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"oh, the drama"

ells ranted on and on about this @Friday, February 6, 2009 [ 9:29 PM ]

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart

dont say this wont last forever

i hate how accurate this song is, particularly this verse. so i decided putting the whole verse in was too much information.

***

after hours (3, exactly) of Drama Club, i've been cast as Jill. (after playing as peasants with two lines the whole play for the 3 hours.) no, we're not doing Jack and Jill.

parts have been cast, practise starts next week.

goodnight.

"P.S."

ells ranted on and on about this @Thursday, February 5, 2009 [ 4:36 PM ]

apparently the end of What A Catch, Donnie is sang by..

* Elvis Costello - 'i will never end up like him, behind my back i already am...'

* Gabe Saporta (Cobra Starship)- 'where is your boy tonight, i hope he is a gentleman..'

* Travis McCoy (Gym Class Heroes)- 'we're going down, down in an earlier round..'

* Brendon Urie (Panic At The Disco)- 'dance, dance..'
* Doug Does - 'this aint a scene, its a goddamn arms race..'
* Alex DeLeon (The Cab) - 'one night and one more time..'
* William Beckett (The Academy Is..)- 'growing up, growing up..'

are you kidding me? singers from every awesome band Pete Wentz has produced and discovered?

thats fucking amazing. this is epic.

the SONG is epic. its beyond words.

(well duh, everybody knows i hardly say the f-word in my blog)

"why, why, why wont the world revolve around me?"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 3:49 PM ]

ive got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match,

what a catch, oh, what a catch.

***

im absolutely in love with this song. like, love love love. no, like.. love love love love love.

which i know is sort of stupid,

being as my last blog post was of lyrics of how much i love love loved the last song i, well, love love loved.

but this one is good. mind blowing, even. to me, maybe.

What A Catch, Donnie

by Fall Out Boy.

listen to the song yourself. Patrick Stump sounds phenomenal, and i love in the end where they go like..

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar, we're goin' down swinging
Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you, only sweeter
Growing up, growing up

which is a part from every single song i ever love-love-loved from them. :D

like, how the first parts from Where Is Your Boy Tonight and then the second part's Sugar, We're Going Down and then Dance, Dance and This Aint A Scene, Its A Goddamn Arms Race. after that, there's Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.

sadly, this part of the song was only mumbled in the background but if you strain your ears, you'll definitely hear. :D

***

today was a GOOD day. :)

***

backspaces the whole three paragraphs she's typed up about her day.

i miss Charles Bass. terribly.

and Nathaniel Archibald.

and Daniel Humphrey.

terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly.

-cries.

(sucks to you if you think im just trying to sound more dramatic when i say -cries-)

"Forever And Always."

ells ranted on and on about this @Wednesday, February 4, 2009 [ 9:51 PM ]

its been in my head for so long now. Imeem it! NAOOOO. :D

Forever And Always

Taylor Swift

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye

We caught onto something, I hold on to the night

You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down we almost never speak

I don’t feel welcome anymore, baby what happened please tell me

Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door

[Chorus]

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called

And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all

And you flash back to when he said forever and always

Ohh ohhh

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line did I say something way too honest

That made you run and hide like a scared little boy

I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute

now I’m not so sure

So here’s to everything coming down to nothing

Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute

but I don’t anymore

[Chorus]

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called

And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all

And you flash back to when he said forever and always

Ohh ohhh

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so

Ohhh ohhhh

Oh back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

goodnight gor-juzz people.

"never ever"

ells ranted on and on about this @Tuesday, February 3, 2009 [ 3:54 PM ]

cupcakes.

Ells is hungry. :3

Ella's favourite song right now:

Forever and Always by Taylor Swift.

did you know this was the last minute song she wrote to put into her album when Joe Jonas broke up with her through that 26 second phone call? :O

i spent half the school day in the classroom for Physics and English. i couldn't diffrentiate between Physics and Chemistry, so i had to repeatedly ask a very annoyed Aime if we were in Physics or Chemistry. =.= more and more of a goldfish everyday, eh.

