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ells ranted on and on about this @Saturday, September 13, 2008 [ 8:22 PM ]

so like. i just got back from dominating Gadong with Audrey and Andy like, an hour and a half ago, and my feet just totally kills me. i'm extremely grateful i decided against wearing my wedges. :)

today, was absolutely, mind-blowingly, absolutely crazy. like, srsly. i have no idea if i can recall every single moment [i wish i could], but ill try my best in bullets. :D

morning:

Niks hands me 20buckers for her OTH season1.
Jonas Brothers obsessing with Lafus again. eeee, i totally missed that. :) this time, we sang along to Burnin' Up. mhmm. ;) heh.
getting my Malay Karangan Paper 1 finding out i got 45/100. :( I WANTED A PASSING MARK YO.
started reminiscing really really painful memories which made me cry to Aims.
during break time, ran over to the form4 classroom and started sobbing next to Niks. found solace and comfort in Niks and the Boyfie. :)
moving over to my classroom where Andy and Aime were writing up Audrey's card. Andy saw i was upset and comforted me. :)
Com time, i got my paper. like, 65 if not mistaken happy sudah. got a little bit of free period.
Commerce, did Form1 past year questions. also found out about Siew's troubles; ex-boyfriend's suck. seriously.
was compared by Andy to Marshall and Lily, me being Lilly and Joel being Marshall. Marshall being tall and all. i objected cause i thought Lilly was weird and i didnt wanna be Lilly. XD

afternoon:

Audrey tells us specifically to be at DQ in the Mall by 1.45pm, i was there since 1.15 and Andy since 1.45pm. we decided that when Audrey said 'ill be there at 1.45' she meant 'ill be there at 2.30. HAHAHHA cause seriously, that's what time she arrived.
meanwhile, i was surrounded by guys. SERIOUSLY. there was Joel, Andy and Brandon beside me while we were sitting at the floor of The Mall. when mommy passed by she gave me a funny look. heh.
i listened to them ramble on and on about the Rubiks cube, while i hung onto my $9.35 Vampire Knight volume5.
so then, Audrey gets here. and Joel seperates from the group cause he needs to wait for his mom and sister finish their bonding time in the salon. i quote Joel in repeating the same line several times over this afternoon. "how long does it take for a girl to get her hair done?!" quite long, i tell you. quite long.
we go to Food Court, i order California Rolls at Masato and Audrey orders tuna sushi stuff with Sprite, mine with Heaven and Earth. Andy watched us eat.
after eating, on our way out the foodcourt we spot Joel alone by the railings. they LITERALLY kick me in the ass to go talk to him, so i do. me, Joel and his Rubiks cube had a 20-25 minute "date" which mostly consisted of us people-watching everyone underneath and once spotting my Mom, till he spotted his mom and Hannah on the ground floor, leaving bt not before enveloping me into the biggest hug from behind and an i love you. :)
catch up with Andy and Audrey at Dee Jay where Andy's buying DVDs. me and Audrey go downstairs to pee. after heading out the bathroom, Andy's waiting there and when he sees us, retorts "did you guys take a 5 minute piss?" and we explain that we girls are complex and need to touch up on make up and such.
go to Utama Grand to find Audrey's face paint and powder; i helped Andy choose his perfume. it's a girl perfume, and it smells absolutely heavenly :D but its cool too. i quote Andy; what's the use of buying guy perfume when girls dont even like it? so better buy a girls perfume, where you like the smell and they do too! Andy paid for everything. heh.
goes up and down the elevators, COMPLETELY camwhoring the WHOLE time with Dree's cam. crazy man, when we reach the floor we want "ANDY, ANDY CLOSE GO GROUND!" then proceeds to camwhore. when we reach the ground floor we go "ANDY, ANDY CLOSE IT WE GO 3RD FLOOR!" proceeds to camwhore. this goes on for several rounds till we get dizzy and stop. but we do it a second time in the Rizqun elevator.
gets a Chocolate Chip Crepe where we completely take pictures of us eating the stuff. yummy, yes. but the shots were unnecessary. :P Andy paid. :P then i came up with the idea to go Swensens to buy ice cream.
buys ice cream at Swensens, Andy's paying. we bought TWO cones at $3.40 EACH, and Andy only had to pay $3.40. for BOTH our cones. HEH. FUUNNY. goes up to the food court, where we proceed to talk about Scrubs [THEY DO], Grey's Anatomy, and spot people. the most palui scene went leddis.
Andy: you didnt come school today, i brought my external!!
Audrey: [not listening, talking to Brandon.]
Andy: i brought my external!
Audrey: [still not listening, talking to Brandon.]
Andy: i brought my external!
Audrey: [spots Barry and starts talking to him instead.]
JB: i dont think she's listening.
Andy: nevermind, if i say it one more time and she dont listen ill punch her in the face!
Andy: *to Audrey, loudly. I BROUGHT MY EXTERNAL!!!
Audrey: [not listening, talking to Barry.]
*JB & Andy start laughing like MAD.
Audrey; WHAT, WHAT?!
ends up outisde the bookstore, by the bakery with the other form2's. i receive a call from Momma, saying to go to McDo's. says my goooodbyes and leaves.
Momma brings us BACK to The Mall, where she lets me stay with my friends. Audrey, Me and Andy get into a mad race into the elevator to the photo booth with the form2's. my feet hurt like a bitch man!
start posing in the photo booth with Audrey and Andy. HAHAHHAHA, PALUI. all three of us put a good picture and instead we put the magazine cover "HOT BIKINI'S!!!" andy HATES us for that. we have the pictures yo! lovett.
me and Audrey goes home saying our absolute final "i love you's" and goodbyes cause it'd be the last time i'd see her. ever. :(

