cant take it!...

[Repeat Chorus 2]

I can wait forever,

i can wait forever

i can wait forever.

argh, fruck it. sad sad song man. siiiighs. boyfriend, cheer me up? :DD

this is how she rolls; 9.48pm

"ah, screw it."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 3:19 PM ]

im writing SUPERDUPER small now :]] shaboooyah.
and im writing superduper huuuuge now :]]

waitaminute, what thefhuckamma doing again?
ahh screw it. random random. i feel so random now. :PP

so, there is such a thing as a rainbow. APAKAN, I KNEW THAT. what the holeymoley heckk id wrong with me.
rainbows are made when a white light passes through a prism. booya, im smart :DDD

in Yellowcard's album; Paper Walls theres a track Dear Bobbie. i wonder if Bobbie's a dude or a babe. hmmm.
and in the song he's like 'do you remmeber when, how long has it been? 1945 you opened my blue eyes to see a whole new light..'
i honest to blog doubt the lead singer is that old. he doesnt look that old. howell.

ahhh. i have an Aunt, her name is Jinky. :DD its short for Jacqueline. and her daughter is Pia, short for Sophia. so shouldnt Pia be spelt 'Phia'?
and a cousin i call EJ which is short for Eizen Jennifer. :]]
i also have a cousin named Dana, she works now :DDDD
and Dana's sister; Lyka, she and i have exact personalities probably. right now she's 18 and she's probably taking care of her baby son, uh lets hope thats the one thing i wont have in common with her, even if i do love her she is my cousin :DD

so is there a place called Monroeville? cos My Chemical Romance has a song about Early Sunsets over there.

so Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance is the lead singer and he was actually a cartoonist but then decided to change his profession after he realized he wanted something more in his life.
Mikey Way is the bassist and his brother and i think Ray Toro, guitarist, has awesome awesome hair :DDD
especially when he 'rocks on' with his hair. wheeeee.

Hinder's music in Extreme Behaviour is actually pretty cool, the lyrics are really angsty so yeah..

My Chemical Romance's album I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love is most probably the most angsty angsty and screamo album of all. i find. :]

Panic! At The Disco is pretty awesome really. and so is Gym Class Heroes, both bands are produced by Pete Wentz :]

today, i lost one scrunchie and im-too-lazy-to-count hairclips to Natsies crazy antics. and my other scrunchie and hair pins are still with her. it would most probably end up in the hands of Joel soon enough, joining the other stuff that has gone. whoo. im gonna get them back tomorrow :]

this is where the random shit ends x] MAYBE later ill blog about my day.
ciaociaociao. arrivederci. if the spellings all fucked up, im sorry. HAHA.

this is how she rolls; 4.21pm

"shots."

ells ranted on and on about this @Sunday, February 24, 2008 [ 8:39 PM ]

ima bored. ic ant think of nothin' to do.
so ima post some shots for all'a you to seeeee :D:D

i wanna put this first for all the world to see :P :P
its pictures of Barry i took last year when he wuzznt lookin. HAHA.

this is me and my uncle Ricky.
He plays Air Supply over and over again in his room
hence my sortof liking to old Air Supply songs :PP

i took this picture'a Ruth when i was bored. actually it was supposedta be me and her but yeah :PP we were waitin' fo Sultan in the sidewalkk.

and now, im going oldiiiiee~

this one's super oldie, me and my cousins Dana and Eizen.
im actually the youngest 'big sister' of my whole family, including the cousins. Dana's the oldest. :]]