Aime likes this guy, you know Aime she's a sweetheart she likes everything :3, his name's Sean or Shawn (i dunno how to spell :P) whose new. he's from KL. i nominate him for the title of 'the nicest guy i've ever met'. :D ANNND, he says 'pardon?' hahah! its adorable. xD

the other half was spent with Dilly in the library, because we were both late so we couldn't join the National Day thingy. we spent two hours reading chick books (YES, OUR LIBRARY HAS CHICK BOOKS. :O) and chatting about everything. :p

the school library

(which is freezing-ass cold by the way and is way bigger than pictures show. this is only like, the end of the library.)

***

Ells: you know i've seen a crocodile before!

Aime: yeah, ive seen a teddy bear before too.

Ells thinks: is she being sarcastic with me?

Aime: it was in a cage, it was angry. it was like, roaring and yelling and hitting the cage.

Ells: ...a teddy bear? O.O

Aime: OH. IM SORRY. I MEANT A BEAR! HAHAH. NOT TEDDY BEAR!

Ells: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Aime: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Joel: im going to call your mom 'mom' okay Ella.

Andy: i called her mom yesterday!

Joel: nah, ill call her Grandma then.

Andy: no! Grandpaaaaa!

Ells: my mom would yell until your head would explode if you called her Grandpa or Grandma. haha!

Joel: where's the stuff Ella?

Ells: its in the bag, go get it.

Niks: NO, ELLS DONT GIVE IT TO HIM! JOL, DONT TAKE IT WAH. THE SHIRT LOOKS BETTER ON HER THAN IT DOES ON YOU!

Joel: skeptical look.

Ells: its okay Niks, at least he didnt ask for the hat. im not giving the hat back. im in love with that hat.

Joel: panicked look. WHAT?!

Ells and Aime watches the window.

Joel passes by.

Aime: OH MY GOD, LOOK! ITS THE WALKING STICK!

Ells: hahaha!

Aime: why are you laughing? its true.

Joel passes by carrying the big thingy that i cant explain what it does but it puts the page onto the wall. sort of like a projector.

Aime: its the walking stick!

Ells: yeahhh.

Aime: WAHHH, THE WALKING STICK IS STRONG!!

Ells: yeah, his arms arent breaking off. like, whoa.

Jol, we kid. your just so thin. even if you eat too much. its not fair. grr.

bye.

"tags."

ells ranted on and on about this @Monday, February 2, 2009 [ 9:47 PM ]

catch up with the tags.

more than one people tagged me @ this, so im gonna answer em. :)

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged them.

Ate Marla!

me and her last name are kind of the same! Iballa-Ibarra. and to think of it, our first names too! xD Marinella-Marla. haha!
she has the cat with the pretty yellow eyes and the sharp scratchy paws (muning scares me sometimes :p)
Ate likes to dissect and slice little animal organs in Biology :O
she super duper wuper likes purple! and her number is #8. :D
she is almost always as hungry as i am!
AND WE'RE ALWAYS CRAVING LASAGNA FROM GREENWICH (PHILS). ALWAYS. FREAAAAAAAAAKY.
she has an iPod with 600something songs cause it can fill up to 120gb. eek, eek, EEEEEEEK.
her family in Phils lives in Cebu. :D
she is extremely boy crazy about every single guy im boy c razy about! in fact, when i get boy crazy she's probably the first person who knows! :p Taylor Lautner, David Archuleta. we spend 10minutes straight screaming about these boys erry time we see each other. no joke. like, whoa. :P
SHE HAS THE PRETTIEST EYES IVE EVER SEEN. LIKE SRSLY, THEIR SO VERY LIGHT BROWN. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. :D