ugh, i have pictures. ill post them up, when i can. im currently depressed at the fact that Audrey's leaving in 14 days. you, you, you slut! i miss you already. :( PICTURES, WHORE. :)

i fucking love you Audrey Cheong Wei Lin.

three completely unrelated topics?

i tried to relieve my old Facebook account but my computer absolutely lags when i get on the site so, i think im fighting for a lost cause. :(
im supposed to be at YF right now, but i need my rest. i spent the whole day out so yeah, ill be like. there next week. and you'll see me tmrw. :)
i've decided to make it a habit to wear a bra when i go to bed. i know it could prevent them from growing or like [i heard from Kuya Haz] give you cancer [?] but i dont care cause they look absolutely bunched up without a bra and it feels really weird. so yeah, bra's! :)

goobahye.

"restless."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 12:17 AM ]

at 12.18am; i need sleep but i dont want sleep.

my chat-babies arent online, no one to keep me company. i'm sad.

"dear Ate Paths,"

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, September 12, 2008 [ 9:56 PM ]

like, i'm reading your blog all the time and wanting to comment/tag. but due to my seriously sucky internet reliability, it lags when i click on tagboard, hence not enabling me to tag you at all. :(

anywho, i want OTH. season6. NOW. :( i'm sad because of it. but im happy for you spoiling it for me. :D i absolutely love.. Leyton. ;) HAHAHH.

and i'd love to model for you. one day. heh.

i guess thats it, random i know,

love, jb.

"pessimist for a day."

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 8:44 PM ]

i remember, a few Sundays back at YSC [Youth Sunday Classes] we were talking about pessimist's and optimists.
so then, Auntie [Teacher] Annie asks us if we were pessimists or optimists. we asked her how do we know and she came up with this.

when you see a glass that is half filled with water, do you think it is half empty or half full?

apparently, it's a psychological question and she was absolutely shocked to find that most of us were pessimist's, including me. so if you tried to answer the question, here's the verdict.

for those who thought it was half empty, you all are shameless negative pessimist's.
for those who thought it was half full, you guys make me sick cause you are way too happy, positive little optimistic pricks. hurrah for you.

***
so today, for the whole afternoon i was feeling like a bitch. so i decided to take it out on my feet. remember those shoes i complained about for making me feel like a total bitch? those uber-pretty ones? well, i had them on for the whole afternoon. and i am proud to say, i'm not about to chuck them out the smelly old river. in fact, they feel quite pleasant now. well for me, cause they totally boost my confidence cause they look so pretty with my purple toes. :) but my pinky toes absolutely abhor me now. hmpfh. and they decide to punish me by exhibiting how red and bulgy and ugly they are after my stunt to make me feel ugly. eek.

so like, God only knows how many times i've listened to Ultraviolet by The Stiff Dylans today. i think about. 52, or more. or less, entah i dont count. but up till now, im still enjoying it. i know the song inside out now. happy, happy.

i watched the VMA's this afternoon, and i'd like to say that Russell Brand was absolutely hilarious. :) he was too, in Forgetting Sarah Marshall. but i liked him in the VMA's, though it was quite awkward when he started trashing the Jonas Brothers and their purity rings promising to stay virgins for life. he apologized later on. :) i applaud Brit Spears for winning three awards; Best Female, Best Pop and Video of The Year. yet i was quite annoyed when the Jonas Brothers were nominated twice, but didnt win one. i liked the song they performed though, pretty cool.

oh, GOD. i'm getting sick of my pessimist thoughts right now. where is the boyfriend to cheer me up? hmpfh. someone? anyone? eep.

P.S. on a very un-pessimistic note; my toes are a very pretty purple colour. i decided to paint them purple after my Ultraviolet craze. heh.

"charades."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, September 11, 2008 [ 8:38 PM ]

okay, so first off. why am i not able to sign in my Windows Live?
eBuddy too, something up with MSN? i need feedback if if it's just me.

Two Things to Blog About for Today:

major charades playing, resulting in Me, Aime and Ruth developing a trademark based on Michael Phelps. no, not anything insulting. just. really funny. HAHA. i was going to take a picture of us doing our trademarks, but like. i had to go home early. :( eep.
'if you love a woman, tell her that she's a woman.' HAHAHAH. know that song? it's pretty old. heh. it's me and Aime's jokey-joke song. cause the line, is just extremely.. stupid. i bet we got the lyrics messed up. but it'll always be.. our song. HAHAHHAHA.

girls go to the bathroom for one major reason only (well, there's that OTHER reason but yeah.) to look at their reflection in the bathroom. imagine this...
setting: SGS school compound. focused on three teenage form3b girls. one is Ruth, the other is Aime and the last is JB.
Ruth: let's go to the toilet, guys. emergency!
*Ruth, Aime and JB make it to the bathroom and starts fixing their hair in different styles.
*Ruth, Aime and JB pauses, looks at one another and starts giggling.
JB: this is the emergency?! HAHAHHA.

seriously, that moment was so palui. :P like, i was fixing my hair to go on the left side. Ruth was fixing hers to go on the right, and Aime who was in the middle was fixing it to the front. we look at each other in the mirror and start laughing our little butts off. HA.

so like, during English. Ruth was holding out a major grudge on the White Bitch [heh, there's a White Bitch and a Black Bitch. thank GOD, we dont have Black Bitch. but White Bitch's pretty bitchy.] for not correcting her paper properly. so we cheered her up with some laughs. :) what good friends we are.

i think the form4's have this grunge against me and Aime now. HAHA. after begging every single one of them for a dollar. i think we collected about, 4dollars today from them. heh. just cause me and Aime were so very lapar. see how dangerous our appetites are? tsk.
first dollar was from Joel. and then when we finished our food, we felt thirsty. so we hunted Joel down again, only this time he didnt give us any money, couldnt blame him he was out :P. instead i got from Mar.
during Com period, while waiting for the form2's to get out of the lab, me and Aime got hungry. we hunted people down for a dollar again, and got one from Ariff. then later on we felt thirsty. i forgot who we got money from there, but undoubtedly it was from a form4. HAHA. so like, if we ever do go dollar hunting again, they'll probably hold this against us. XD ho'well.

okay, so i found a cool new layout. a couple days of this one, i got sick already aiyaaayay.