Izaq; Chuckkk! (who Bass misses? OMG :O)

his first name is Amadeus. like, whoa. i like it. HAHA.
he enjoys pissing me off, along with the other lets-piss-Ella-off partner, Joel! or as he's known in the trio; Flopsy.
he can be really really annoying if he wants to. =.=
he was super duper chubby back in the choir days. xD i should know, i went swimming with the dude.
oh, he used to have the biggest crowd of girls secretly crushing on him! im not telling him who though.
i call him Chuck, and im the Bass. we spent god knows how many hours arguing over who was cooler, and i finally won. refer to his blogpost saying im cooler. woot! XD
he's a womanizer. O.O no like, forreal! goodness only knows how many girls he's womanized. ^o)
he's goofy. preeeeeeeeeeeeetty goofy. a big ol' goof.
he owns my nose and one of my ears, i forget which.
he has a thing for adding to his full name. i think his current full name has the names Chuck and Sunshain in it. ^o)

Hunnybunch Niks! (i just decided to do one, cause there isnt anymore? :P)

she hates her first name, which i dont get. Nikita is a pretty name.
i first thought she was Jamaican! like the Sean Paul type! minus the accent. but, she's Indian. so yeah. :p my bad. xDD
she worships, I MEAN WORSHIP WORSHIP STALKS, Jensen Ross Ackles.
we like.. Zedge. ahem. ;) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
we both love love love Chuck Bass. and Gossip Girl. :)
she's one of my Best Friends in the entire universe :3
she liked Bryan Greenberg and Tyler Hilton from OTH.
she LIKES OTH. i made her like it. :D
she's a Nicholas Sparks chick too! :D
she's as emotional as me when it comes to the movies/books. but im more mushier than her (its true, the corniest thing you say ill think sweet. i overdo the mushiness. tskk.)

nomore people to do. :p

goodnight now. forreal. :p

"ella feels loved :3"

ells ranted on and on about this @ [ 8:34 PM ]

1st February 2008; Church.

when i got there, the seats next to my Girls were filled. it was easy to see, there was no chance of sitting next to the Girls that day, but i eyed a free seat in the far end of the row the Girls were at and i shrugged and thought it was close enough. but then when the girls saw me heading for the empty seat, they squeezed against each other to provide one free seat for me next to Maria and Ate Maan. :D this makes me feel loved. heh.

for future references, the Girls are Weng Jin, Lim Jo Yee, Rachel Wong, Karis Chong and Marla Ibarra. :D

2nd February 2008; First Day Of School. (for Ells.)

today made me feel loved too! i never got so much hugs, or so many 'Hi Ella!'s. :P

and during the National Day Practise, me and Aime sat it out and we started talking about boys. well, not exactly BOYS. just, super girly emotional stuff. which Aime never talks about and i quote her in saying that she 'never talks about this with anyone, it must be the hormones' :P heh.

im in Form 4A, and i sit in the middle part of the class. next to me sits Aive :D and behind me its Zahir and, a new friend, Rod. :P either Rod or Rob, im not quite sure cause introductions were made witht he background music of the deafening practise song of the National Day performance. :P heh.

it was a fun day. i think i forgot how boring class can get though. oh well. :p

***

im currently stalking Niks latest Gaia roleplay, The Plague of Serendipity. its a one on one roleplay, and Niks plays Damien Kale Demetri, the vampire. (yes, its a Twilight based rp :P) its really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally good. like, totally. :D

kan, cause they use celebrities in their rp's, Niks is using Penn Badgely (who i just realized could totally pull of as a vampire). and to make it more awesome, Ed Westwick and Chace Crawford plays his other vampire brothers! swooooooooon :D really, Damien's the Edward Cullen of the two.

so, like i said its a one-on-one rp. the other character is Jane Marie Watson, the Bella Swan type. it isnt exactly Twilight esque, seeing that there was a complete change of events right in the middle of the rp. its super duper awesome. :D read it! get the link from her. or click here for it!

oh when you follow this link, you have to go to page 1 first. cause this link is direct to page 2.

good baaaaaaaaaye.

xx.