P.S. guess whose going to be Mall-ing with her favourite whore on Saturday? ;)

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, September 10, 2008 [ 9:21 PM ]

Jellybeans and Joel. the two J's in my life i cannot and will not get enough of. :) HAHA. random.

i'm bored. [HA. would you believe i spelled 'bored' as board before backspacing it and fixing the typo. weird.] survey time!

Tell Me..

-The way to win your heart?

* i can't. it's pretty much between me and my heart. :)

-The way to lose your heart?

* there's a lot of ways to lose my heart.

-Are you good at hiding your feelings?

* Not really. those who know me best can always tell something's up. but if i want to, i will/can.

-Do your initials spell out a word?

* MLOI? nope. HAHA. but like, my registered name is just MOI. so i guess that's "ME" in French? or something? :P

-Where is the last place you went to eat?

* dining table.

-Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?

* yes? :) two top's, great bargain. two tops for 10dollars, one for six. :)

-Do you prefer a call or a text?

* i prefer calls, but i get texts. but i like receiving calls more. :) especially from number4. ;)

-What were you last listening to in the car?

* in the car, Ultraviolet by Stiff Dylans. duh? haha.

-Do you like anyone now?

* i love the guy already. :)

-What did you have for breakfast?

* I don't do breakfasts. sadly, mommy makes me drink a cup of milo errymorning.

-What instant messaging service do you use?

* Windows Live/ MSN.

-Do you swear a lot?

* kinda. most of the time in different languages. or in my strange Chinese accent. HAHAHAH. I HAVE ONE! :P

-Who was the last person to disappoint you?

* i... dont know.

-Do you trust people?

* yeah. i'm a bit open though, like a bit too much?

-What was the first thing you did when you woke up?

* searched for my phone with my hands under my pillow, checked the time, read my last message [to make me smile you know ;)], yawned and got up.

-Have you ever wanted to be a firefighter?

* not really. i'm not too big on jobs where people rely on me a lot. it scares me.

-Last person you held hands with?

* i dont remember O.O

-What did you do today?

= got kicked out of 4B by Victoria, talked about vibrators with Ruth & Andy, messaging session with Tai Fang Yi while she was across the room, got a hug from Joel with his arm on my shoulder. messaged him this night, and now here i am.

-What are you looking forward to in the next few months?

* to get PMB's over and DONE with.

-Regret doing anything in the past week?

* yeah, maybe.

-Would you go a month without washing your hair for $5,000 dollars

* hell no.

-Do you hate being alone?

* I hate being alone. period. but when i need my alone time, let me be. :)

-How was the weather today?

* thought it'd rain, didnt cloudy/shinysunny.

-Do you like messages or comments better?

* COMMENTS!~!

-What is your current mood?

* hungry. :( missing someone.

-What was the highlight of your weekend?

* i.. dont know?

-Whose car were you in last?

* other than mine? sudah lupa.

-What was the last thing you drank?

* water.

-Are you happy right now?

* i'm just fine.

-What color are your eyes?

* dark brown, under the light. reeeally brown.

-Are you wearing make-up?

* No.

-If you could have something right now, what would it be?

* a whole new wardrobe. ;)

-Did you have a dream last night?

* no? but i did the night before? a quite unusual dream. but it sorta maade me happy. :)

-When did you go to sleep last night?

* like. 11pm?

-What is the last thing you thought about?

* what would happen the day after.

nights.

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, September 9, 2008 [ 8:58 PM ]

EVERYONE LOVES AUDREY CHEONG WEI LIN.

and doesnt want her to get her skinny, sexy ass in that plane to Singapore. :(

so like. i have a total total obsession fetish thing now for Vampire Knight. it's an Anime by the way. and it's pretty awesome. :)

i'm bored. i be posting up conversation now yes? :)

so first, i squish her vocabulary.

*AJ*- MANES<33>
akei,im back whore!
jb ; number4. says:
HAHHA.
jb ; number4. says:
you cant even spell "OKAY" right!
haha..lame
[insert conversation here.]
jb ; number4. says:
nooooo!
jb ; number4. says:
cennot.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
haha..u cnt even spell "CANNOT" right
jb ; number4. says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA. YOU FREAK.
jb ; number4. says:
id id that on purpose! i bet you dint?
*AJ*- MANES<33>
haha..i did too,freak ;D
jb ; number4. says:
HAHAHHA. my ass.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
gosh,ells,you're such a loser

then we started bitching about the whores who stole Nick and Joe Jonas away from us.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
stupid taylor swift..they arent even dating..
jb ; number4. says:
demi lovato would kill you anyway.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
they dnt match,she looks like a ghost!
jb ; number4. says:
haha. a very pretty ghost.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
haha..urgh,pls..she's a whore starting to go all gooey on him..ewww..
jb ; number4. says:
HAHAH. eee, you're mean. she's a sweetheart.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
camp rock practically made me vomit..just seeing her face and her singing..bleggrh!
jb ; number4. says:
i know right!
jb ; number4. says:
HER SMILE IS SO FREAKY.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
HAHAHAHA!!true!*high5*
jb ; number4. says:
HAHAH. IT'S LIKE. A SEMICIRCLE.
jb ; number4. says:
TAKES UP HER WHOLE FACE.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
HAHAHAHAHA!!
jb ; number4. says:
SHE LOOKS LIKE YOUR WHOLE HEAD CAN FIT IN HER MOUTH
*AJ*- MANES<33>
OMG!
*AJ*- MANES<33>
We are the best whores in the world..xD
jb ; number4. says:
I TOTALLY KNOW~! HAHHAHAHAH.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
hahaha..
*AJ*- MANES<33>
totally!!

and i laughed at her fetishes in a guy-
jb ; number4. says:
so? SO? joe looks like a chick! but he's adude! he's a dick! HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
*AJ*- MANES<33>
HAHAHAHA!SO MEAN!guys with cute eyebrows catch my heart ;D unlike guys hu have moles everywhere on d face
jb ; number4. says:
he so does not have moles everywhere on the face!!!
jb ; number4. says:
eyebrows? EYEBROWS AUDREY? that's weird!
jb ; number4. says:
most girls like eyes, or mouth or what! YOU LIKE EYEBROWS!!
*AJ*- MANES<33>
what can i say?im a unique girl ;D
jb ; number4. says:
FREAK! YOU'RE A FREEEEAK!
*AJ*- MANES<33>
HAHAHAHA!

there's more trust me. O.O" HAHHAHAHAH.

current: Sway by Bic Runga. (L)

shurbey. :3

what song are you currently repeating in your head over and over again?
-Ultraviolet by The Stiff Dylans.

What's so good about the person you love?

; that, he loves me too. and that. you know, one look and you feel like your legs are jelloid? that your insides are doing some kind of complicated gymnastics thing? only it's a good feeling. a really really good feeling. :)

So where's your dad?

; living room.

Do you keep bibles?

; yeah.

What would you say about your life?

; my life? im pretty satisfied right now. :)

Do you argue most of the time?

; with who? HAHA. yeah, i argue a lot.

What do u think of arguments?

; they can be fun. :) as long as you know. you arent hurting each other with teh words?

If you were to be granted a pray, what would it be?

; a.. pray?

How many friends u got?

; their pretty much. uncountable, spread over the whole world. sort of like, nutella on bread. HAHA. random.

Do you keep your secrets only by yourself?

; i'd tell the people i trust the most.

Do you share secrets with your bestfriend(s)?

; what on earth are they for if i dont?

What would you like to say to them?

; i love you guys. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF YOU. :)

Do you think it is so gay whenever someone of the same sex touches you?

; no. that's ridiculous.

Would you rather be satisfied or humiliated?

; Satisfied. duh?

Have you ever been in a deep, deep love?

; hmm. yeah. :D

Are you currently busy?

; Not really. i'm doing this arent i?

What is your all time favourite sentence?

; uh. i, i. dont know. HAHA.

Why so?

; N/A

Are you mad with someone?

; no.

Do you regret after whenever you made a mistake or you just let them go?

; everyone has regrets. i'm like, queen of regretting. O.O"

Are you in love?

; i think you already know the answer to that. :)

Are you an independent type or do you rely on everyone most of the time?

; i can be independent. but i like to rely a lot. :/

What was the last text you received from MSN/YAHOO/AIM or other?

; audrey: i like Joe. me: i like Nick. audrey: i hate nick. me: then i hate you. HAHHA.

Do you remember exactly how you looked like when you were a kid?

; i've pictures yo. :P

The last location u went to?

; momma and dadda's bedroum.

Look outside, what's the weather?

; well, it's cold. it's dark, and the lamp posts are on. it's night. (shocker.)

How's your heart?

; very happy. :)

Do you accept excuses?

; not always.

Are you smiling right now?

; actually, i just yawned but then i went back to a little smile. :)

Do you do house chores?

; im assigned house chores. -.-

What are you supposed to be doing now?

; getting off the com?

Do u have geeks/nerds in your class?

; uhhuh.

Do you mind them?

; their okay. :) i'm friends with SOME of them.

Nice or honest?

; Honest. but both?

Why?

; cause. honesty is the best policy; waseh. HAHA.

What song inspires you all the time?

; uptown girl. HAHA.

Would you sing or dance infront of the crowd?

; sing, yes. dance? oh, HELL no.

Are you good at your choice above?

; i think so?

Do you keep long hair?

; i'm currently growing it. :d

How long?

; entah.

The last number you saw?

; 940

What makes you feel so good?

; laughs, food, the people who matter the most. (L)

Would you want to be far away from home rite now?

; why?

Do u judge people by the way they look?

; we can't really help it.

Do you judge their attitude?

; this, i find very very important.

How are you feeling now?

; *YAWN. sleepy. but like, i just misscalled si Boyfriend and found out he has insufficient credit. :( how do you think THAT makes me feel?

Have you ever tried Chocolate Chip pizza?

; is there such a thing? O.O if there is, then heaven on earth. :)

Ever tasted ocean water?

; Yes. eeuugh.

Which tastes better: Dove Soap, or Elmers Glue?

; what the hell kind of a question is that? but if you ask, Dove Soap. Elmers taste like Glue. :P

How do you sit in your computer chair?

; i change positions. A LOT. right now, my left leg is up and my right leg's dangling. a second later my knees could be up to my chin though. :)

Ever forced yourself to throw up, to make your parents think you were sick?

; no? i never wanted to be sick.

Ever clicked the 'print' button 50 times in a row to see what happens?

; HAHAHAH. printer pandaemonium!

Ever gone a whole year of school without missing any days?

; uh. no? yes? HAHA. entah.

What is your favorite IM smilie?

; :3 haha.

Ever stapled yourself by accident with a stapler?

; ayyaaaayyayyyyyyy. no.

What is the highest named number? (Not infintiy!)

; like. five hundred. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA! kan, kan?

Do you ever watch Ed Edd n Eddy?

; i usedta.

Bye Bye, any last comments?

; NO NO NO.DONT GOOOOOO. [you ask why.] i thought you were leaving. HMPFH.

LOVE

Do you love someone?

; times a billion million trillion zillion. squared, plus a couple of hundred's and multiplied by infinity. :)

If yes, who?

; si, si, si. Boyfriend. the Fourth. (L)

Taken by him/her?

; isnt it obvious?

Tf taken by him/her, will u be happy?

; i AM happy.